後夜,眾人醉得七葷八素,大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺,紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。99Please respect copyright.PENANAJzcLAOuYS8
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一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚,林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈,才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳,她想也許是進屋睡了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAC9YhLpy2pS
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她走到廚房,準備倒一杯水來解渴,卻找不到燈光的開關,只好打開手機手電筒,小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。99Please respect copyright.PENANAD5JnSQIvfP
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漆黑的視野裡,只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。99Please respect copyright.PENANA7tvsJcxAQI
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「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」99Please respect copyright.PENANA6REjP25UYW
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冰箱沒關,唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯,盤腿坐在冰箱前面,呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。99Please respect copyright.PENANAIHrYeOPZWG
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林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳,唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒,立刻就想朝聲源靠近,卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬,直到緊緊抱住她的腳,讓她原地動彈不得。99Please respect copyright.PENANAehqJ34Npwn
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帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。99Please respect copyright.PENANAjeO5lU0oYH
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「小青、小青⋯⋯」99Please respect copyright.PENANAjxXLWfrHeJ
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她的赤足感受到了濕意,於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。99Please respect copyright.PENANAvobeOSnRQd
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小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAghYv51gKeQ
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微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內,一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮,她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。99Please respect copyright.PENANAhs39VAaq3o
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在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿,她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊,一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。99Please respect copyright.PENANAMDNThjlgfM
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門外是家庭式套房的陽台,約莫有兩三坪大,以寸土寸金的學區地段而言,算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來,花盆還未種上任何綠植,角落則放了一把全新的躺椅,連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。99Please respect copyright.PENANA4MSL0mGCg1
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唐嘉鈞也在陽台。99Please respect copyright.PENANAyDTvl5sF6s
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他半裸著,只穿了一條牛仔褲,露出勻稱精瘦的上身,隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈,像許久沒有睡好。99Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6mQlD4hEE
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他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆,兩指間夾著一根紙菸。99Please respect copyright.PENANAmaVgRW8wXp
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唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線,天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡,橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。99Please respect copyright.PENANABGKZ5ZXQuB
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他甩開手裡的Zippo,將菸叼在嘴上點燃。99Please respect copyright.PENANAVPQM2KQBHZ
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「你會抽菸?」林青怡訝異地問。99Please respect copyright.PENANAl559ZwC3V0
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菸還叼在嘴裡,唐嘉鈞含糊地回答,「很少抽。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAm2h7Z8iPtk
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「你真的變了很多。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAYXeIiu8fuS
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「要來一根嗎?」罔顧她驚詫的神色,唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒,然後遞到她手裡。99Please respect copyright.PENANAWhMboNIK4N
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林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡,唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。99Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZCzJQZMO8
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「咳咳咳⋯⋯」99Please respect copyright.PENANA2rqbeax1nE
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林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳,唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧,在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑,很快又回復平淡的神情,靜靜看著天空。99Please respect copyright.PENANAr1LNArKfRj
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「好險妳不喜歡。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAXdaOsOAFYj
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「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口,唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指,夾過她手中的菸,在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAFNzT4s25S5
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「抽菸也不是什麼好事,不用習慣。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAuOvwB3GJpN
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「那你幹嘛抽?」林青怡挑眉,看著唐嘉鈞問道。99Please respect copyright.PENANAlybOOZiY7j
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「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答,伸了個懶腰,側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。99Please respect copyright.PENANA0qoNl5KcCU
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「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上,憂心地看著好友。99Please respect copyright.PENANAjIcWROU3OZ
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「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩,「本來想選另一邊,但卻沒有選。」99Please respect copyright.PENANA3dDMsj2G0d
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林青怡以為,他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇,不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認,唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人,但卻沒有去讀藝大。99Please respect copyright.PENANAKacFgazDfO
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不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作,就結論而言,唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少,但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。99Please respect copyright.PENANAUqUp8RC7pR
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「為什麼沒有選另一邊?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAE5rRrj3Nwp
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林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎?還是家裡人的期許?唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。99Please respect copyright.PENANATjJU1VxPHh
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「選了對的那邊,但好像不是幸福的那邊。」99Please respect copyright.PENANA5py1GDnzlS
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他抖了抖煙,將煙灰彈落。99Please respect copyright.PENANAkACQELp0RK
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吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢,是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來,在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項,是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢,或老實地選擇現實。99Please respect copyright.PENANAuTNsrFVdfB
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夢總是會醒。99Please respect copyright.PENANA3JVesUpYcW
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既然清楚,那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁,偶爾混著來。99Please respect copyright.PENANAWy0zTxmFdv
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「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。99Please respect copyright.PENANAgnCJPP5gW6
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「好想拍下來,可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎?」林青怡反射性地問出口。99Please respect copyright.PENANA3eDPb4jKjT
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唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實,「我再也不拍照了。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAjArRc1573z
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這幾回放棄夢想的唐令親媽也心疼......QQ99Please respect copyright.PENANAGFVBtPlVFB
老樣子大感謝所有留言跟推文❤️99Please respect copyright.PENANAyupl5GssQJ
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