而且我還是享受一個人戀愛的女生,不用解釋也不用負責,單單是喜歡一個人的感覺已經能自我感動。37Please respect copyright.PENANAhTAuxmdQRa
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我知道跟一個人一起意味著什麼,我很清楚能跟我有未來的是那一種類型的人,而這類人絕對不會是老師。37Please respect copyright.PENANABaBqTCUMZC
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從來,我的愛情也並不需要誰去回應。37Please respect copyright.PENANAaMbq75tx6D
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日子總是會過的,暑假前最後一次回校,看著那升班表,知道是精英班。37Please respect copyright.PENANAS8T6wgSXRI
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我跟老師的關係,也將會急劇的扭轉了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOKXC6D6hl4
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因為謝志偉。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGHIaE1pUXv
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暑假的日子,我依然大多數留在拜高。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvTM8v7tGK6
已經是中四了,所以不再是拜庭中學。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsyebPOcvJs
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當我第一次進入拜高時,就知道重點中學跟普通中學有什麼分別,人家的管理系統實在嚴謹非常。37Please respect copyright.PENANAfFHYg5bIew
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拜高學生需要拍卡進校,其他人如果沒有參觀卡,根本進不了來,因為我是預定生,還有學生會的學生去幫忙接待介紹。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgEse0vKWIr
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而且學校是會安排管家去協助我的一切申請和需要,餐廳更是沒話說,全部免費。37Please respect copyright.PENANA8OEMU3DVh2
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其實所有收費早就收在學費中了,就是你用要比,不用也得比,捆綁制。37Please respect copyright.PENANAjughKzITM7
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貴到哎哎聲,幸好我有范老簽紙的獎學金。37Please respect copyright.PENANATN8w3H73AU
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怪不得私校的學生,成績能完全不同,人家什麼都不用担心,只要瘋狂的吸收知識就行。37Please respect copyright.PENANAjJSvGWoiiZ
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8月頭,謝志偉他們約我下星期去唱K,我答應了他,而且很嚴肅的跟他說有什麼事一定要先找我訴說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlpP81iPFCA
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他不明所以的答應了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgr4MyMuJlz
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之後的每個下午,當外面的公共電話響起,我都會心跳加速。37Please respect copyright.PENANAAcnvG8qmfq
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過了一天,我會呼一口氣,然後繼續下一天的惶惶不安。37Please respect copyright.PENANAkpOKjI0jQy
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眼看明天就是約定的日子,謝志偉打電話給我,說要我記得明天約了他們,還笑說我這個人一直都對對去玩的事不太上心。37Please respect copyright.PENANAzzvMmkpKed
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我本來打算要他晚上到我家留宿,但他拒絕了,說晚上要跟家人吃飯。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2IDjWLjJV9
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我反覆叮囑他有什麼事記得要找我,謝志偉沒好氣的說他會有什麼事?37Please respect copyright.PENANAv7H1VbYWDS
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但,要來的,真的避不掉。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHdzdzh3In5
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隔天上午,我還沒有起床,電話聲便大刺刺的響了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANA8mgNhvN5xh
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我扑出去接電話,聽到的依然是副校長的聲音。37Please respect copyright.PENANAPzOEa0qYxv
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他問我謝志偉平常是一個怎麼樣的人,已經知道真相的我很冷靜的告訴他謝志偉是一個很好的人。37Please respect copyright.PENANAhPw82grSvZ
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然後副校長說希望我有心理準備。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2IF0F1HjYW
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一模一樣的對答,一模一樣的交代,唯一不同的是我,之後狂哭了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAtHzGvs5sID
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結果一切還都是這樣,結果一切都沒能改變。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZeHwdoN8J
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無論我跟老師的關係怎麼樣,我跟老師也一定會分開,即使有沒有林梓琪,結果也會一樣,結果也不會改變。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHyDvmw7I7Q
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那場早已約好的約會,亦依然誰都沒再選擇繼續進行。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJtNFDIdBSA
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謝志偉出殯那天是陰天。37Please respect copyright.PENANAARYZw7c1q5
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我買了很多白菊花,是佳哥哥和張振濠跟我一起去選購的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAK660FtJ0r4
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我是在那靈堂中,唯一出現的年輕女性。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOvoHDRMuvz
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很正常,他只有13歲,讀的是全男班。37Please respect copyright.PENANAtmsUudVTqp
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我在後堂見了他最後一面,一個人死了就是那樣,平靜的安祥的就躺了在那裡。他不再呼吸不再向我微笑不再跟著我也不再……和我說話,他不復存在。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3hVrG4waWX
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我不害怕,我是惋惜。37Please respect copyright.PENANAmB9cqyzEfo
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惋惜一切的開始,惋惜一切的結束。37Please respect copyright.PENANAXVM80XiHCa
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老師是他的班主任,他理所當然會出現。37Please respect copyright.PENANArRKx8GFQ4Z
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我們四目雙投,明明沒有約定時間,但這個時候的緣分就是那樣,我們總會相遇我們總會碰見。
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他無法避免的,要跟我連在一起,因為,謝志偉最後的一個電話,打給的是我。
而知道我跟他要好的,是老師。
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老師必定要跟我了解情況,但他沒有,找我的是副校。37Please respect copyright.PENANA6vEpDymTFd
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從前不明白,但現在我知道了,那是一個網,即使他在避。37Please respect copyright.PENANAERevehhhny
