(女方視角)8Please respect copyright.PENANAPaCZ2omwZM
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。8Please respect copyright.PENANAEaJ54ZAs8E
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他是個同性戀。8Please respect copyright.PENANABNZL2S5lKK
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。8Please respect copyright.PENANAMvBuCEotdJ
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真是......悲慘......8Please respect copyright.PENANAt25s80WtgA
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。8Please respect copyright.PENANA9MxituGM6h
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是嗎?可我......8Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9rI4hiC5u
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。8Please respect copyright.PENANA2zsdYJadmt
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgdotq9bvrr
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。8Please respect copyright.PENANAhhQssSSE7X
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。8Please respect copyright.PENANAFiNFDel9we
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。8Please respect copyright.PENANAs1rHGjhvcH
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真的是個悲慘的人。8Please respect copyright.PENANAq9RSCRQm72
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgnOMVNtnkU
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為何?8Please respect copyright.PENANA7anR2CcwUg
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我去贖人了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAjjWtl4quPd
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。8Please respect copyright.PENANAuDbmGBd6mZ
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或許是因為......8Please respect copyright.PENANAsMPzRYy4Y4
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。8Please respect copyright.PENANAQzMMW8O05k
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我想贖他。8Please respect copyright.PENANAWHOS1xT9FY
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今年秋天來的很快。8Please respect copyright.PENANAhzL7CaArH3
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。8Please respect copyright.PENANAjuqW55LXNy
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。8Please respect copyright.PENANA98vKfTEyVG
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAPly5VDgQth
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。8Please respect copyright.PENANACBOQFz4D6T
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我慢慢地哄著他。8Please respect copyright.PENANA4f8rMyhXtX
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。8Please respect copyright.PENANARACAYwkllh
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJi7NmVKK6j
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他恢復得很快。8Please respect copyright.PENANAUijxTSyK7E
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但我知道,他還有心病。8Please respect copyright.PENANA1DxHt3qfmQ
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。8Please respect copyright.PENANAPy5teY4tYT
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。8Please respect copyright.PENANA9WDXpfX7ol
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愛的牢籠。8Please respect copyright.PENANA5revg81WkD
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:8Please respect copyright.PENANALl5VIqzgzK
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA82cqZSoZOU
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。8Please respect copyright.PENANALaAH7bnRWk
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「真想贖人?」8Please respect copyright.PENANALpMn9ys2CW
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」8Please respect copyright.PENANALgHaKHqwxq
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真是......冷血至極。8Please respect copyright.PENANAqVd3iXofXA
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。8Please respect copyright.PENANA6SQdn9cTQ2
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。8Please respect copyright.PENANAyXJEOxVtmW
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。8Please respect copyright.PENANASrNS1BXx5K
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我們......發生關係了......8Please respect copyright.PENANAD700s3Rsgr
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原因,是因為家族.....8Please respect copyright.PENANAQ76Tdmgqyi
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不是你情我願......8Please respect copyright.PENANA4G0Ot3vHhi
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三個月後,我懷孕了。8Please respect copyright.PENANA4kQAzDtYFj
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。8Please respect copyright.PENANAhRRZyeKwjA
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他總是這麼溫柔。8Please respect copyright.PENANAQBT9na8eMs
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我們遇到了江臨白。8Please respect copyright.PENANAAG9VVGm8q3
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他似乎回心轉意了。8Please respect copyright.PENANA5weVHrTEU7
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是嗎?可真可笑。8Please respect copyright.PENANAerMXByl8jA
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......8Please respect copyright.PENANAVjmdT81Z2p
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......8Please respect copyright.PENANAsv76dIL9zq
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwMG5PfNZny
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。8Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0CMzhL3tK
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我流產了。8Please respect copyright.PENANApsaPHvbxce
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。8Please respect copyright.PENANAvi5mbEXb8O
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:8Please respect copyright.PENANAvL6iidthWs
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「當初真應該保小的!」8Please respect copyright.PENANArN13FmknzG
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAzjyufSZhpD
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAvooO9upGfS
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAeTHuZ5NRWV
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?8Please respect copyright.PENANA3cVyxuQqGu
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我不知道。8Please respect copyright.PENANAT1zo97i8FK
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。8Please respect copyright.PENANAUKAQOGLltD
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。8Please respect copyright.PENANASwU21cRPe4
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。8Please respect copyright.PENANAyH0Mr8s7QJ
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。8Please respect copyright.PENANANQ29VF1q2L
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突然想起自己名字的意義。8Please respect copyright.PENANAS0ziaUpp0r
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。8Please respect copyright.PENANA2zUPM6ydaU
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一生終得苦戀。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgolCbYupvZ
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「這是......什麼?」8Please respect copyright.PENANA8QCPXmWOaE
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。8Please respect copyright.PENANAVSAyiEBEiT
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAvHqyut1eaT
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。8Please respect copyright.PENANA8VjwGhZI0M
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「嗯。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAyncCDLfjU8
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「棠棠......」8Please respect copyright.PENANA728Zvna3w1
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。8Please respect copyright.PENANACkBZ2SlJVU
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAFPhnouhBou
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。8Please respect copyright.PENANA1npo6uFcyw
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「嗯。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zr0l50jb2
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。8Please respect copyright.PENANA0hEWQ0ODbr
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「是嗎......難怪......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAoXMt0YWV1C
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJzMXUs6koX
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「終究是......負了妳......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAAng8hXTWBg
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他簽了離婚協議書。8Please respect copyright.PENANAht3FDsdF9C
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離婚當天......8Please respect copyright.PENANAbiySCtwD11
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgyhgbAoEc3
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「你!」8Please respect copyright.PENANAwXs83ZaMO7
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。8Please respect copyright.PENANAcyVGavBW13
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。8Please respect copyright.PENANAoZnTWhJ5zB
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAFez6CuDsaS
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「該怎麼贖罪......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAP2Mjw7FrHJ
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「不要離婚......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAJeKR5jgqVs
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「原諒我......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAvrXPaCWIZA
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」8Please respect copyright.PENANACnaG6YfMFh
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。8Please respect copyright.PENANATTSUAgYMTt
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「我......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAMTACQHZal6
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAbIwwuN1l6X
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「嗯。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA5YriQl4mIv
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」8Please respect copyright.PENANARab8iYIifJ
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「......」8Please respect copyright.PENANACCYSk5bPNY
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「沒有......為什麼......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAe90KBltkqC
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAd1WWu722vm
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「我......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAvMNOnzJVvO
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAEdT6Hm9lrI
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANA47xiTMSzMe
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAm3hRuUjQ3s
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「我......是因為不想放手。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAQVuHNOU1E3
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAv0l1B0T8qe
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」8Please respect copyright.PENANASSScDOSBzv
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。8Please respect copyright.PENANAAb88zM3eSx
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「我們......兩清了......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAlxrsPLfaI4
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。8Please respect copyright.PENANAhjdmv00MPo
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我悵然。8Please respect copyright.PENANABrcHV97WXc
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」8Please respect copyright.PENANAg2vIFLWxlj
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—8Please respect copyright.PENANA47zntXUNr6
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?8Please respect copyright.PENANAjIXlaAlsiN
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最後還是改成BE了......8Please respect copyright.PENANAyVHDLPhenq
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!8Please respect copyright.PENANAihdgL0Ywiu