〈兩個自己〉
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我們曾是很好的朋友。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE9s8yY3pe
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而對我來說，你不止一般朋友。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gyg9JUEc7
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直到某一天，你家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的感受到，你變了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDsAizb2tf
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就像從不認識你，我所記憶的你，全都被拋棄。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM727mB5zN
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為了找回過去的你，我站在你家門口，等你經過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QE0ZpTeWL
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等待多時，你終於回來了，但那看著我的冷漠眼神，使我無法看透你的心，而你從我身邊掠過，我急忙抓住你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CEtt5liun
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」我開口，聲音沙啞，像是等待多時已疲憊不堪的結果。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7SPXxxWFP
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」你冷冷的回。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFcVKGxGTv
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你的眼神閃爍著，隨後又變得黯淡，我直覺你心中肯定藏了很多的秘密，是我必須去解開的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWH6biTGXz
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「我做錯了什麼？」我含著淚光，有些無奈的說：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHZmcHVdbg
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「妳沒做錯。」你將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO6ievB11x
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最後，你還是走了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtq1LSIIpQ
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我看著你的背影，沒有追上去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWto9KuRYCN
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你的話像是蒙住了我的雙眼，使我無法決定現在是要離開，還是留下。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVljstWSHt
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很多時候，我都告訴自己別再管你了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EC9mNvPJI
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但我的心彷彿住了兩個自己，一個想忘記有關你的消息，一個卻心裡遙望著你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6n7heo4D1
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到底你是誰，可以讓我面對你又不知如何進退？我該就這麼不管你嗎？還是繼續纏著你不放？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOt09mfys2
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我的理智快要被摧毀了，沒有所謂的錯對，但我就是糾結於此，為了你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnunrT58wS
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可能我太愚眛了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL8DPkw8RO
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心中有兩個自己，一個欺騙自己這叫愛情，一個狠不下心不能自已，對於與你的疏離，我實在沒有勇氣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eTwC44Nct
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想要就這麼忘了你，卻又在等一個奇蹟。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfHfwcngjV
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那個你回到我身邊的奇蹟。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nlmsSrW7x
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我有個很要好的女性朋友。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp1jjaHiHE
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但對我來說，可能不止如此吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2VPcumyDG
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直到某一天，我家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的了解到，原來自己沒有喜歡一個人的資格。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9d3IAXWex
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所以我主動斷絕了與她的聯繫，將我所記憶的自己，全部拋棄。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28H4Chenqn
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我知道她每天都會來我家門口等我，所以我刻意出門，等到傍晚才回家。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCKIfoeDub
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沒想到她還在。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLkYZn658O
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我閉起眼睛，狠心掠過她的身旁，她卻突然抓住我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2HXzXIg1z
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」她語氣委屈，聲音沙啞，看起來真的等得很疲憊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlZbm05OhE
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」我回，心裡其實多希望她能繼續待在我身邊，但一想到自己如果跟她在一起就會帶給她不幸，那種希望就瞬間灰飛煙滅。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvKOECoQ9U
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「我做錯了什麼？」她含著淚光，說道：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRppTsge7h6
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「妳沒做錯。」我頓了頓，將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gClPJQOwI
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跟我在一起，妳會不幸，所以拜託，別再靠近我了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH1cK6iioz
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最後，我還是走了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgQMq4h7fK
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她沒有追上來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntrrj0pmsF
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我好難受，心裡就像住了兩個自己，一個想繼續跟她在一起，一個卻深知沒有結果，想要逃離。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQTkVanAFv
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那兩個自己，一個難捨難離，一個摧毀我的感情。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsrkw9cOJt
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現在只盼一個奇蹟能夠降臨，使我清醒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnqHLOu2Y3
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《兩個自己》
詞/曲：鄧紫棋
像 從不認識你59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxtzeLiNV0
像全部的回憶 都已被你拋棄59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsiaDgs9hu
無法看透你59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk3B69b993
直覺你心裏有 太多的秘密
被你蒙住了眼睛59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpsRRHVEwn
我該如何去分析59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMUbXYrVaP
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHnlhbuhrM
一個想忘記 想要逃離59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXLAThsPlI
一切有關於你的消息59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTvJ3khu3L
一個卻心裏 遙望著你59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofUj9lMGWS
等一個奇蹟 兩個自己
兩個自己59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo00IUvOBxj
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6vuO2Sh8j
兩個自己
到底你是誰59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFgpA9LEGh
為何面對你會 突然不知進退59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyia7bMduPR
理智被摧毀59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe43DWvcBQ
對你難分錯對 是我太愚昧
被你蒙住了眼睛59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Iql81yGFF
我該如何去分析59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmBweYzeLq
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBOX8CRUSJ
一個想忘記 想要逃離59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoaSJr0Fad
一切有關於你的消息59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7PeHwxVr4
一個卻心裏 遙望著你59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTALUHkb86x
等一個奇蹟
欺騙自己 這叫愛情59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGssUlb687
刻骨銘心 才難捨難離59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO4eJVm86Q
恨我自己 明明都看清59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg63bBL8Yi
卻狠不下心 不能自已59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7dGF70NCJ
兩個自己59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7TkQJZsTp
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhflnITrhjW
兩個自己
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作者的話：
今天帶來的是《讓我聽見泥的聲音》系列活動之六，鄧紫棋的「兩個自己」！老實說這首實在太好聽了，導致我寫的時候一直套入旋律，所以寫出來的文沒什麼流暢性，請見諒。
今天第一次嘗試寫男女視角，個人覺得沒有寫得很完美～但還是請各位笑納！
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