後夜，眾人醉得七葷八素，大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺，紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYdERPMk24
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一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚，林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈，才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳，她想也許是進屋睡了。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAqRfmSrtF
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她走到廚房，準備倒一杯水來解渴，卻找不到燈光的開關，只好打開手機手電筒，小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvbRbMElTT
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漆黑的視野裡，只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDf8MdkKwg
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「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbABrTxW2Y
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冰箱沒關，唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯，盤腿坐在冰箱前面，呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIf2TRNkiA
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林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳，唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒，立刻就想朝聲源靠近，卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬，直到緊緊抱住她的腳，讓她原地動彈不得。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW7O1I3sOF
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帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP80uY50SD
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「小青、小青⋯⋯」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU4eLCLV9q
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她的赤足感受到了濕意，於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBPFRfYwts
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小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0DMvFIAUK
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微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內，一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮，她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NNdst9Y19
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在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿，她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊，一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaZxQ7H6nB
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門外是家庭式套房的陽台，約莫有兩三坪大，以寸土寸金的學區地段而言，算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來，花盆還未種上任何綠植，角落則放了一把全新的躺椅，連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqCKn4y0GT
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唐嘉鈞也在陽台。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk9cP13KhT
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他半裸著，只穿了一條牛仔褲，露出勻稱精瘦的上身，隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈，像許久沒有睡好。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEif3Zlk2L
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他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆，兩指間夾著一根紙菸。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndFkGT8tcX
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唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線，天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡，橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4MdMFBkh2
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他甩開手裡的Zippo，將菸叼在嘴上點燃。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiby3UkiS0s
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「你會抽菸？」林青怡訝異地問。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QiyrEY3PY
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菸還叼在嘴裡，唐嘉鈞含糊地回答，「很少抽。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ68YaTxGeu
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「你真的變了很多。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9366n0ARM
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「要來一根嗎？」罔顧她驚詫的神色，唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒，然後遞到她手裡。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNuscGGp3b
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林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡，唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1txk06wRG
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「咳咳咳⋯⋯」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxv1SQeO3j
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林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳，唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧，在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑，很快又回復平淡的神情，靜靜看著天空。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OxIlUHeKG
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「好險妳不喜歡。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo575qv7bi
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「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口，唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指，夾過她手中的菸，在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDl28uSUv3
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「抽菸也不是什麼好事，不用習慣。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLSjv5BoCb
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「那你幹嘛抽？」林青怡挑眉，看著唐嘉鈞問道。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeJk9wH9s5
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「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答，伸了個懶腰，側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RcuIvm2Qz
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「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上，憂心地看著好友。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxvuaDP7MA
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「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩，「本來想選另一邊，但卻沒有選。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEgTVPc7ra
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林青怡以為，他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇，不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認，唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人，但卻沒有去讀藝大。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiAEOrxKyM
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不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作，就結論而言，唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少，但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSfKQoHNQu
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「為什麼沒有選另一邊？」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacBwtR6rKD
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林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎？還是家裡人的期許？唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL79C9kJDTr
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「選了對的那邊，但好像不是幸福的那邊。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUBiFLajKr
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他抖了抖煙，將煙灰彈落。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPKXL3hpGw
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吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢，是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來，在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項，是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢，或老實地選擇現實。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTJXAXVK1J
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夢總是會醒。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCaLhvh1aX
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既然清楚，那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁，偶爾混著來。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Igxp0i6Fm
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「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCgUlnCiS6
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「好想拍下來，可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎？」林青怡反射性地問出口。130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpflI0zUwvx
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唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實，「我再也不拍照了。」130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI8TAwqcJV
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這幾回放棄夢想的唐令親媽也心疼......QQ130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB09iCs1pTL
老樣子大感謝所有留言跟推文❤️130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO4yI8cy1a
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