(女方視角)37Please respect copyright.PENANAPd7noYOfeM
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGxY0Mynv6Y
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他是個同性戀。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2Mfephhunw
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。37Please respect copyright.PENANAbdS8r9Ab6b
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真是......悲慘......37Please respect copyright.PENANAp80QfcFFhq
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。37Please respect copyright.PENANAXDUxFBuNuf
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是嗎?可我......37Please respect copyright.PENANAcvvyloWSWB
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAIacPlZq1Kw
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwe9SpbBd0a
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFL5O1tffsU
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAfS2BrYYWUk
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ0RbioI8G
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真的是個悲慘的人。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWdli6nWOWT
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。37Please respect copyright.PENANAiQiKqvgBBL
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為何?37Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6sT9wI8te
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我去贖人了。37Please respect copyright.PENANA0l3Ud96814
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。37Please respect copyright.PENANA6wdR4tALmb
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或許是因為......37Please respect copyright.PENANAAHYW0PfyfO
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。37Please respect copyright.PENANAYcpP2WCvGc
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我想贖他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAzsvRGxo2bf
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今年秋天來的很快。37Please respect copyright.PENANAivnhBe3rkf
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHb42Y1JQHv
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOGfeiyB7F5
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAmktnTdmDg8
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAI7MnM0tXdL
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我慢慢地哄著他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAKjQ8psWhws
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。37Please respect copyright.PENANAF0Vy0QweyI
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。37Please respect copyright.PENANArwuoq606t5
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他恢復得很快。37Please respect copyright.PENANAr32tmvbmtW
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但我知道,他還有心病。37Please respect copyright.PENANAx5PPMAzLNm
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。37Please respect copyright.PENANAc4iSf70SDs
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。37Please respect copyright.PENANArt9TribyVo
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愛的牢籠。37Please respect copyright.PENANAe2varJxa1t
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:37Please respect copyright.PENANABPy8k3HilB
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAsfW6bOlyR3
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。37Please respect copyright.PENANAUezeTZLq97
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「真想贖人?」37Please respect copyright.PENANARpCcGV2nBr
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAPcFEdac0Ty
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真是......冷血至極。37Please respect copyright.PENANANO7ey3lKrF
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFMd0xKpB5s
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。37Please respect copyright.PENANAacCi9vgCi4
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。37Please respect copyright.PENANALjPjFTPXT5
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我們......發生關係了......37Please respect copyright.PENANAgtGrFUqOKI
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原因,是因為家族.....37Please respect copyright.PENANAHosivMXDyE
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不是你情我願......37Please respect copyright.PENANANmsvdFZJDv
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三個月後,我懷孕了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8rvrhajHF
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgEdFdrsMQD
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他總是這麼溫柔。37Please respect copyright.PENANAcNmImGvT9v
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我們遇到了江臨白。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlnOjj9l9OL
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他似乎回心轉意了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOSmYaTT9qn
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是嗎?可真可笑。37Please respect copyright.PENANAZZUuxeWqeH
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......37Please respect copyright.PENANAEX7UVi2y1r
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......37Please respect copyright.PENANAgp6O04czNS
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAZRbur0lZQz
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。37Please respect copyright.PENANADWdGFobwaZ
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我流產了。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2y9EilTJ2j
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。37Please respect copyright.PENANAdpi97OghHm
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:37Please respect copyright.PENANAuE9Tj0T2jR
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「當初真應該保小的!」37Please respect copyright.PENANAIYPTAQsuys
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」37Please respect copyright.PENANACJsK3xSymK
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6OBCSiYX6
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAji1rchBx99
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAF5aaGADALg
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我不知道。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQd9dZgJ9za
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。37Please respect copyright.PENANAS8VHWItU3X
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。37Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wg1qSmizF
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMhJXEFhRlh
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFGbdq12vr5
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突然想起自己名字的意義。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOc7EHDcK1l
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJzcE8RxYvK
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一生終得苦戀。37Please respect copyright.PENANAUTmOPPo7l8
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「這是......什麼?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAYOpuxMIFKj
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。37Please respect copyright.PENANATbGjVamxhJ
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANA777LpLjIpy
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2thhHNKAYg
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「嗯。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAcKyTfMFGU5
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「棠棠......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAHufiFv7bAx
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。37Please respect copyright.PENANAEuhyZm8T6j
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAEaff0jhwHD
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvTH6xCYdu5
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「嗯。」37Please respect copyright.PENANABb2CKx8qC8
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。37Please respect copyright.PENANArACZNnfEIM
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「是嗎......難怪......」37Please respect copyright.PENANA5R4sDrV2Ur
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。37Please respect copyright.PENANAuCvcVo4y7b
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「終究是......負了妳......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAxV9ltcQItB
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他簽了離婚協議書。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJb5IbNDy27
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離婚當天......37Please respect copyright.PENANA2UsnU3CPF2
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。37Please respect copyright.PENANAYFwvInKClR
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「你!」37Please respect copyright.PENANAWyvdDOQXRP
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOgQndSUIyz
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。37Please respect copyright.PENANAzjFqvy078N
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAIaKpOlbRUv
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「該怎麼贖罪......」37Please respect copyright.PENANADcpYPgZY5h
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「不要離婚......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAP8TsefJPJA
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「原諒我......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAEszCvMVM6r
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAXtiJ88pehq
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。37Please respect copyright.PENANAVld9KSwX6L
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「我......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAvPKRejuCPs
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAlzxIlRg9c8
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「嗯。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAnbNtnZwYeA
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAeeQTKs341W
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「......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAmvinpKohrd
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「沒有......為什麼......」37Please respect copyright.PENANARzGiILffWn
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」37Please respect copyright.PENANADb9HBLIwJD
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「我......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAq2xkvizeI4
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」37Please respect copyright.PENANA73o3hRmncI
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」37Please respect copyright.PENANA2oAU3jE1qg
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」37Please respect copyright.PENANA7QAy01liTz
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「我......是因為不想放手。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAvo1HKKyg3U
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxjOdhBiJ
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAl9UlnoxA1a
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。37Please respect copyright.PENANAw3pWUr2WFU
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「我們......兩清了......」37Please respect copyright.PENANA7dq1JYylS3
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOieHrAnjH1
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我悵然。37Please respect copyright.PENANAnpVx08WDYz
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」37Please respect copyright.PENANAbKa8HZgB5P
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—37Please respect copyright.PENANAByUIZtCTxe
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?37Please respect copyright.PENANAxeqpNC4U1n
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最後還是改成BE了......37Please respect copyright.PENANAYUkZBKNkuq
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!37Please respect copyright.PENANA8gghdxESzL