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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSs4SFxJE7
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『嘩啦——』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIQXFVi6NR
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「這都下多久了......」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRvqe6Bd34
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdfQidUpcQ
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTtSwAZRlj
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAdCgNXzre
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt7pcE0X8g
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『鈴——鈴——』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBqx77zQW7
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBil2eFhO3
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFYi4zvyhZ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlinzGzo3j9
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuugV26FqIO
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「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjnpmvQFbH
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltu3jm0N6c
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UC9rN7ReB
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP3E7fT0UK
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoetadnaWMx
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我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqodzE02yQd
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWHUvZrV1N
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsMtenkGJc
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwfig9KIX5
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依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA27GOKhqp
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM7g2qgg7h
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE5gAVmhWs
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KqndNxtOx
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是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3bVsINDSW
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhrKTW2t3N
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUWMJpa2Vg
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn5gZtHMfi
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「還會痛嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLExcryCh3V
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsLZCpafX9
「不會了，謝謝。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRqfHYlq1j
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6aMNRwLL0
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaOBPWxhbU
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7XL0X7EQt
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuc0I5dpTd
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsUfZhDEBr
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtha2r5Ttmp
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpKFlMTiDY
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdksrXgRJ3
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96gtOFvLDH
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXzA4sDaii
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4Gnv4vlQx
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHmsmJvv9e
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywGu93MIas
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw78JWnugYO
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tI8zAh9ts
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2qXDfeMaQ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGXWGsBfZ3
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eAO5GCFZU
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4fJhOgLo2
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVYsZA5GrI
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTBLnbtlG6
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZPCHXSDcZ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4okRt8xO81
「也是。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtpjf2XSQN
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我只是在逃避。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCUCbMmJP8
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrBRlVSNST
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6k4LqS2kN
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa78QXkpGIc
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIPuWtelOl
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnOgAuNWuI
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwYDmGQxqq
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZT6PrwmUr
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWjUsmAEfg
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmP2mw6lQE
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0JCiQT5hN
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB5VdQjKvz
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6aqj8wOxB
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBje4eslQP
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI6AyNn922
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHgTYzLapg
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm74x5u1iIR
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JWnepEtq1
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQIUsAic2W
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D2KnRk9iv
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc1ibcbeNZ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4RrZ3oMpJ
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlElofM8VU
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReeGop1KYo
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy04YQl29cc
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00tTv3TqRG
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNed22tX1ue
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ178D7EeHYM
「過來！」他對我喊著。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOmppsCorD
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「不。」我退後了一步。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsAS64SvGs
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他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwKnRNOChe
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOjoe0QZ5M
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgBJQf4NWh
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKf8zCxVUm
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFCiCU9PBx
「我......」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5Cciu1nlj
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「不要靠近我！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ425rrLft
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我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPnuQFSg9x
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu06TRrJxT
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHhaF6A820
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「你是傻子嗎！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKhUuv5bfM
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRSs8ZMHKh
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0efCkhjcNG
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gtkeqDWlQ
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV257GJv3m
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像烈日的太陽一般。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZmJcQA4s5
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一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaanSqAlXq
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr9k1G8vAL
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「我們回家，好嗎。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOtvagDMkQ
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZoX1F569
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就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHnhsm1Q05
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h9PFg2zWe
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AOvfTaLtU
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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