小屋裡、睡床邊，她架上老花眼鏡，小心翼翼用開信刀拆開今早收到的奇怪信件。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ468Iq4qWzF
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純白的信封上沒有註明地址，亦沒有郵票、郵戳和收信人姓名。明顯不是透過郵政服務寄來的，而是有人將信件直接放入她的信箱。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YRsBhIqcp
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmWb0XHnRK
是誰？有誰會寫信給她這個孤僻木訥的八旬老婦？該不會是兒子——他已好幾年沒有前來探望，電話聯絡亦少之又少……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1w8i4tcsd
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26FBAPkHzx
「啊！」看見信中物，她不由得發出一聲驚嘆。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqOATosw0X
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk1Ud6Z5nr
壓花書籤。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNW8Hjewde
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFsrdZdIa
紫藍色的小花在純白色托紙上尤顯孤獨冷清。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSbFPA702J
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrX2ozVwgF
「毋忘我……」她雙唇微顫，熱淚盈眶，回憶片段有如走馬燈在她腦海中快速運轉。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiQUxoSjTq
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKhzA1mCug
初遇於了無邊際的毋忘我花海……情信信箋一角上畫有一朵線條簡單的毋忘我……他突如其來捧上的毋忘我花束……她在婚宴時戴著的紫藍色毋忘我花形耳環……他在窗前花槽播下毋忘我種子……他因頑皮兒子摘掉花槽裡的毋忘我而氣得流鼻血……他拒絕遷往大屋是因為捨不得花槽裡的心血結晶……年邁的他偶爾忘記淋花施肥……患病的他忘了花、忘了她……她為失智的他戴上紫藍色冷帽，笑說他是一朵毋忘我……每年清明重陽或其他大時大節時，她都會帶上一束毋忘我前往拜祭他……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuMG3wkhmZ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplFLIEgOI2
難道是老伴的來信？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDZxAbUXZY
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rnYL4hVBe
是！一定是老伴自天堂寄來的！377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrG561TE5p
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcHiu4O7kZ
明明有很多合情合理的說法去解釋信件來歷，她偏偏選擇相信無從證明的鬼神之說。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1V1BY799M
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47McfoRN7X
或許，真假從不重要，合乎心意的表象才是真正有意義的。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1Lulj3sHF
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoc7cwYQM4
這來歷不明的壓花書籤正好滿足她對老伴的思念之情。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqqly6FAMw
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mFl8X2TsX
她流淚，她微笑。她憂傷，她幸福。她空虛，她富足……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjboIVMdCo
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn9oHIb0pM
剎那間，她重新經歷體驗數十載的喜怒憂懼愛憎欲千萬遍，不斷發現、擁有、消磨、失去。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk19mS4WBc8
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkqfwHwVEZ
一切歸空，如夢如幻如泡影。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxHv4Y0bts
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8dGyqxkwa
努力活著，只為失去？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDrG1buYCH
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoKYofyhK3
放眼望去，小屋冷冷清清。兒子遠去，老伴不在。花槽裡的毋忘我早日被鄰近頑童連根拔起，散落滿地，肢離破碎。垂吊耳珠上的花形耳環已然褪色，只餘帶有花亂刮痕的啞色金屬配件。情信信箋受潮發霉，角落的毋忘我污跡斑駁……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN34mqzBRnN
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfiv4cjp3P
無論如何用心留住一切，終歸逃不過失去的命運，對嗎？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUjbr9Qjzn
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIB3ORqExn
很累。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD53EomXPCb
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq4wJ7Noph
放下眼鏡，揉揉眼。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S6RrrLps0
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvKWYzBsIj
想睡。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05rCv097sQ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMwXpR8nrw
放下開信刀時，刀尖劃過手腕，留下血痕。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM4gLnyfjb
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7lWtr6OnX
有意或無意？她自己也說不清楚。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4U4CC0FWp
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrhLgSPbFd
該要馬上包紥傷口。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXBEi3h65x
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OdQOTZ8NG
但看著血流不止的手腕，心裡竟沒有絲毫焦急。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBETsjocwNJ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps9HtBQnby
沒所謂。反正終歸逃不過失去的命運。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWkbfKDy2g
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzfVW865cZ
她懶理手腕血流如注，安坐搖搖椅上，對著壓花書籤發愣。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph6Y4Y3MGB
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBoMP8Iueo
時間流逝，體溫流失，記憶流竄。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1XGYdRivZ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm86RWa1y2Y
她的意識逐漸模糊——想不起他的墳頭是甚麼形狀，記不清楚他的冷帽是否以純低針編織而成，忘記了肥料是從哪裡買來的……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP8BeY3m9x
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsVoO3uXny
他的臉和身體分崩離析，成碎，成灰，成粉，最後甚麼也不剩。沒有形體，因其而生的神情動態亦不復存在，遑論聲音、氣味、情感……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRcCIG7Y7N
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSuu8L6q3a
