而且我還是享受一個人戀愛的女生,不用解釋也不用負責,單單是喜歡一個人的感覺已經能自我感動。34Please respect copyright.PENANAH0eQCO26TD
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我知道跟一個人一起意味著什麼,我很清楚能跟我有未來的是那一種類型的人,而這類人絕對不會是老師。34Please respect copyright.PENANAkiKCkS1V4y
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從來,我的愛情也並不需要誰去回應。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhhisclXnXt
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日子總是會過的,暑假前最後一次回校,看著那升班表,知道是精英班。34Please respect copyright.PENANAMOSStIoBJm
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我跟老師的關係,也將會急劇的扭轉了起來。34Please respect copyright.PENANArBNpVAl3AK
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因為謝志偉。34Please respect copyright.PENANAaPTlYzteP2
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暑假的日子,我依然大多數留在拜高。34Please respect copyright.PENANAjoBPc7skdZ
已經是中四了,所以不再是拜庭中學。34Please respect copyright.PENANA64PGriLurw
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當我第一次進入拜高時,就知道重點中學跟普通中學有什麼分別,人家的管理系統實在嚴謹非常。34Please respect copyright.PENANAVFWJf3k6dp
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拜高學生需要拍卡進校,其他人如果沒有參觀卡,根本進不了來,因為我是預定生,還有學生會的學生去幫忙接待介紹。34Please respect copyright.PENANA2f7Wf21oC6
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而且學校是會安排管家去協助我的一切申請和需要,餐廳更是沒話說,全部免費。34Please respect copyright.PENANAlJgR1dulKB
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其實所有收費早就收在學費中了,就是你用要比,不用也得比,捆綁制。34Please respect copyright.PENANAUFlODUM8G9
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貴到哎哎聲,幸好我有范老簽紙的獎學金。34Please respect copyright.PENANAEfSmCJrUnm
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怪不得私校的學生,成績能完全不同,人家什麼都不用担心,只要瘋狂的吸收知識就行。34Please respect copyright.PENANA07VJ5VyIzk
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8月頭,謝志偉他們約我下星期去唱K,我答應了他,而且很嚴肅的跟他說有什麼事一定要先找我訴說。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnnGFKQYts9
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他不明所以的答應了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsNOhxsfIYy
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之後的每個下午,當外面的公共電話響起,我都會心跳加速。34Please respect copyright.PENANARGHlof9z8X
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過了一天,我會呼一口氣,然後繼續下一天的惶惶不安。34Please respect copyright.PENANAGnFDEMMiut
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眼看明天就是約定的日子,謝志偉打電話給我,說要我記得明天約了他們,還笑說我這個人一直都對對去玩的事不太上心。34Please respect copyright.PENANAMTc5iqLUTb
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我本來打算要他晚上到我家留宿,但他拒絕了,說晚上要跟家人吃飯。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHEQ0e4nfJm
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我反覆叮囑他有什麼事記得要找我,謝志偉沒好氣的說他會有什麼事?34Please respect copyright.PENANAGedYU8Schk
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但,要來的,真的避不掉。34Please respect copyright.PENANAu3We6zqMAy
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隔天上午,我還沒有起床,電話聲便大刺刺的響了起來。34Please respect copyright.PENANA0uJjnZJKTA
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我扑出去接電話,聽到的依然是副校長的聲音。34Please respect copyright.PENANARJdwTN45dg
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他問我謝志偉平常是一個怎麼樣的人,已經知道真相的我很冷靜的告訴他謝志偉是一個很好的人。34Please respect copyright.PENANAxXv7H9szVs
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然後副校長說希望我有心理準備。34Please respect copyright.PENANAw5xBiIVc6g
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一模一樣的對答,一模一樣的交代,唯一不同的是我,之後狂哭了起來。34Please respect copyright.PENANA9XO4ILNHQZ
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結果一切還都是這樣,結果一切都沒能改變。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtbRkizXia3
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無論我跟老師的關係怎麼樣,我跟老師也一定會分開,即使有沒有林梓琪,結果也會一樣,結果也不會改變。34Please respect copyright.PENANAxW0cqyvfUB
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那場早已約好的約會,亦依然誰都沒再選擇繼續進行。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsl30KGfyjL
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謝志偉出殯那天是陰天。34Please respect copyright.PENANASm4ZaRqqfG
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我買了很多白菊花,是佳哥哥和張振濠跟我一起去選購的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAyA8uZWusoY
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我是在那靈堂中,唯一出現的年輕女性。34Please respect copyright.PENANAwWAtJyCfh2
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很正常,他只有13歲,讀的是全男班。34Please respect copyright.PENANACXa6I8bVX4
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我在後堂見了他最後一面,一個人死了就是那樣,平靜的安祥的就躺了在那裡。他不再呼吸不再向我微笑不再跟著我也不再……和我說話,他不復存在。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8mXCk5Nhhd
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我不害怕,我是惋惜。34Please respect copyright.PENANAI5p6MECwm8
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惋惜一切的開始,惋惜一切的結束。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHgdhs9Mjp8
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老師是他的班主任,他理所當然會出現。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3hDoJU7M7S
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我們四目雙投,明明沒有約定時間,但這個時候的緣分就是那樣,我們總會相遇我們總會碰見。
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他無法避免的,要跟我連在一起,因為,謝志偉最後的一個電話,打給的是我。
而知道我跟他要好的,是老師。
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老師必定要跟我了解情況,但他沒有,找我的是副校。34Please respect copyright.PENANAVWWLvF6nRe
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從前不明白,但現在我知道了,那是一個網,即使他在避。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8Lzf9CYwuD
