〈兩個自己〉
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我們曾是很好的朋友。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kHmb7TteM
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而對我來說，你不止一般朋友。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMLfs63pIL
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直到某一天，你家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的感受到，你變了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHUozEnQbx
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就像從不認識你，我所記憶的你，全都被拋棄。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvskkH4KxT
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為了找回過去的你，我站在你家門口，等你經過。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90BVvUgexD
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等待多時，你終於回來了，但那看著我的冷漠眼神，使我無法看透你的心，而你從我身邊掠過，我急忙抓住你。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxM6OQp4pZ
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」我開口，聲音沙啞，像是等待多時已疲憊不堪的結果。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H4Ren4apu
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」你冷冷的回。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI7oON43zx
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你的眼神閃爍著，隨後又變得黯淡，我直覺你心中肯定藏了很多的秘密，是我必須去解開的。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFWTlHrJYP
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「我做錯了什麼？」我含著淚光，有些無奈的說：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv035l9Mmn
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「妳沒做錯。」你將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt4zUBMBiB
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最後，你還是走了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0vhxws3t0
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我看著你的背影，沒有追上去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BqlzL2Stm
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你的話像是蒙住了我的雙眼，使我無法決定現在是要離開，還是留下。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyfPMBGNqK
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很多時候，我都告訴自己別再管你了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysqMZaTs4L
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但我的心彷彿住了兩個自己，一個想忘記有關你的消息，一個卻心裡遙望著你。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS664YNQq2e
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到底你是誰，可以讓我面對你又不知如何進退？我該就這麼不管你嗎？還是繼續纏著你不放？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1i3bm7PGX
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我的理智快要被摧毀了，沒有所謂的錯對，但我就是糾結於此，為了你。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMrYDc61d3
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可能我太愚眛了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmLAgwXD05
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心中有兩個自己，一個欺騙自己這叫愛情，一個狠不下心不能自已，對於與你的疏離，我實在沒有勇氣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRpbVuGWq1
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想要就這麼忘了你，卻又在等一個奇蹟。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTYbzmSBmd
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那個你回到我身邊的奇蹟。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSEGcoJluW
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我有個很要好的女性朋友。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9esWshi870
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但對我來說，可能不止如此吧。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsDAOzapYL
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直到某一天，我家裡發生了變故，從那刻起，我深刻的了解到，原來自己沒有喜歡一個人的資格。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAxpuP6yGB
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所以我主動斷絕了與她的聯繫，將我所記憶的自己，全部拋棄。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCTgfVmlax
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我知道她每天都會來我家門口等我，所以我刻意出門，等到傍晚才回家。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasR0onjAmi
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沒想到她還在。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRbkpA6Zsr
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我閉起眼睛，狠心掠過她的身旁，她卻突然抓住我。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnqLtt9OMh
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「別走，好嗎？我們談談。」她語氣委屈，聲音沙啞，看起來真的等得很疲憊。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yYaBUEyAn
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「……我們有什麼好談的？」我回，心裡其實多希望她能繼續待在我身邊，但一想到自己如果跟她在一起就會帶給她不幸，那種希望就瞬間灰飛煙滅。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0q9U7UbOX
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「我做錯了什麼？」她含著淚光，說道：「我們之間有什麼事不能說？一直以來不都是一起解決的嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WwRc9nesV
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「妳沒做錯。」我頓了頓，將頭轉了回去，「是我，不想再靠近妳而已。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHHRLcO5vV
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跟我在一起，妳會不幸，所以拜託，別再靠近我了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IZXRVBxsG
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最後，我還是走了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVyCy1cmdu
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她沒有追上來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABTflwlEJq
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我好難受，心裡就像住了兩個自己，一個想繼續跟她在一起，一個卻深知沒有結果，想要逃離。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgz2sEflRz
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那兩個自己，一個難捨難離，一個摧毀我的感情。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK593gg3Ugt
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現在只盼一個奇蹟能夠降臨，使我清醒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi85qx50ue
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《兩個自己》
詞/曲：鄧紫棋
像 從不認識你89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01d4GmdNLP
像全部的回憶 都已被你拋棄89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6bi2efHNg
無法看透你89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7HpNeZlAZ
直覺你心裏有 太多的秘密
被你蒙住了眼睛89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIYYvRfjIh
我該如何去分析89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1peBoMb0xW
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIWibq7ZBK
一個想忘記 想要逃離89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV1anT9JSN
一切有關於你的消息89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg74sG8tTQ
一個卻心裏 遙望著你89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0WBcHq3K7
等一個奇蹟 兩個自己
兩個自己89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIsQ4rOo1j
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtie732ppjY
兩個自己
到底你是誰89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsjuvekuxl
為何面對你會 突然不知進退89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1poxLKAVq
理智被摧毀89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ic4BU7Tc2
對你難分錯對 是我太愚昧
被你蒙住了眼睛89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlL0MWiaOV
我該如何去分析89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ3OZ7n24w
是要離去 還是繼續
兩個自己89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLVliuBRb6
一個想忘記 想要逃離89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBJlyYEMJB
一切有關於你的消息89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHpAtqbd1Q
一個卻心裏 遙望著你89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqfACyze3P
等一個奇蹟
欺騙自己 這叫愛情89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbwlB9cajT
刻骨銘心 才難捨難離89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBgfRWrPwx
恨我自己 明明都看清89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxEEZgJnvS
卻狠不下心 不能自已89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7W9IQA9uC
兩個自己89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g2iL6s65U
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊 啊啊89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnKHVP3ccV
兩個自己
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作者的話：
今天帶來的是《讓我聽見泥的聲音》系列活動之六，鄧紫棋的「兩個自己」！老實說這首實在太好聽了，導致我寫的時候一直套入旋律，所以寫出來的文沒什麼流暢性，請見諒。
今天第一次嘗試寫男女視角，個人覺得沒有寫得很完美～但還是請各位笑納！
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