Anthony:「Steven,咁啱嘅,係到做咩呀?」「冇呀,諗住睇下書。你呢,你啱啱收工呀?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAtl90PHzD7l
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Anthony:「啱啱係附近見完客姐」他身穿整套西裝,手上拿著咖啡,不愧是在社會上生存的成功人士。我好奇一問:「你依家做緊啲咩,你好似畢業之後冇讀大學?」118Please respect copyright.PENANABv0g6EBro0
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Anthony:「係呀,我跟左我親戚做保險,做左差唔多兩年幾。你有冇嘢做先,冇嘅我地搵個地方坐低慢慢傾啦?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAQOv2j0aVqa
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反正很清閒,於是二人找搵了間酒吧喝兩杯,起初都只是聊聊近況,談起中學時的奇人趣事,忽然Anthony嚴肅起來,問:「阿威,成晚你都悶悶不樂咁,係咪有嘢煩緊?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAeBzNONwiSJ
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我:「咁你都睇得出!」118Please respect copyright.PENANA2ymRffOARH
Anthony:「你個額頭寫住『我有嘢煩緊』五個字,盲嘅都睇到!講唔講得比我聽先?」「如果…我話如果,你個好朋友叫你幫佢追一個女仔,但你對個女仔有好感,你會唔會幫?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAjeprkScEeD
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Anthony:「呢個問題你唔係自己經歷過一次咩?友情同愛情,你自己想揀邊條路?」佢飲左啖啤酒,再講:「你記唔記得你中四個年,我地班嘅女班長,好似叫Miko,你唔係同佢好熟咩?」118Please respect copyright.PENANAWHPVc7Z4Do
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我:「我記得,我仲幫Vincent追到佢添,做咩提返起?」Anthony:「你個時真心想佢地一齊咩?」我表情凝重,還有點不敢直視他的眼神,因為他直接提起一件我不太想提起的事,便是一個白痴親手將自己喜歡的女生讓給好朋友。118Please respect copyright.PENANAyiU2vDLnCr
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還記得那天Vincent突然把我拉到一旁故作神秘地說,他期望在接下來的情人節向Miko表白。那刻的心情與現在是一模一樣,是一種揪心的感覺,當然我不敢向他表達。為了讓Miko有些心理準備,我更預早向他透露Vincent準備表白一事。118Please respect copyright.PENANAMOttTkQeRK
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我:「你好快會搵到男朋友,以後唔洗聽到你話冇仔生存唔到」118Please respect copyright.PENANAiVgritpRX4
Miko:「你又知我好快有男朋友?唔通……唔通你想向我示愛?」118Please respect copyright.PENANA5S9FcRN33s
我:「唔係我,係Vincent。佢暗戀左你好耐,今次鼓起勇氣同你表白,你記得唔好拒絕人呀!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAyCJG3gWYfg
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Miko感覺上沒有太大反應,我接著說:「Vincent係好男仔,讀書又唔差,運動又好,同你好登對呀!」Miko有點不爽的語氣問:「咁你呢?你鐘唔鐘意我呀?」我被Miko的問題嚇了一跳,驚慌失措說:「我…我點可能鐘意你呢!你又粗魯,又唔靚女,依家有人要同你表白,你記得仆去應承」Miko:「馬國威,我問多你一次,你究竟鐘唔鐘意我?」我看著Miko雙眼通紅,心虛的我四處張望地逃避她的眼神,陰聲細氣地回應:「就算我鐘意你,我都配你唔起,我又唔係讀書叻,運動又麻麻,我唔想…唔想…你揀個差嘅一齊,所以…………」Miko憤怒地說:「點解你永遠淨係話自己差,人地好?明明你比佢好,你真係要我應承佢?你只要話係,我就即刻應承;只要話唔係,我就同你一齊,你自己揀!」118Please respect copyright.PENANAPGt5nY8ud3
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我:「對…唔…住,我比唔到幸福你,你揀Vincent啦」涙水差點從眼框中流出,我也沒有勇氣抬頭看著Miko。118Please respect copyright.PENANASYfGJeefN3
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Miko:「你認為Vincent就可以比到幸福我咩?既然係咁,我就同Vincent一齊,但我地…但我地…以後都唔好再有交流!你唔好後悔你今日做嘅決定!」118Please respect copyright.PENANA4JnbD8w1vf
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眼淨淨看著她的離去,曾經有一𣊬間有股衝動拉著她的手,可惜自卑心作祟令我錯失了這個唯一的機會,也傷害了一個曾愛過的女孩。結果,我帶著這個遺憾直至畢業的那天,也未能親口對她說一聲「對不起」。118Please respect copyright.PENANAOXX6b6Eohd
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我:「如果我有得再揀,我唔會比佢走。我會捉實佢,同佢講『做我女朋友』」118Please respect copyright.PENANAhdH7BzIwTD
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Anthony看到我堅定的眼神,微笑著說:「你自己應該搵到你想要嘅答案!唔好再比自己後悔」