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當一個人跟另一個人經歷同一件事,那麼他們的關係便會快速進展。34Please respect copyright.PENANAGtHrryxxHc
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當緣分來了,總會碰到機遇,正如之後有好幾年我都能在同一個月同一個地方碰到老師。34Please respect copyright.PENANAZTFSpzIgh9
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直到沒有相遇後,就沒有再相遇了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnzsSeUjPkI
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終於把人生看盡,卻就無緣再遇了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAwhVS0NP6Hl
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離開時,老師問我們之後去那了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAaU0FXB5hgN
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張振濠問他有什麼地方去嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAPEhljCIw1N
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老師說有些事要做。34Please respect copyright.PENANAAtUSVSYNpu
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我貫徹始終的希望他能跟我們待在一起,而我知道他不會,所以不存在要求,所以沒有挽留,因為沒資格。34Please respect copyright.PENANASOLzWirMNO
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我沒有跟你一起走的身份。34Please respect copyright.PENANA1UnZaZ92t3
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我不過只是你的學生,對,你從來沒有任教張振濠,你跟他如果不是我本應就不認識。34Please respect copyright.PENANAh0HrXMJFLx
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但他還是有送我們到火車站。34Please respect copyright.PENANAUfcYsLvSpS
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這次走在後面的是我們。34Please respect copyright.PENANAS1o66hBaw7
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他問我升上什麼班了,我說4C。34Please respect copyright.PENANANRWIvGKgfu
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他說早知道我可以。34Please respect copyright.PENANAe6BemU1kiz
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我嗯了一聲。34Please respect copyright.PENANA7pp3DgXPLK
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他說不知道謝志偉為什麼會那樣,說不要太難過了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAi4696U3KjS
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其實我經歷了2次也不知道,也不會有人告訴我為什麼,因為我年紀小,而我難過的也不是因為他這樣走了,我難過的是我和你。34Please respect copyright.PENANAKFB7PfT4oH
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我知道即使我多努力,我們都一定要分開。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuFtItHWpVW
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【老師你知道顧城嗎?他有首詩叫《避免》 。 】34Please respect copyright.PENANAsW2s5Vbe7S
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老師搖頭。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtDWxWUB0H4
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我向著天,悠悠的笑了:【那就像我對一切的感覺:世間種種,終必成空。】34Please respect copyright.PENANALGI1sAc1uX
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【最後終必,終必成空。是席慕蓉的《送別》。】老師說。34Please respect copyright.PENANAclAGfql4Qx
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【對。】我往前走,風動情轉。34Please respect copyright.PENANAngoQ1t0qTC
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「不是所有的夢都來得及實現,34Please respect copyright.PENANAX96MtpQBge
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不是所有的話都來得及告訴你,34Please respect copyright.PENANA3BfiLwDpGu
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內疚和悔恨,34Please respect copyright.PENANAJfvbRhJMXL
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總要深深地種植在離別後的心中。34Please respect copyright.PENANA17UvZArt7t
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我並不是立意要錯過,34Please respect copyright.PENANArFAvy7loar
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可是我,一直都在這樣做。34Please respect copyright.PENANAGQlzziGLTH
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今朝,仍要重複那相同的別離,34Please respect copyright.PENANAN1EQeRrF73
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儘管他們說,世間種種。34Please respect copyright.PENANAf7bYlQoVhL
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最後終必,終必成空。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAgNU2KYo7SR
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【我都在重複相同的別離。】我站在路邊,沒有前進,也,沒有後退:【而我早知,無能為力,只有這種無力,讓我難過。】34Please respect copyright.PENANAylHRZwLDUi
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老師抽起了煙,靜靜的聽我說。34Please respect copyright.PENANAn6TbyXqM4f
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我早知謝志偉會自絕,但被無能為力囚禁的我,只能眼睜睜的看著它發生。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuXYpBm9yIS
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即使我今生如何的對他好,如何的關心他,他還是走了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAqrlBgvUqNm
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揮一揮衣袖的就跳了下去。34Please respect copyright.PENANADhAExCxc7b
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明明前一天,他還打電話給我,要我記住明天一起去玩的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAARBt92AwHg
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明明我都說了,有什麼事要找我的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAAauW9IRHeW
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我可以幫你,我會用盡一切天堂鳥的力量去守護你。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtZmBzLnpB8
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但你沒有上心,你就一個人的,走了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAPB0hdYVzFs
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留下了我,一個人。34Please respect copyright.PENANA30gtNIMr0i
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我改變不了他,但是我一定要改變洛清璇的。34Please respect copyright.PENANA2FsbDeq1qU
