聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFPeW0j0Ut
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「你講落去。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYtMoS9Nie
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOUmGM6nzZ
她大概知道吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKigw8uIIIP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WXSZbv7PW
「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbessDLKl4r
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RdGTKrX2n
她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP3ja4iFvt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcmBljCkuy
「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOMYPxGAli
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEobYrcriFq
「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXITsX7vhzr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi57K0g7ZRX
為甚麼？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOpFtDMRZU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vBmxx84eq
為甚麼要做樣說我們？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoZZVxLaGQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PKYaWOBSw
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCiNmVkfBI
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8GTr10sZD
「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexBGXBftcT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn9i9WIY3z
小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYbAe60unI
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2vd4lYbTN
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D57wy0x4L
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAg9OAljLb
「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvPNlSzTX5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vTb0dDKHp
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hsU54sZTn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf59oDVBDP
「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ565suQcQh2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryWYHBSDPK
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT48x3xVsUl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTWuZns8BF
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHdD6tG85a
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5TyZPIiDn
「收…收聲…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OXOAKDT4O
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV6MB2MkYs
「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5YmIBFnje
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVheC6Rdpz
「收聲啊！！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiGh4BKCfi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSlY0U6ksv
我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbBCxIvbdX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBpiytJwfX
向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDGyUlzWNQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TgC3SOrq9
喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbKrLpUUIg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Hx5n7CHo
絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP8FEalg9B
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vHL9HSCe0
貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HIQRmUGu5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIub7WSbsfV
所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9TzAXF0eE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgjoQyievh
如果我真的如自己想像中強大—486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbv08VD3CY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZokQkuVfN
「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LvqgrIeww
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWMaBZSBzl
「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUtoJEkvBY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7gebi9qPA
我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW6ZuZWAmw
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7bKmuFEhX
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXtlksi29j
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR8JAuaGKC
我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZBEJHapmr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fm67Ja3PN
我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzLYNGWrVk
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZDNUXCyyl
我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncingP2Reg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiWDqtCGg7
永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WJfqhDZyT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmefFhM0Li1
「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwckGRBRhup
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3PGqcrWIT
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej99QKVrdi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcqggf7c6L
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpZAW1WvS3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqveuU3g0MK
我不能。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOd3Ts3Xrq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMowevnO1VV
我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRmGsdDbeE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBqcskcBeF
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcYbW0XnnL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBjY6E4CBJ
面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlyjGwgGXA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiaLTjd6qV
因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7e7NhfAaz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr7LBlYLi8
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbjlY8LeEu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIWyhQphrm
「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxVE7pM1Lt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel7dL2mhjp
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntDPMUUVMH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY43lb5jj1I
「成為…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQi7JGhhtN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUJcogFj1I
「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyrnw1VEjY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq7xlkoLTx
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0fjX9wcol
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMbIyJSRnF
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp51iilw1d9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxRDjy178k
「唔係咩？」我反問。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUVFCewMxl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YMdTgHaGn
「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtmSYD6j9c
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bRr6ZYNPg
的確是這樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx56F9gC6D
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws3LbqkUfN
「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlZg8gswy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi2mYhon6r
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGGdLYNkVW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3GXgdHOn8
但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVuMTn2yBD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfcQMxzDfe
那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcYjs3WNaI
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNwLLJhH8W
那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeapV1q2qt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb48eBcFeV
那時，我的視野內是她。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yLfnIdJTg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tWDJkF9uV
那時，她的視野內是我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBKjCSt3W7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasiYKzS6LV
而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyMkVWWrSZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9xlnNEFXx
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MiBER3eqi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVpxZhVVhS
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG7kwj01MH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3RTIxKvsx
明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NrqYo895S
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKVgJwPphI
「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0AjdbK2qH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAkrSGq6EW
「咁點先夠？」阿當問。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp15juwlyc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUqNonyqLW
「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN82DTsEwL3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WCbU4Uv63
「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAmsKDKYGz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkVMvyLL8h
「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF3ORd5U5e
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXUVqokgYl
「嗄？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6IA3x4peh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNJl7IXQlL
「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTAIwkFc2C
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGB3xJffpV
小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfrfZ1gYzC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnLZHv4FSi
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