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我是羅穎妍,Bobo。中學時期因為家人的關係而選擇就讀女校,平日除了接觸爸爸一個異性外,基本上沒有太多機會接觸異性。這個問題直至我考入大學後,才慢慢多了機會與異性接觸。那時候朋友們都展望入大學後參與O Camp活動,在朋友們慫恿下也報名參加了,機緣巧合下便認識了我生命中的第一個男朋友Derek。164Please respect copyright.PENANA9nVQrGSQI7
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我很清楚記得第一次遇見他,是O Camp的第一個活動。那時的很膽小怕事又害羞,內心恐懼著與其他人交流聊天。只有Derek第一個主動地和我聊天,也使我不禁多點留意他。他為人樂觀健談,又懂得帶動氣氛令眾人歡樂,慢慢的我對他產生了一絲好感。不過真正使我答應成為他的女朋友是參加兩日一夜宿營活動時,在晚上舉辦的營火晚會。因為朋友們在營火晚會紛紛開始認識新朋友,我獨自一人坐在草地上看星星,而Derek也偷偷走過來。164Please respect copyright.PENANACQAjj0pSb5
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Derek:「Bobo,你自己一個咁慘,你班fd呢?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAVSli3jJebS
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我:「佢地話要去識其他組嘅男仔,走晒出去啦」164Please respect copyright.PENANAeNKQ6eG1li
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Derek:「咁你呢?你唔跟埋佢地去」164Please respect copyright.PENANACHgjFzvyJU
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我:「我想自己係到睇下星星,平時係市區都睇唔到咁靚嘅星空」164Please respect copyright.PENANAWEwaJRINjh
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Derek:「介唔介意我同你一齊睇星星?」164Please respect copyright.PENANARQ9kxGojed
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我點點頭,他坐在我身旁時,我竟然心跳加速,有點小鹿亂撞的感覺。164Please respect copyright.PENANADO1R40VDke
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Derek:「個星空真係好靚,如果可以同我鐘意嘅人一齊睇,我諗真係人生一樂事」164Please respect copyright.PENANADUQHEs7mjj
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我:「咁你唔搵佢黎睇?」聽到他的回應,我不禁有點小失落,原來他已經有喜歡的女生。我也不好意思繼續單獨和他聊天,正想離開之際,Derek說:「我唔敢搵佢,不過我依家咪同佢睇緊囉」164Please respect copyright.PENANAscfg0zkhz9
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我:「依家同你睇緊,我唔見嘅?」稍等一下,現在?現在只有我一人和他看星星,他不會是喜歡我吧?164Please respect copyright.PENANAXTg6618SMe
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Derek:「Bobo,雖然同你唔係識左好耐,但我第一眼望到你就已經鐘意左你。你可唔可以做我女朋友呀?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA509ZiLHajx
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這是我人生中的第一次被告白,當下根本不知道該如何做反應,也只有本能地點頭,我們便成為了情侶。朋友們說我不聲不響就拍拖,真是令大家意料不及,想不到最快脫單的居然是最內斂的我。
這段戀情不知不覺也渡過了三年,第一年的我們是熱戀中的情侶,形影不離的行為經常令朋友們十分羨慕又妒忌。很快便是拍拖一週年,慶祝過後在逛街時,途經一間精品店,我被櫥櫃中的心型吊墜深深吸引住。164Please respect copyright.PENANAExF7j8yFHd
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Derek:「你鐘意呢個吊墜咩?望到眼都定埋」164Please respect copyright.PENANA7uR42iAoWU
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我:「你唔覺得好靚咩?不過好貴啊,我唔捨得買」164Please respect copyright.PENANAmT7cMsS0w3
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離開店舖一會兒,Derek借肚子痛為藉口,要去洗手間解決下,讓我獨自閒逛。我也沒有懷疑他,沒有想過他竟然給了我一個驚喜。164Please respect copyright.PENANAOL63dLtuvL
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Derek:「啱先見你咁鐘意個吊墜,所以我走返去買比你」164Please respect copyright.PENANAvTIRW4VK01
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我:「你做咩嘥錢買比我姐,我又冇話要」164Please respect copyright.PENANAfuaT5rAosh
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Derek:「咁我攞返去退錢啦!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAkghcJ4cpJ7
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我:「你敢咩?你買比我,就係我㗎」164Please respect copyright.PENANAaSBmapYbXo
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Derek:「我幫你帶起佢啦!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAQm1a5Supx7
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慢慢地拍到第二年,雙方開始有各種小爭吵,有時甚至激動到鬧分手,但在其他人的眼中,我們依舊是模範情侶。164Please respect copyright.PENANAjwqjsbiWiI
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直到最近我終於忍受不了,因為我發現他整天與人傳訊息,偶然一次我發現他訊息的內容十分曖昩,我也肯定他跟別的女生在聊天。起初我不知道對方是何人,直至某天我和中學同學外出時,無意間看到Derek和我大學的好朋友Angel親密地逛街。我沒有想過第三者居然是自己最好的朋友,我也忍不住與他攤牌質問。164Please respect copyright.PENANADZJOMEKqPD
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我:「你同Angel好熟咩?點解個日見到你地去街?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAGEEcSGL9Z4
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Derek:「個…個日只係…只係咁啱撞到姐」164Please respect copyright.PENANA3krEecjcZc
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我:「Derek,你唔好再講大話啦,我個日親眼望到你地兩個拖住手行街。點解你要咁對我,我對你唔好咩?」164Please respect copyright.PENANABJ2Q6X3Tg2
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Derek:「對唔住呀,Bobo!我一時把持唔住,先同Angel做啲咁嘅嘢,你原諒我啦!我唔會再同佢聯絡啦!」164Please respect copyright.PENANATeY278Nc6b
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人始終會心軟,加上Derek誠心道歉的樣子,我只好給了他一次機會。可惜,出軌只要零次和無限次。沒過多久我再一次發現他又出軌,這次已經沒有原諒的地步,我直接跟他分手。我狠心地把有關他的東西丟掉,封鎖所有他能夠聯絡我的方法,因為我不想再因為自己的心軟,讓他再有機會傷害自己多一次。