被遺忘才是徹底的死亡。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDSCO9vGYi
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q8zgut1PI
她曾痛恨上天帶走他的生命。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqSxATk05
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof48vhXE4J
現在呢？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYQvEHkFV8
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t97Dfe2uy
她主動放棄記住他。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyAAe9Hjl0
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhLczhB7WF
上天或她更可惡可恨？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP9VgL4L3T
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cRGFYODd0
世上有靈魂嗎？他會怪責她嗎？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nf533lZsd
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6ndLkXDVp
「死者已死，沒能怪責。」他的聲音來自壓花書籤：「一切只是生者的心念。」377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCdFrrwPd6
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm1HCgbORL
迴光返照。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub3VlDKMYK
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8PAaQU1KO
她撲前將枱面的書籤摟在懷裡，哭哭笑笑。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIojnWMPmy
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ob828SaiG
書籤是書籤，不是他。毋忘我是毋忘我，不是他。回憶裡的他是回憶裡的他，不是他。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO5Y30W1R1
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZRfcBztEo
是她將一切與他扣上關連。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB4BVGOYUJ
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebezedG6XO
如果她不復存在，整個世界跟他亦再沒關連……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFarmuILTg
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZDuqYhZjy
手腕倏忽劇痛。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7A2ZnTWwp
醫院。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaQ7yiXU6s
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueD0QJ0ZQt
病房裡擠滿前來探病的人，熱鬧非常。唯獨是她床邊兩條通道空蕩蕩的。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE8kLeHNSw
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46h2cRlhZ1
不曾期望兒子不會前來，但她心裡難免一陣失落。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZo5eKis4J
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbusothEtYf
當時是否不該報警求救呢？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC89NJGylHf
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9tdtwpwsr
這念頭生起還沒兩秒，一個小巧身影踏著小跳步來到床邊。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimeuc2y5jy
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OJIYAyJI5
「莊遜太太，午安！」女孩不過十歲，雙頰通紅，眼眸明亮有神。身穿白色連身裙，裙上印滿碎花圖案，是紫藍色的毋忘我。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Pq4SPUbd
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI53tPIgiZ
「午……安……」她和顔悅色禮貌應道，暗裡搜索枯腸，卻硬是想不起這娃兒是誰。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM8jhIW4hS
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4OUcQ7FS8
「喜歡我送你的壓花書籤嗎？」女孩喜孜孜的，不知自己差點兒害死眼前老婦。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE4Sik0iHK
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFkFMWdwxJ
「喜歡。」她強抑心底裡的一陣震驚，輕撫女孩頭頂：「為何你送我書籤呢？」377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IIS3i5cx5
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZijPcatX4P
「數天前，我和祖母路經你家，看見你跪在草地上，捧著散落的毋忘我痛哭。所以我回家後馬上動手製作壓花書籤。送書籤時湊巧發現你不在家，只好把書籤放入信箱，讓你先睹為快！」女孩從裙袋掏出另外兩張毋忘我書籤送給她。「看！書籤上的毋忘我永不枯萎！多漂亮！」377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstFKqFuSrA
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdwOLOWlFn
這時，女孩的祖母才拖著蹣跚步伐趕至。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1c8oNlTY7
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MCfbbg3UB
原來是鄰居費爾斯太太。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaXEJVq1zS
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9aKI0MknS
十年前，老伴去世後，費爾斯太太每天抽空前來相伴，與她談天說地、為她焗製香氣四溢的果批、陪伴她到市場買肥料……直至孫女出生，費爾斯太太忙著照顧初生小娃，才不得不淡出她的生活圈子。漸漸地，她亦忘記費爾斯太太，變得孤僻木訥……377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfz7T2L4zc
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN06JQW9EJ
「小小心意。」憂心不已的費爾斯太太捧上一個毋忘我小盆栽。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18m9P0nedf
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagm8gdYGCw
「謝謝你們……」她受寵若驚，緩緩伸手接過小盆栽。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYGYjVjR5H
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyX9FjSKL1
右手手掌上是鮮活的毋忘我，左手手心裡是永不枯萎的毋忘我。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWico8Rq14
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy4npn5qOv
活的死的都在她手裡，只待她怎麼處理。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GyVvGIFnA
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwqHbsme3i
她打算怎麼處理？377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrE3XtzAeB
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未決定。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2kU9feqK3
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo3UmLysYx
那就先收拾心情、養好身體吧。377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07WEZig0h9
377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8BoPERI0j
活著，才可以想及將來、擁抱過去。
