我們終於要見面了,這些年來種種的阻礙使我們沒能見面,390Please respect copyright.PENANAPooFt2chde
不知道真實的你是什麼樣子,一直幻想著我們初次見面時,390Please respect copyright.PENANAGgPhD47368
我是應該故作生氣你總是失約,390Please respect copyright.PENANAX6pl7c7Vrm
或是坦然地對於見到你這件事感到開心。
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漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,覆蓋著整座城市,390Please respect copyright.PENANAbzVuh2jtrM
彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色,390Please respect copyright.PENANAKgDnswZaCm
這是我第一次看到雪。390Please respect copyright.PENANAqurjRLWPcq
突如其來的初雪,使眼前陌生的城市有點熟悉,390Please respect copyright.PENANA5QUExyYcgG
這就是你拍影片跟我形容下雪的情景。390Please respect copyright.PENANAUuqegtQ7tL
我張開手,雪花飄落我手中,慢慢融化成水。390Please respect copyright.PENANApAjK3b3MGC
我好奇的嘗試雪的味道時,390Please respect copyright.PENANAMz6f5ZDpoc
不幸被你發現了,我那時候真想馬上跳進火車離開。
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「初....初次見面...你是婷珏嗎?....我叫楓嵐。」390Please respect copyright.PENANAa6zH3qf0jw
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他比我想像的還要靦腆390Please respect copyright.PENANAF1kFVF1Qbx
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我們終於見面了。390Please respect copyright.PENANAStDpVmQrKb
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他帶我去他家附近的夜市,緊張的他笨拙地牽著我的手,390Please respect copyright.PENANAHcnkNjbDQt
去吃了他最喜歡的冰檸檬跟燒草莓,他興奮地說這奇怪的搭配是最好吃的,390Please respect copyright.PENANAAMKiFnRhQo
先酸到冰冷,後甜到火熱,像極了我們的關系。390Please respect copyright.PENANAL7Cb3MmOQm
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然後他就介紹曾經寄給我的明信片背景的雪山,390Please respect copyright.PENANACmmS2ksHqZ
就是他家鄉的最崇拜的神山,390Please respect copyright.PENANAtTgAF5hyjw
是與天最接近的距離。390Please respect copyright.PENANAKgej9e2K8L
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每年到12月初雪那天,神明便會打開天堂的門,390Please respect copyright.PENANAUsIZ6AbZTg
天堂的使者便會落來凡間向世人傳遞訊息,390Please respect copyright.PENANA1bg8PpMJ1r
神社接收到訊息後巫女便會寫在手紙中放入信封裡,雙手合十,便會收到祝福。390Please respect copyright.PENANAvs180htnNq
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從前的他曾經熱衷跟我向來不相信神明存在的人解釋天堂的存在,390Please respect copyright.PENANAS2rFfebxv7
現在他又再熱衷跟我解釋了一遍。390Please respect copyright.PENANAd47iciDnAG
他也閉著眼,緊握我的手帶領著一起雙手合十禱告著。390Please respect copyright.PENANAld3Zw6GygP
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「假如有神明的話,這一刻,我希望跟楓嵐永遠在一起」390Please respect copyright.PENANAfAS3qeGMpB
即使是不相信神明的我這次也忍不住在心中祈禱著。390Please respect copyright.PENANAl0IKRENrZh
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巫女替神明向我遞了一封手紙。
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離開了寺廟,我們坐在一個公園裡,看著漫天的雪花。390Please respect copyright.PENANAt1XZ6KrjDD
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他看著我,慢慢的把臉接近了我,親吻了我一下。390Please respect copyright.PENANAaSQFbH9vwm
我害羞著不敢看他,轉身看著雪花飄落在我們臉頰,我幫他整理一下大衣。390Please respect copyright.PENANACx9JBUTK9Y
然後我們又接吻了390Please respect copyright.PENANAyOXU8EKa6H
他的吻讓我這些年浮沉的心有了些許安定,390Please respect copyright.PENANArse1uUO8p9
或許解開了這一年他沒有赴約的疑惑。390Please respect copyright.PENANAS8QUY2JcJq
他把我的手放進他溫暖的大衣口袋裡,走遍了整個公園,390Please respect copyright.PENANAMFClvAPRAj
湖水形成了薄冰,旁邊的杉樹也被這場初雪覆蓋著。
「楓,為什麼常常說好了要來最後卻沒來呢,這一年來還不跟我聯絡呢?」390Please respect copyright.PENANAQsFHnz8GCq
雪愈來愈大,他指示我打開了他指著手中那封手紙。
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「婷珏390Please respect copyright.PENANAPa6ldhnnyd
抱歉,我沒有赴約,讓你失望了....390Please respect copyright.PENANAnp96kEB8kp
記得你當時你跟我辯論說沒天堂嗎?390Please respect copyright.PENANAYErg0MyjvO
天堂很美,比想像中更美。這邊沒有所謂國界,我可以在天空静静地看著你。390Please respect copyright.PENANArHF1uNWVCu
你心中在想什麼、生氣什麼、難過什麼,我終於不用再猜了。390Please respect copyright.PENANApqLMaKbU6W
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一個人過著新生活會害怕嗎?390Please respect copyright.PENANAqMjQPn51Ju
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放心,我在這很開心活著,認識了很多新朋友。390Please respect copyright.PENANAMJeutnBsvs
雖然我還沒克服懼高症,390Please respect copyright.PENANAFMLteiSyC9
但是這邊一樣有河有山有屋有海。390Please respect copyright.PENANAu7VFeOX1Lv
想去找我嗎?可以的390Please respect copyright.PENANAq1Az3z0lb8
移居在這的條件390Please respect copyright.PENANAHXMG9ctKWl
首先你要繼續好好生活,不要自殺喔!390Please respect copyright.PENANAB7lQawaNMu
然後就是好好的.....390Please respect copyright.PENANA1fwlKhzo3g
忘記我......
楓嵐」
「楓嵐!等等我!!!不要走!!!不要離開我!!!!」390Please respect copyright.PENANAhKLW1Vv8lg
手紙和楓幻化成了漫天的白雪,消失了在我的眼前,390Please respect copyright.PENANASDEGF3aRHH
忽然間腦海裡浮現了一架飛機墮落的一刻。390Please respect copyright.PENANAHk9YL4oh74
「抱歉 ,沒辦法赴約......」390Please respect copyright.PENANAXWJcotHOrE
大風颳起了四周的白雪還有楓嵐的聲音,390Please respect copyright.PENANAf8CksJVqtC
就連楓嵐剛剛存在過的痕跡一起帶走了。
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坐了15小時飛機終於到了這個陌生城市,390Please respect copyright.PENANA3eSckkTQxn
漆黑的晚上,漫天飄落的雪白,390Please respect copyright.PENANAOCC3ugCs63
覆蓋著整座城市,彷彿全世界都被染成了銀白色。390Please respect copyright.PENANAc22hcFCFCi
這是我第一次看到雪。390Please respect copyright.PENANA5XkvnSOTjA
我帶了這張不知道誰寫給我的明信片,390Please respect copyright.PENANAEWObbBjtBJ
跟著這些線索,嘗試回想起腦中熟悉的感覺。