〈兩個自己〉
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我們曾是很好的朋友。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KVLGbi5UF
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而對我來說，你不止一般朋友。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pI7bEywZR
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直到某一天，你家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的感受到，你變了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAPszIsohg
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就像從不認識你，我所記憶的你，全都被拋棄。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KPjVW5Fja
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為了找回過去的你，我站在你家門口，等你經過。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPVPxkYjAf
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等待多時，你終於回來了，但那看著我的冷漠眼神，使我無法看透你的心，而你從我身邊掠過，我急忙抓住你。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB90B7SwKAG
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」我開口，聲音沙啞，像是等待多時已疲憊不堪的結果。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxZOASEgdO
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」你冷冷的回。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymqBadMDb0
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你的眼神閃爍著，隨後又變得黯淡，我直覺你心中肯定藏了很多的秘密，是我必須去解開的。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7xlN0tjrT
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「我做錯了什麼？」我含著淚光，有些無奈的說：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANfbs8eAGD
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02BoT8oYpB
「妳沒做錯。」你將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC2JpEnipa
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最後，你還是走了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenOcvS9D5X
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOma8PLlIg
我看著你的背影，沒有追上去。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQkuCtrzDF
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ2hxLV58b
你的話像是蒙住了我的雙眼，使我無法決定現在是要離開，還是留下。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWnye2H8ET
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很多時候，我都告訴自己別再管你了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzRmBjGS6S
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAtQ43ynZM
但我的心彷彿住了兩個自己，一個想忘記有關你的消息，一個卻心裡遙望著你。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagfwQS68bt
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到底你是誰，可以讓我面對你又不知如何進退？我該就這麼不管你嗎？還是繼續纏著你不放？87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTqxnXQ1ie
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U2NvcdaYE
我的理智快要被摧毀了，沒有所謂的錯對，但我就是糾結於此，為了你。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlmdK7VUMK
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可能我太愚眛了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwazOLXgs5
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心中有兩個自己，一個欺騙自己這叫愛情，一個狠不下心不能自已，對於與你的疏離，我實在沒有勇氣。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn0KGNo0oh
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想要就這麼忘了你，卻又在等一個奇蹟。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGmayuFbez
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那個你回到我身邊的奇蹟。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyu1xVXdIi
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我有個很要好的女性朋友。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzCIvdLEpu
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但對我來說，可能不止如此吧。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ392zYykv49
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直到某一天，我家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的了解到，原來自己沒有喜歡一個人的資格。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiQ3X4CekB
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所以我主動斷絕了與她的聯繫，將我所記憶的自己，全部拋棄。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8lqRBmDYB
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我知道她每天都會來我家門口等我，所以我刻意出門，等到傍晚才回家。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsMJCejBRX
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沒想到她還在。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUvfcD3f9T
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我閉起眼睛，狠心掠過她的身旁，她卻突然抓住我。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvqHfQXLsh
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」她語氣委屈，聲音沙啞，看起來真的等得很疲憊。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lcNFDocQC
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」我回，心裡其實多希望她能繼續待在我身邊，但一想到自己如果跟她在一起就會帶給她不幸，那種希望就瞬間灰飛煙滅。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqCBb5brwn
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「我做錯了什麼？」她含著淚光，說道：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScUwwwR0hB
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMvvet4pNo
「妳沒做錯。」我頓了頓，將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTH6v5MDAV
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgDD2I7MbU
跟我在一起，妳會不幸，所以拜託，別再靠近我了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRzhxoPLQk
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCAtXAup8J
最後，我還是走了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9IK4a9iiY
87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6zhNE2MVb
她沒有追上來。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdz79JMzzv
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我好難受，心裡就像住了兩個自己，一個想繼續跟她在一起，一個卻深知沒有結果，想要逃離。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9HxRsIQWV
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那兩個自己，一個難捨難離，一個摧毀我的感情。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYTiMIh71H
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現在只盼一個奇蹟能夠降臨，使我清醒。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6IgUHa9ei
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《兩個自己》
詞/曲：鄧紫棋
像 從不認識你87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDFRlitRkQ
像全部的回憶 都已被你拋棄87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpLxXDAhOh
無法看透你87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut02uhVCqS
直覺你心裏有 太多的秘密
被你蒙住了眼睛87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe5OFDki2z
我該如何去分析87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJVBecI4D2
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJFAT5xtF2
一個想忘記 想要逃離87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXJGLrfH3D
一切有關於你的消息87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoCrHkgeqS
一個卻心裏 遙望著你87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjmtxUZnzP
等一個奇蹟 兩個自己
兩個自己87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyVIvpYU2n
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu43BpkGtG
兩個自己
到底你是誰87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNsqO9H7u7
為何面對你會 突然不知進退87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2FzDwMWL0
理智被摧毀87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26vTeogGhJ
對你難分錯對 是我太愚昧
被你蒙住了眼睛87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4DVYguMgn
我該如何去分析87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS1MMpKqiC
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOhDQd8Myf
一個想忘記 想要逃離87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQRqR4zubv
一切有關於你的消息87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEuwtOoQ4O
一個卻心裏 遙望著你87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwPFIWUHbJ
等一個奇蹟
欺騙自己 這叫愛情87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqJOCO2Yph
刻骨銘心 才難捨難離87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRchgxAj3UT
恨我自己 明明都看清87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNOdU9xYeP
卻狠不下心 不能自已87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcOOrrPVf5
兩個自己87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtmEHcIQG9
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8zSJ4NRPC
兩個自己
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作者的話：
今天帶來的是《讓我聽見泥的聲音》系列活動之六，鄧紫棋的「兩個自己」！老實說這首實在太好聽了，導致我寫的時候一直套入旋律，所以寫出來的文沒什麼流暢性，請見諒。
今天第一次嘗試寫男女視角，個人覺得沒有寫得很完美～但還是請各位笑納！
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