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老師沒有安慰我,的確,這沒什麼能說的,沒有什麼比人死了,更無話可說。34Please respect copyright.PENANAdKlbonWbCk
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我不知道老師想什麼,也不知是什麼改變了他,但我知道暑假之後一切的沉寂都會完全改變。34Please respect copyright.PENANASDLYx0BwzZ
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但最終前世我只能把那27元放了在他當男主角的書中,一起交回了他。34Please respect copyright.PENANApf1jRZbJEo
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是有多絕望,我才會了斷一個我喜歡的人對我的喜歡?34Please respect copyright.PENANAcTeaP3Y8QF
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大概,是因為在那時那刻,我得知讓我難過的不是老師,而是希望。
大概,是因為在那天那時,讓我麻木的不是痛苦,而是絕望。
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我知道他會跟我說對不起,但我也知道所有都不是他的錯,他也不知道自己為什麼會那樣做。34Please respect copyright.PENANAGVfwWUfJmH
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只因為我們都不是大家的正緣,所以我們只有被命運編寫成錯過。34Please respect copyright.PENANASDAP60Ptxd
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可是這種錯過對我而言太殘忍了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAbk5nWPkWVO
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殘忍到我會恨自己的不經不覺。34Please respect copyright.PENANA91ZeUnZbCH
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所以我才想回來這裡,即使結局不會改變,可是我仍然很想知道那答案。34Please respect copyright.PENANA240PUVquzw
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因為時日已經無多了……34Please respect copyright.PENANA6acpEdwoxl
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男人知道女孩一直看著他。34Please respect copyright.PENANA6REOdoozLj
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可是,他突然就害怕了起來。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3OnmzQc8OZ
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至於為什麼,他不肯定。34Please respect copyright.PENANAXbHvAG9pbW
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所以他避開她。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOFyD9FA3bC
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眼看她的眼光續漸一下一下的黯淡起來,男人覺得自己應該做對了的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhPRRQKs4RI
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可是,那種難過的感覺,讓他更難受了。34Please respect copyright.PENANA5eaQN8UjTu
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他告誡自己,女孩對他的那種守候,會隨著年月像她那明亮的眼光般一點一分的消失的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAmrfOVHsghT
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他把煙抽得很兇,因為在那個位子上,見到女孩的日子,越來越少。34Please respect copyright.PENANAIA82xo5J1k
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反之,在她身邊的男生卻越來越多,就連他班上的學生也被她吸引著。34Please respect copyright.PENANAqrP13KiT72
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可女孩沒有抗拒這小男生。34Please respect copyright.PENANAjpQJrdnhx3
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她淡然的接受世上一切的污穢,用她那獨有溫柔的態度化解身邊的人的戾氣。34Please respect copyright.PENANAeGguQ46z1v
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可是,並非是所有人,她的溫柔有鋒芒。34Please respect copyright.PENANA4hlLbJas8E
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他不敢看女孩,他知道她會對他投下落寞的失望。34Please respect copyright.PENANAJPtVvAwMON
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是因為他。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHym5mUOozw
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這種日子真的很折騰。34Please respect copyright.PENANAddCghMpR6O
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元旦之後,在課外活動裡,女孩似乎亦沒有像之前一樣躲在樹下。34Please respect copyright.PENANAh7rlHziJ7H
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甚至有時,還會見到她跟其他的學生們笑笑說說。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOMtzDrDYhZ
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可是對他那熱切的眼光,卻從來沒有出現在望第二個人身上。34Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ9YiNYYAh
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聽說,女孩在課堂上跟同學吵了,放肆又冷酷的向對方發著脾氣,普下課就衝出了教室,之後整天都沒有再出現過在當日的所有課堂中。34Please respect copyright.PENANAKf3zpz79FR
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在每週例會上,周SIR說,她不像別人看到的樣子,頂強橫的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAW3Xxj3Q8NY
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男人知道後竟然當場笑了起來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsaEbd86l6e
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不,這才是她本來的樣子。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtXsc9kxOG5
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她溫馴嗎?絕不吧。她說她不叫不代表不咬人,而是她一旦咬了,那人會死的。34Please respect copyright.PENANArvix4phNGO
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秋去春來,男人沒有理會女孩,而女孩亦沒有有去纏繞他,不,女孩其實一直都沒有糾纏他。她對他的所有熱烈,只限在那清凌無波的眼底下。34Please respect copyright.PENANA7DFZjYDCp1
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有很多女學生都這樣,畢竟他是這學校裡最年輕的男老師,他有這種覺悟會被女生貼近,可是沒有一個能像她那樣既複雜又單純的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhLIJEiJATN
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這時電話響了起來,裡面那熟悉成熟的聲音笑意盈盈,問他工作如何了?吃過了嗎?放假要去那裡逛嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAZmjeqVJGRg
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男人都一一回應著,直到她說晚安掛了線。34Please respect copyright.PENANA4qRRq6JQAt
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四周又安靜了起來,只有那掛在牆上的大鐘發出一下一下滴滴答答的響聲。34Please respect copyright.PENANAbhWyyiFBSy
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像女孩那期盼又靜待的守候,只要當他一個人時,就會似這煙霧般,揮之不去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQxsINn3dSd
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