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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSe7kZxS6b
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錯過與放棄。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCp36vgDjd
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wSEBqs1xW
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『If……』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ92wXcGBZd
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmEtzM1pLx
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LrvwrEL9B
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LyxsfYYXV
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSvbPmV5eX
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaHVy389wo
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjmpLPSdF4
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『給十年後未來的你』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYndrAcsFE
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0dRFF2yUs
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvtbKkl5P8
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0CC6DqVd
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9nNbx4viI
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmroNbqo46y
至今回想卻支離破碎。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi4AvnEer7
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ0l3bm5LM
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQtbYI1Jmt
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrf2StwtH4
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早就該死亡了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRZKTJh0mV
早就該離開了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzrJlbYfxm
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmdmKqkrUu
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJf4r9ezU7
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbnSa3hcIS
為什麼不能忍耐呢……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvlVW4wbku
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo7XDcOwVL
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『不要哭。』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTz20hNEs
最後，兄長只是這麼說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlZZYghLZy
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJplkif7Szl
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL8M4ZkQSB
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytvKkq1GwU
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到底過了多久呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KMtmkoQKG
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDihGBrRox
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQWeQgsizz
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NbTDTMcGa
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBboQk0Io6
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他拼命的挖土。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJv77Ij9o8
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZLjlpiQZP
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhzQsLOPuw
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSLYU509qX
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi2LIARkdF
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkRYghXlPp
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKckO96a4t
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlZ9xirLZe
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVuaNG7M78
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看新聞有感。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c9bEtLUB6
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAIZVJyDP1
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「關於雪的聯想」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D0jVZfgTN
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF0RczNvnk
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr5lRbsiod
乾澀的，卻熱和著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsSwM0AOtz
『你聽』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSVobR6Hch
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPsAg3jiSH
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr3Q70EZLK
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX4untlx5m
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『踏雪無聲』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6UMoXQlQH
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乍然寂靜無聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1mU7zRt7x
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTaDINjAhL
他張大眼，張口不能言。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OqnXN5mjc
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZAV6DQgfG
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOy5zpJc0U
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyBBEa7hbb
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jr92v5QKi
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『請幸福的……』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakOQ6hdsQ2
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Z121xoL7
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WCBo5alaY
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18yeCqnFDG
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF8rGle9cz
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NXYMWjlT0
我無法相信話語的真實。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpAUvmTYoM
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我知道，你愛我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy01Ssehj7
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeSRhKjwGi
我當然也從你口裡聽到。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6iZV1cluq
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01g5totMNN
你總是會說：「我愛你。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgGre9NPos
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是的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaERwBMT1Px
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eWIcXCDC7
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QD5wIavN3
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqGsgKuP3E
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo5aVMyWTy
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『後日談』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOubVpJP4rW
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdemJ7wTUxy
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMxNnsjp15
然後他又重複了一次。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQqkUzGTzp
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW49wRQBWFf
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTVj9cMuEn
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp7Di54rQi
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlad2RepONL
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「十年」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm5x63jtbA
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xIfhf9SJy
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5er6cGDWRJ
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaG4Hpe8B3
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOvpRrQe5b
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因為太感同身受了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhs9zi26b6
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDhFEEEp8h
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uz5iIyf84
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDLNu5NZDN
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30sM8ivhat
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmJV7FLq2o
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXOuxufmmZ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhmjhMoQDw
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeIoN3wkoW
他始終是，一個人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5PNfoC8cs
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2zZGNQTgA
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN1AfPCnKG
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他決定要去旅行。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONWB4ijHxi
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQAXCvpyRB
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路德也許會生氣吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzW0YnnuH5
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ErvLxbr1e
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3LwZj8ELa
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW86vqGSAQk
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr6vUYoxhI
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKURDMcuMwp
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSavUX6GCo
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStTLwggZIz
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuMyoItS1u
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjb9fDpdMF
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiL5lFStmh
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpW7V2j1QX
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArdvh4V46b
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekc3PBiSrr
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ586IPKmKHg
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbA78XTF4o
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他收起相片，忖思。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hjvCIXuFM
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn21lA8km8v
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjKpVMN0i6
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2UoQAv6e2
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