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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAWav0QmEt
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEUeepDyyl
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiXwCxCZo8
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錯過與放棄。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz73xBeQOF
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2c3U3ymDk
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm1f7kVn6f
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『If……』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SqtmCYrLR
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GJxMv9zBp
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwWj0GfyIZ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TiULlTb69
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkFXGJhD5t
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwXneB8bqh
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Lk5gh3sD
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『給十年後未來的你』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0zCesSSQu
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa8h3aPQiC
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IiYZG4vF6
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXy0D4gk1H
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFVifOjvSD
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNF2WIFmdh
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z1oU98pz8
至今回想卻支離破碎。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPk5w8LXuj
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygjjDT4ZQc
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuf4ebKEY6
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NGfaqsGyy
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVcaCyoOtR
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsDzuj7GBc
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCW1nVuYC0
為什麼不能忍耐呢……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX5DyO6tWX
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsSUv3kFC8
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『不要哭。』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt4Lrt0s8Y
最後，兄長只是這麼說。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj3M7LMPQJ
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV5q50D6LC
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5xNL45veZ
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxwFSj5k92
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到底過了多久呢？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvubLu0ayhq
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSpmuQtAng
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0yRQ97Wv7
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0whNzVUNEF
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetPM4uprMw
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他拼命的挖土。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFm3dhdmCM
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qf1XkC80u
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7yOaMU0Lb
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPE6o5Yp71
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPwk6w6DNU
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tznKiQff3
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjVlrFrcVW
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi2bgoRQdk
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDgXNtUVT2
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看新聞有感。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv10aYSsO7M
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7sFItbURp
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「關於雪的聯想」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b63k3IyfF
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClJr8spxxe
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Wm45TuVa
乾澀的，卻熱和著。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxQvlRtwJf
『你聽』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm1Xds1aFJ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY0wDZKRgF
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpabRLbhhv
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNgSNsN1b5
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『踏雪無聲』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7iAIjcuVm
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乍然寂靜無聲。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdzMNyFrgz
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvRBipeRzM
他張大眼，張口不能言。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYMUv2L4xv
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeKizG124J
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY3tEySJjl
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMWvyPZjvB
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB9AZq1QSL
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『請幸福的……』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFnxsjF4nH
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xBabFROI3
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHH2Rqsfue
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1abAacjNwq
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka8n6ZAupq
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Ql7Iyq30
我無法相信話語的真實。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd99gyG2Vb
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我知道，你愛我。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf8ENpbJp8
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSIbqeZW4G
我當然也從你口裡聽到。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJtFyUUqC9
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjqMnkzPK9
你總是會說：「我愛你。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAAaKCnbGK
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是的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLtwgggfnn
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MiTDiRIvA
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoskE85ZDd
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHi901DfmR
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCPCHvqMFd
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『後日談』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0d4bHIIAV
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9AcpmcW5c
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj04OYemEFo
然後他又重複了一次。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kpCwfNNXH
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgcjMCv3ZX
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD6DxicQbd
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GcQpzaw3m
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ5TERYCc3
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「十年」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaehSlxj9CW
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5143lyg4T
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkfQPg3zzU
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCSgHRKyh3
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu6pTVkZcL
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因為太感同身受了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaU55nEvMj
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nJOGzoHNq
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGOTqOwalO
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6R2vNaGW4
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO9KC4MPDt
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHKqDpmpcn
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPvwOYNXhj
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrV2u0JgEj
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBovb00kN1u
他始終是，一個人。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEiPReZkk3
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6aeoFVL6F
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRSeIovGnQ
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他決定要去旅行。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9rKIDxQBu
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRwr5bbAd5
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路德也許會生氣吧。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj2CucOD8I
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLp7Gqrapw
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDsc0s5etL
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfyUYLlCkA
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmaCqdw6QN
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9NDaqx5F9
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBFyFfTDLZ
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmsWd4zSd5
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ74VLCe74a
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwb5WMWcXY
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETEXSTJ7Ie
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFUx7DEhAE
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXB7e61HMW
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGlq824OoQ
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIhhaiRqx5
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMlGKhGBxf
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他收起相片，忖思。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5NU3QkAFP
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb5ufdfQOB
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaL8n00fC7
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c4eKmzQwe
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