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當一個人跟另一個人經歷同一件事,那麼他們的關係便會快速進展。37Please respect copyright.PENANAStW6GcPdSe
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當緣分來了,總會碰到機遇,正如之後有好幾年我都能在同一個月同一個地方碰到老師。37Please respect copyright.PENANAPDc3SV9nSx
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直到沒有相遇後,就沒有再相遇了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAf8SgKCQ9SH
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終於把人生看盡,卻就無緣再遇了。37Please respect copyright.PENANACB4qgVI4PV
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離開時,老師問我們之後去那了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAUzOldUkojt
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張振濠問他有什麼地方去嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAgfkvKohkj1
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老師說有些事要做。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFiFFJc6OHF
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我貫徹始終的希望他能跟我們待在一起,而我知道他不會,所以不存在要求,所以沒有挽留,因為沒資格。37Please respect copyright.PENANAt07HxQQlHk
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我沒有跟你一起走的身份。37Please respect copyright.PENANALkNpelDXra
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我不過只是你的學生,對,你從來沒有任教張振濠,你跟他如果不是我本應就不認識。37Please respect copyright.PENANAVxiS1AmNhN
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但他還是有送我們到火車站。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWJZjeskC9k
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這次走在後面的是我們。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgtq1NgsnUG
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他問我升上什麼班了,我說4C。37Please respect copyright.PENANAK7novdMBP8
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他說早知道我可以。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMrYh3FLKsH
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我嗯了一聲。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3GzsmVjA6O
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他說不知道謝志偉為什麼會那樣,說不要太難過了。37Please respect copyright.PENANASyJA26Gz27
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其實我經歷了2次也不知道,也不會有人告訴我為什麼,因為我年紀小,而我難過的也不是因為他這樣走了,我難過的是我和你。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGWwXq5lT7I
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我知道即使我多努力,我們都一定要分開。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHMzZhJDWjO
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【老師你知道顧城嗎?他有首詩叫《避免》 。 】37Please respect copyright.PENANAALG8FjGiy5
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老師搖頭。37Please respect copyright.PENANAaQbhp680UU
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我向著天,悠悠的笑了:【那就像我對一切的感覺:世間種種,終必成空。】37Please respect copyright.PENANADWQU0enatI
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【最後終必,終必成空。是席慕蓉的《送別》。】老師說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAaEnT9SFHks
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【對。】我往前走,風動情轉。37Please respect copyright.PENANAdNjy3CVsY0
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「不是所有的夢都來得及實現,37Please respect copyright.PENANAUkrmRR53i2
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不是所有的話都來得及告訴你,37Please respect copyright.PENANAtnBKlgxiFL
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內疚和悔恨,37Please respect copyright.PENANAwr4xQnKeHY
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總要深深地種植在離別後的心中。37Please respect copyright.PENANAhTChStkaMk
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我並不是立意要錯過,37Please respect copyright.PENANAzhUVm2YBZt
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可是我,一直都在這樣做。37Please respect copyright.PENANA0GSX1py1lV
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今朝,仍要重複那相同的別離,37Please respect copyright.PENANAGW3pL6nVYx
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儘管他們說,世間種種。37Please respect copyright.PENANA9h8iACfRgv
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最後終必,終必成空。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAjpB3JwAbEM
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【我都在重複相同的別離。】我站在路邊,沒有前進,也,沒有後退:【而我早知,無能為力,只有這種無力,讓我難過。】37Please respect copyright.PENANAhcVh3UacOq
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老師抽起了煙,靜靜的聽我說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAoXRWzOQzBu
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我早知謝志偉會自絕,但被無能為力囚禁的我,只能眼睜睜的看著它發生。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFju7HWetVn
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即使我今生如何的對他好,如何的關心他,他還是走了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAnfskVsCdHm
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揮一揮衣袖的就跳了下去。37Please respect copyright.PENANA68hJsS6zOm
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明明前一天,他還打電話給我,要我記住明天一起去玩的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAhfrg7KTOX2
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明明我都說了,有什麼事要找我的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHTrRKVqwEf
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我可以幫你,我會用盡一切天堂鳥的力量去守護你。37Please respect copyright.PENANAn1cCHqZROH
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但你沒有上心,你就一個人的,走了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWcelJqIr2T
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留下了我,一個人。37Please respect copyright.PENANAu3QCqIuTuk
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我改變不了他,但是我一定要改變洛清璇的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAHacWae0KPf
