快就過左一個禮拜，今晚就係我同Nicole見面嘅日子。我想正正式式同佢食一餐飯，我book左間餐廳，希望都可以留啲好嘅回憶比佢。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnZFGTiqFo
「我今晚應該可以準時放呀，7點尖沙咀好冇？」我wtsapp Nicole。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1747PvWPM
「好，我都可以」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyrVjbtJa1
「咁，今晚見啦」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hZXQ2JlrN
「嗯！今晚見～」佢話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhfMXdsW8o
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今晚返工之前都專登執靚仔少少，但我怕因為咁而Rachel唔開心，所以係四四正正就算。老實講我返工嘅時候都好難專心到..，一直諗住今晚同佢食飯嘅嘢..。我有少少緊張....，我承認我掛住佢...。同時我唔知應該點樣處理我地嘅關係，我仲想逃避..，但係我應承左Rachel。你問我，我一定係仲鍾意Nicole。我知道點都要有個了斷，我唔可以兩個都要。一直都有心理準備今日會來，但冇諗過原來呢一日到嘅時候係咁唔捨得。而家嘅我百感交集，期待見佢，又唔想係最後一次見。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91Lo57dWqb
「好耐冇見...」咁講好似好奇怪..，「近排點呀？」..好似太客套，「掛住我？」..咁講好似好曖昧..，好似會對唔住Rachel咁。....唉....543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuCXagmqmX
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「喂柒頭文，呢度係咪咁樣？」肥仔問。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEd7q1heac
「喂！」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ8ltjlGXr
「喂！！發咩呆呀」佢搖一搖我。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zy6qjlz1Z
「..嗯？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDuOL7XT0V
「我問..呢度係咪咁樣呀」佢指一指佢個mon。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7afRi2Egi
「唔係呀..你要禁呢個先，然後....」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oWRANJkaw
「哦屌..唔記得左禁。你岩岩發咩呆呀，又比女飛？」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjQOXKsdvU
「飛你老母，下次唔撚教你，等你比客屌算」我話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIJF5febnl
「大佬文...我講笑炸....」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZflO5HOdmv
「做你嘅嘢啦死仔，自己都未搞掂」我話。屌..今次唔係我比人飛，係我要飛人....。我唔係一個絕情嘅人，我真係唔知點樣同Nicole講。心軟都算係我其中一個弱點..，我好容易就變得心軟。唉算啦唔諗，到時再算。屌...咁快就三點..，嗱嗱臨做埋啲嘢先，一陣OT就仆街。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXNI9barHW
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放工嘅時候，我一落樓就見到Nicole....嚇死我。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnwMouTyLY
「喂..，等你喎」肥仔同我講。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPDOhB3sAD
「fd嚟炸屌」我緊係知佢想講咩，我細細聲係佢隔離講，唔想比Nicole聽到。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYYjVRd6ZC
「我知我知～」佢同steven奸一奸笑拍我膊頭，然後就走左，得返我地兩個。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eiukCyVl0
「你....咁早嘅..？」我諗左一大堆開場白都冇用，完全冇expect 過會係咁。唔知點解我又有啲心虛，但又有啲心動。..唔得嫁...我有Rachel啦。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriyBjjdbTl
「我份工都唔算好忙，所以既然早放啦..咪過嚟同你一齊去..」佢話。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjMS77heyW
「咁...行啦」543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRSPBebZkm
「嗯～」我feel到佢行嘅時候都好靠近我，間唔中都掂到佢波邊。但佢冇拖我手，都冇講啲咩...，而其實我都估到佢會主動啲。而家嘅我夾係兩個女人中間，3P呢啲劇情就真係睇av先見到，因為佢地唔會接受到同另一個女人share同一個男人。如果你話我地係簡單嘅SP關係，有性冇愛，做完愛就冇瓜葛就話姐。而家係兩個女人同時愛上我，而愛上一個人係多數都好自私。我唔排除有人會為左愛人而成全佢地，但我同Rachel，Nicole嘅關係根本唔可以用常理去判斷。理論上，我同Nicole係冇係埋一齊。但係我地曾經對對方嘅愛，都等於甚至乎大過普通情侶之間嘅愛。有冇正式一齊過重要咩？重要嘅係，我地兩個嘅心，都曾經緊緊咁連繫住。如果我唔揀Nicole，你可以話係我錯。因為我應承過佢等佢，但我冇遵守諾言。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8suG350xx
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而Rachel，我同佢正正式式一齊過幾個月。即使當初同佢一齊嘅時候個心唔係佢度，但事實上佢係我女朋友。佢亦都陪我走過我最down嘅時候，而後來我都越嚟越愛佢。直到近排我先發覺我對佢嘅愛，比得上當初同Nicole嘅時候。如果我唔揀Rachel，你更加可以話係我錯，直頭可以歸類埋去講得出「Sorry呀..我ex搵返我..」嗰種仆街。因為佢係我女朋友，如果我同Nicole 一齊，道德上、情感上，都係我錯。而家既我就好似前面係懸崖，後面係追兵嘅感覺，一啲都唔好受。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhciSSEU7v
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「呀文～落車啦」Nicole同我講。我今日冇揸車出嚟。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93oIjb93vG
「哦..！好」我又發左呆。543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE15tJer5bl
我地由尖沙咀地鐵站行去海旁嗰邊，間餐廳係個頭。我眼尾望到Nicole好似一直都保持住一個微笑，我唔知佢真係開心定係扮出嚟。我諗起由我識佢到而家，對佢嘅了解都唔多，好似成日都唔知佢心裏面諗緊啲咩咁。但係就係因為佢呢種神秘感，令我當初好迷戀佢。我對Rachel好了解，有種好熟悉嘅感覺，但係佢就係比唔到Nicole呢種感覺我....。人類總係貪心，但魚與熊掌不可兼得。每種女人都有佢地吸引嘅地方，而冇一個女人係完美。點解我又開始迷惘，明明已經決定左要同Rachel一齊....543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK57q4oVRMI
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