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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT3BKf8eOt
主要是因為發生了兩件大事534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOU525uuhp
１、我結婚了！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69j3UXu1zq
２、女兒確診！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNQuLlBaru
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHdBugSyMU
是2020年10月的事情534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47gZWHOWiG
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ7RuR3A9y
我們決定先辦理登記534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aAlUFYPIA
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ddqSLwzF8
本想隨便找一天登記就好534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DZhl0m7Sr
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNSwJ4eCfS
【5/20】534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx5DarmIlr
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLOdMaLYCR
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAtMasrBBo
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSt5qkVwna
該做的防護措施自然也都省了534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuTy0Ghddk
於是，在2021年過年期間534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsNpZR2IXS
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJftB4UQhR
我老婆又是醫院行政人員534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVDVy51s9l
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdSBuc0z6L
每天都過得提心吊膽534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugt4jIkdDN
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi4EX88MMq
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpOE74E483
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKBWnmYlkl
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjoCf5DjOm
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpqHePcxgy
需要留院觀察一個禮拜534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBWwnGHZHo
我和老婆是緊張到不行534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgwAbdL8Z3
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoiwMrzIuH
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UxQF9hyAd
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq22322lUr
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN36KQUNXuY
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5SZHEoRlb
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUPZNK95Un
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl0l9YuOyR
一位和我們很親近的阿姨534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNt1CptPKT
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92w7Rqn3iP
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi2Hj8uWwt
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRe6sYcbVt
在寫這篇文的當下534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsETbVBYR5q
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowroLcTNP8
親友們不想說得太明白534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWhDzViPIY
但大家心裡都有數534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lmmP0MucM
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnpwFUNni8
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lmyKrkTSh
整個流程輕鬆多了534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomjy8X2TX5
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhbz93j4d1
（過程一團亂就是了……）534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqNhfiu02C
但至少，大家都很開心！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB06aaNrZzk
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJBkDZTJIT
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviTMhHVYLA
11/8凌晨534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3ghSA5Khi
女兒開始發燒534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdti356X70
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5db0zQ3BU
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOk3a6NOno
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJfSjb1OO1
醫生說是哮吼534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNnIKKOMIh
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMndZpq67Or
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG0m0iLTS8
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5gABU47uz
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDclU3Xo95S
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUEyakNcnJ
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbDoio4Pme
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKEcYydtXk
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIEcjPMyxq
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO5CuBj7Sh
一篩下去：陽性！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXDWPhMh4v
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc4twujVls
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoZ5UR2sBJ
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZmosqbUcj
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cWMmaXVHP
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOfBz2XQHr
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLoOuFxI7O
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaiwDju0rQ
兒童重症機率偏低534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIroTaaron
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9DYDAR9zL
在老婆確診後的6個小時534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZYeT1Ny9h
當我正要睡覺時534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABbV6fkkZc
幫女兒量了一下體溫534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaWIqQhAq2
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfltp1uIUr
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNNsRFtpPb
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLtd7aLvAP
當下心裡就有一種534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nkwGS9Seu
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fvwbOqOvo
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaJURSEU5q
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX95svWRdIP
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBBpYDJthK
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuO4MvhOWl
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk44ch2Cog
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDBUwTzT7L
我整個嚇到534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm1aeFMwB8
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9wvFZeBDk
還是手環數據僅供參考534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uXcKc9QYg
（畢竟不是醫療級）534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM2bhZYzD7
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTxk0nV1lL
連忙上網查資料：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Dp3wSxZY
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDNB1B6YBF
才凌晨一點就83534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7WIv3Q5sE
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHPPCwV76x
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKunrFHU9Q7
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYhmYFZs1i
就這麼突然的達成了……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTZgYOpEu5
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFvFYwwdwZ
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJMyYNUV9h
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YaDKaaqxT
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG80l85Bspr
請我站到門外534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp54e33lLic
看著三個護理師抓住女兒534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtqEDCJKz7
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxcowNWfun
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjS6Wqr614
當下真的忍不住淚水534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfRLI5fEYj
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce7d6gCcio
寫過無數作品534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv9TRiPe96
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuJhYtAAbE
唯獨女兒534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFHB3wVdbm
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYgiLtSIT6
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrLqQCdakb
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EWkzcxahJ
在我懷裡沉沉睡去534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTcXHFUqpA
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAbl10qyzT
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5xhFBkPun
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8bzKw0l4T
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJTQqZCO2s
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZusWVL8lRk
我總共只睡了三個小時534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV28YhjzBP
但，至少結果是能令我安心的534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5LmM3LQOq
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlY31sj8Gi
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ENS2Tig9b
睡得跟平常一樣香甜534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiJsrVCtAk
我也終於露出微笑534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQfz0G4JLd
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IIENyNPGV
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xvjSjCYcq
醫生確認病情穩定534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutevKLXv7b
才准許我們辦理離院手續534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULzZuPE7K3
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqWNdztknW
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaa6Yhu0Cc
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbGFSoZN2X
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCsDCqjsJW
暫時沒有其他異狀534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduY1HWZoLZ
希望她的病情能持續好轉534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLmLTP39Rw
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehmJCTYhYX
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQjOKbqTua
至於我……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t7GCpuX0p
和兩個確診者同住四天534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgbzOcXF7g
到現在依然是陰性……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIq6FxiJIL
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvVUGzYn4C
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
