自動共享車停在方舟廣場前，夜裡的方舟塔被幾道從基座而來的光柱映亮，而米寧的雕像則被噴水池下的泛光燈照得波光粼粼，水波紋在她身上躍來躍去，相比身後的六塊石碑更顯生動。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsWygJL7xg
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「已經向阿當取得臨時通行權限。」Kitty說。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiEPTASm4g
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果然我才一走近大門，本已上鎖的門馬上「咔」一聲打開，我連忙走進去跑向末日博物館的方向。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq3SWwgDeU
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爸爸應該在那兒吧。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmTjOOseZR
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末日博物館除了展示末日前的世界外，對於宣佈世界末日後的世界也有鉅細無遺的記錄，這全有賴世界各地進行的星之曙光計劃。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMYfzhqgHx
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對我，對爸爸，對媽媽，對姑姐姑丈來說，這兒很多東西都耳熟能詳，特別是香港館內的各種展品，有當日與我們一起穿過彩虹橋而來，絢香師傅傳給我的武士刀，有我們在液壓升降機前的合照，有馬教授載有FM病毒的硬碟…321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAry8skIFN
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這對爸爸來說無疑是夢魘。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt5yS1dYUE
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但同樣地，對他來說這兒卻不可救藥地使他感到熟悉。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3FDQLLXTW
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當中有一個展區相當受歡迎，但同時叫我們一家不安。還記得，當日Kitty以一種名為「虛構人架／架空靈魂」的演算法模擬出馬教授死去的女兒使他使去戰力，這種技術被應用到這展區之中，使參觀者可以直接與末日世界互動。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DtkjI95E4
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［末日下的那些人］321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ9njnWLpf
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走過這牌子下，便是這名為「末日下的那些人」的展區。展區是一個正方形，在邊緣上被分割成一個又一個的「凹」字型房間，面向中央展廳，這些房間內被佈置成不同的背景，有獅山十字會的內部，有中央圖書館的據點，有赤柱女神教聖殿之類，而在那些房間之中，全部都有立體投影—投影那背景中最適合的人。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY2HEhUx0R
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比方說，現在遠方赤柱女神教聖殿的房間中，一個只有１０歲左右的金髮女孩，身穿白衣，赤腳的坐在那堆金銀珠寶之中凝視著房外，等待下一個遊客前來與之互動對答，這人是誰？當然是年幼時的我。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aMoJoQmFL
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［宗教狂熱：赤柱邪教］321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87CLzUHcyG
［莉莉．勒菲弗爾］321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ70yjgFPq
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不只有我，還有其他人的立體投影都在自己的背景下站著，等待明天開館後第一個前來的遊人，對他們來說也許很好玩，但對我們來說站在展區的中央就如被昔日鬼魂包圍著一樣，在耳邊低語著過去的腥風血雨。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsryDsqK9N9
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環顧四周，盡是那些曾經熟悉，卻已盡數隕歿於末日下的她們，站在回憶之中凝視著現在的自己。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j3oxWTySL
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當中就有那時候的爸爸。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiaabj9MJo
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而且還有現在的爸爸。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4sWysNuRg
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「爸爸。」我輕呼坐在椅子上的他，他正在自己的對面。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPg3iPzn76
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「莉莉…？」爸爸道。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQHZ8rUXDW
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「歡迎黎到末日下的那些人展區，我係楊子平，係末日世界，一切都必迎來終結，生命仲有無意義？」立體投影中的爸爸馬上說出設定好台詞，不過只要說畢後，他便會…繼續模擬當時於末日世界的爸爸，繼續當下的互動對話。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgQnserVzr
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為了分辨二人，投影出來的爸爸稱之為文雀。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4QgRq38LI
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「你唔係應承左媽咪會去睇醫生咩，爸爸。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuecRH1B8w
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爸爸苦笑：「我知，本身我都諗住去…但，就唔想行出博物館門口。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqu3IIVe7p
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「然後就黎搵自己傾計？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyRxthMcFC
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文雀說：「如果係齊姑娘，一定會衝上門拖你去睇醫生。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fx3g9sgb6
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「…佢係度就好。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRLzXzu523
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我望望遠方正在醫療室背景前內待機的齊姑娘，她正在循環播放著整理醫療用品的動畫，還好不會真的衝過來。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMKwzkRMzg
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「媽咪佢喊到好勁，佢覺得自己幫你唔到。」我說，「你當為左佢，去睇下醫生好唔好？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Dex6Y4QN
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「睇黎又有咩用，都睇左咁多年。」爸爸搖頭說，「做人要識放棄。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkcYC5PZT9
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文雀冷笑：「好在許少傑唔係度，如果唔係佢一定大大聲指住你個鼻黎恥笑。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2UBacVVsc
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「我相信偵探都會…又如何，我係抵死。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzarryaIJIA
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「爸爸…」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjveYd0gxHs
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「我本來就應該死係末日下，就同大家一樣。」他環視四周的幻影，眼中盡是懷念和內疚，「我又憑咩？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTatQjv1j55
