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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA9aQAvVhl
主要是因為發生了兩件大事483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm3vzvUrzU
１、我結婚了！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8q1djFrpf
２、女兒確診！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByrMT2F0kS
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWICUPmjKM8
是2020年10月的事情483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmZY4sI0id
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1BUiP3til
我們決定先辦理登記483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSAIzygcuZ
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd61eZuLvsb
本想隨便找一天登記就好483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokhiLQT47O
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BVj6nXxKQ
【5/20】483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoS8r40o29
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJTxWIGqIH
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8OdUd0mUl
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR6mNFv4iW
該做的防護措施自然也都省了483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoirCst0dpe
於是，在2021年過年期間483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VJw2RIavz
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHanoF6TjjO
我老婆又是醫院行政人員483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuijzUsb1i
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG33zrcfo5
每天都過得提心吊膽483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB2yiCIRa5
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBpruvvlvl
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtAv4ITHEr
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp883b1DWl
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCVaSK97km
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo88gLPtdi8
需要留院觀察一個禮拜483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcElypFC00V
我和老婆是緊張到不行483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTHMySfHbP
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS3HcEITnr
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFDjnsURXN
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfITZu0zaf
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApbHK2t2HU
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnAi9D4Dd7
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyxboLjvRr
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ZQnVNJas
一位和我們很親近的阿姨483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjmpveCPLe
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcQFBnPumR
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoQ8hH4E3F
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y3pofGChu
在寫這篇文的當下483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg04bxR0QET
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uSxo1JOHt
親友們不想說得太明白483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaum0ZusHBL
但大家心裡都有數483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSPDzKdofT
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1JPQYWKCG
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloItKYNPnX
整個流程輕鬆多了483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSErLDMj6G5
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhvtmfamdx
（過程一團亂就是了……）483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v44xMH7Tt
但至少，大家都很開心！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bgB1xxdrK
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs5IC1HEKt
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjLtLYpniE
11/8凌晨483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWNjsiAKVb
女兒開始發燒483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9900W4ZCyS
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxqTybngjR
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtHfU1GwvV
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviISn09fFO
醫生說是哮吼483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmHEtAi51T
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3sDhbEuCg
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNep9ldQjA
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIcF0cZPEY
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouGFLC8kZx
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PVtQ4dygM
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WhcWVg8Uu
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnlvlvy9Iq
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqYGI6CZbs
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQYipPpVYx
一篩下去：陽性！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wp1kaTaF1
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ3syzuahX
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8eu9mVff6
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL13LF5WNMx
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMU6pCIel7
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVWa3rG3h7
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME9a62gqDy
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuofe9SzNC
兒童重症機率偏低483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgPpJSD49f
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qKtJEskKA
在老婆確診後的6個小時483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI2CBSgVJ7
當我正要睡覺時483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCJxDncng5
幫女兒量了一下體溫483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTzPN0onRL
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsWJoV8EGG
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOxtuxKYoY
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxpbQlEUR3
當下心裡就有一種483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnuZ5qI6Ky
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k2O7t3Rhx
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJOHpsw05v
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAMM0wH7Hl
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Ai5BiMk5
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oBkSHNmFg
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CsSSy7NLn
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXFOtuauKc
我整個嚇到483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz1mF6xGHJ
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof2pfzsAVT
還是手環數據僅供參考483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn3wcgUHwA
（畢竟不是醫療級）483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7XFcN4T7I
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIo1MC6ynY
連忙上網查資料：483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeTyqsID6J
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NyqaAcyM3
才凌晨一點就83483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYzxt8xDZk
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6byf6AKGI7
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VktzG2n7T
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlwbjFizW8
就這麼突然的達成了……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dLy6JOkHC
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGOK0BqiNf
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEQZdZjHKR
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqGkww41X7
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdKHHHaDnM
請我站到門外483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRPmI0vYf9
看著三個護理師抓住女兒483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKTAm5J7Ts
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm6j7ZIlr0
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYUzqQC9xG
當下真的忍不住淚水483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6bIPclL5I
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcLWPUhOOP
寫過無數作品483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyRG0ffsCT
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DJFslkNFe
唯獨女兒483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYyiOLm6nF
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIFXE3HdWA
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrK9sFcOzg
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa161sblEE
在我懷裡沉沉睡去483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyJQe541OS
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sPKt6Vwpg
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtPdutU9v4
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzumT7Jj6mc
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWwvUDr4WI
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfp6pQzJBv
我總共只睡了三個小時483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgPAZoYJGu
但，至少結果是能令我安心的483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWnYYsg4n1
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHphiTl1ajb
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5I3Q2WtuS
睡得跟平常一樣香甜483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvaV3qpkLu
我也終於露出微笑483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR8QieJvUa
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK3B4huFEN
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzauZHCI9s
醫生確認病情穩定483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12m52nRKjy
才准許我們辦理離院手續483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqLv1RM8bX
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4BKflBifZ
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRQ6dm1O4n
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cGNNDWfs4
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszxrtU9nsH
暫時沒有其他異狀483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIXNUb08dn
希望她的病情能持續好轉483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRS9Z0wTCl
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSMLhk3MjJ
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSswriPIOVl
至於我……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDKoThIAv8
和兩個確診者同住四天483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41CBJYwC8Y
到現在依然是陰性……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGDb6f9zYy
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdqaDRdZlW
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
