When insanity takes over
“It’s over!” the words are a sucker punch to my face. The room starts spinning and nausea creeps up from my stomach and threatens to expose my lunch to the floor.
The heartbreak is devastating. My world falls apart. Everything stops existing. It’s funny how someone else can have such power over you. My heart is beating like a drum and my chest is burning.
His scent of Lavender won’t leave my nostrils as it fills the air around me. It’s suffocating me. It won’t let me forget him. He haunts me.
I don’t have the energy to fulfill any tasks, I’m face down. The world is dead to me. I wish I was dead.
“Lavender, I’d do anything to be your baby-girl again.”
The crazy takes a hold of my body, I have no idea of what I’m doing. One stupid idiotic thing after the other.
I write one apologetic letter after the other. I beg for forgiveness, I scream at the staff, I scream for a way to prove my love to the only guy I ever had feelings for.
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