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老師沒有安慰我,的確,這沒什麼能說的,沒有什麼比人死了,更無話可說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAZorEXcK1rU
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我不知道老師想什麼,也不知是什麼改變了他,但我知道暑假之後一切的沉寂都會完全改變。37Please respect copyright.PENANAiv4eAS0jw5
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但最終前世我只能把那27元放了在他當男主角的書中,一起交回了他。37Please respect copyright.PENANA268K6n1Kxp
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是有多絕望,我才會了斷一個我喜歡的人對我的喜歡?37Please respect copyright.PENANA10GNnuWBx8
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大概,是因為在那時那刻,我得知讓我難過的不是老師,而是希望。
大概,是因為在那天那時,讓我麻木的不是痛苦,而是絕望。
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我知道他會跟我說對不起,但我也知道所有都不是他的錯,他也不知道自己為什麼會那樣做。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3nEfNfRPyv
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只因為我們都不是大家的正緣,所以我們只有被命運編寫成錯過。37Please respect copyright.PENANAmHqLJ1SxPO
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可是這種錯過對我而言太殘忍了。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3U1ITLpfJq
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殘忍到我會恨自己的不經不覺。37Please respect copyright.PENANAr2koauMRp9
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所以我才想回來這裡,即使結局不會改變,可是我仍然很想知道那答案。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6AtOMrjGK
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因為時日已經無多了……37Please respect copyright.PENANAznhsgyS9FI
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男人知道女孩一直看著他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAgqktagsTwm
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可是,他突然就害怕了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAa9L3H7CJ2U
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至於為什麼,他不肯定。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQOODtEfQvM
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所以他避開她。37Please respect copyright.PENANAao4dhS8YZd
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眼看她的眼光續漸一下一下的黯淡起來,男人覺得自己應該做對了的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAhDFmoN8rz4
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可是,那種難過的感覺,讓他更難受了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAzXPUjXLd4b
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他告誡自己,女孩對他的那種守候,會隨著年月像她那明亮的眼光般一點一分的消失的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAuKKMomAqPy
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他把煙抽得很兇,因為在那個位子上,見到女孩的日子,越來越少。37Please respect copyright.PENANAiH7r8CZVEV
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反之,在她身邊的男生卻越來越多,就連他班上的學生也被她吸引著。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvXSQY4gaNz
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可女孩沒有抗拒這小男生。37Please respect copyright.PENANA2yBl6C1II9
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她淡然的接受世上一切的污穢,用她那獨有溫柔的態度化解身邊的人的戾氣。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwPg0z9ZOhY
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可是,並非是所有人,她的溫柔有鋒芒。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2KpfbmpVt
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他不敢看女孩,他知道她會對他投下落寞的失望。37Please respect copyright.PENANAUT9HI25pNx
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是因為他。37Please respect copyright.PENANAFR7P07CrUL
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這種日子真的很折騰。37Please respect copyright.PENANACDLd78Rf7x
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元旦之後,在課外活動裡,女孩似乎亦沒有像之前一樣躲在樹下。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGQRhml3RVY
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甚至有時,還會見到她跟其他的學生們笑笑說說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwcwYBLBy2T
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可是對他那熱切的眼光,卻從來沒有出現在望第二個人身上。37Please respect copyright.PENANANuTXKGyt56
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聽說,女孩在課堂上跟同學吵了,放肆又冷酷的向對方發著脾氣,普下課就衝出了教室,之後整天都沒有再出現過在當日的所有課堂中。37Please respect copyright.PENANABZkCogKG0h
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在每週例會上,周SIR說,她不像別人看到的樣子,頂強橫的。37Please respect copyright.PENANAt9zzCwW8br
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男人知道後竟然當場笑了起來。37Please respect copyright.PENANAi1LG9YxI3v
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不,這才是她本來的樣子。37Please respect copyright.PENANAypjbXWJuBq
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她溫馴嗎?絕不吧。她說她不叫不代表不咬人,而是她一旦咬了,那人會死的。37Please respect copyright.PENANA90RkCDh9AG
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秋去春來,男人沒有理會女孩,而女孩亦沒有有去纏繞他,不,女孩其實一直都沒有糾纏他。她對他的所有熱烈,只限在那清凌無波的眼底下。37Please respect copyright.PENANAOFP0MF4Ytd
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有很多女學生都這樣,畢竟他是這學校裡最年輕的男老師,他有這種覺悟會被女生貼近,可是沒有一個能像她那樣既複雜又單純的。37Please respect copyright.PENANA31FKt54GSd
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這時電話響了起來,裡面那熟悉成熟的聲音笑意盈盈,問他工作如何了?吃過了嗎?放假要去那裡逛嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAqMi5az0Dg7
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男人都一一回應著,直到她說晚安掛了線。37Please respect copyright.PENANAyz0JrPQpoX
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四周又安靜了起來,只有那掛在牆上的大鐘發出一下一下滴滴答答的響聲。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGum62OD7SA
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像女孩那期盼又靜待的守候,只要當他一個人時,就會似這煙霧般,揮之不去。37Please respect copyright.PENANALmo6B9Mdi9
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