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眼中盡是故人。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2ohHrVpD6
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但身邊卻再沒有任何一人。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgHpoOyqXe
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「既然你生還，就應該要好好把握當下，活出你生命既意義。」文雀說，「你依加咁似咩？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgRsVV1wwL
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「……」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhy7vhpjEa
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「你每次黎都唔敢去絢香個邊，係因為你唔想俾佢睇到，佢用條命去救返黎既你竟然變成咁樣。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eqLR9x2XV
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絢香師傅的位置就在不遠處，背景是獅子十字會的陽台，夕陽在她身後落下，卻永遠不會消逝。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo6oXF4rm0
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「咩…咩唔敢，佢都唔係真正既絢香，只係區區演算法計算出黎既結果，我…」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrjuZB4lEA
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「咁你過去同佢講野啊。」文雀說。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiMKGzPkF1
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「……」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyqzf8SS6f
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爸爸的手又在抖了，明明阿當的手術已經幫他的手完全康復，但他不但沒有好過，反而變得更加嚴重。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHBVAgtGG7
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「返屋企喇，爸爸，唔好要媽咪同姑姐佢地擔心。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JqwX7huYD
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「佢地始終都想我睇醫生，但個個醫生…莉莉，你記唔記得點解明明我有PTSD，我反而要係度做顧問館長？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgNEQGKvYc
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我知道的。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlLfq2G47U
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當日醫生問我們一個問題：你希望你爸爸逃避末日世界的一切後躲一輩子，還是在博物館中繼續與之接觸，然後學會釋懷，放下，繼續他的人生？321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsdzRLX3md
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他又說，爸爸的情況有點像在換水的金魚。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk4lOFQEAk
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末日世界是極度的混亂，方舟城８５２亦是一切井然有序，他本身已有心病，把他這樣扔到完全相反的世界有害心理，應該要好像換水的金魚一樣，留一些舊水，漸漸溝淡，否則如把金魚扔到100%的新水中，可是會一命嗚呼的。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7BGhl7RZu
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但爸爸完全沒有要釋懷的樣子。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iqrv6pUiX
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「我知道。」我說。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1tQyljbKY
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「我有時會心諗，或者我個時就應該推左呢份工，遠離一切末日既事，等時間沖淡，咁樣我情況先會好D，但係…」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LtHtAfkdF
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「但係無可能，我，媽咪，姑姐姑丈，每個人都會令你諗返起。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcySi3Oo5M
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「係啊…就係咁。」爸爸苦笑，「所以…根本唔係咩做錯決定，而係做咩決定都係錯。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTgxkbAMX5
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他站起來環視展廳，末日下的一幕幕，一個個場景再次把他包圍，他的臉被來自昔日的光彩映得五光十色，但瞳中卻了無生氣，如一潭死水。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy8bvstHH9
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「阿妹唔應該救我過黎，我應該要好似大家咁死係世界末日之中。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboF8b14nm3
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我已經不知道應該如何開解他。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOMluEH4a8
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「爸爸，但係黎左方舟城８５２之後，我好開心，係真架，同埋姑姐都係，佢話彩虹橋計劃成功後佢先可以放鬆休息，第一次訓到自然醒。」我說，「所以…我明你好難受，但係，唔好否定晒全部野先，正係因為有你，我地既生活先完整。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFznyXXalal
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「莉莉大個會變到咁懂事啊。」文雀點點頭說。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgtgt3kQvE
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反倒是眼前有血有肉的爸爸，只是站在那兒發呆。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIProixzBR
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「返去先啦好唔好？」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgm1ZI0tiA
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當下之急是要把他扯離這兒，帶他回媽媽身邊，至少這樣會使他好過一點。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwRu0a2vCY
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沉溺在過去也許使人痛苦，人卻沒法自拔地使自己淹沒在過去之中。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6v5ta9Pi6
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「嗯，返去先。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbA4ombwPo
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「你覺得你準備好既，我再幫你Book醫生。」我說，「我地會一直陪你。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Su2WBMT4l
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「嗯，我會…盡力。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM6KSA3X5T
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但離開展廳的路上，爸爸還是繞遠路躲開了絢香師傅的那邊。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9M77g6c8i
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