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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnwooSqmJ2
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaguRGmsON
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9fyTW0Fgg
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiyLKOJMkG
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIYdoDmOq4
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcuBNsAkzM
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESaTqkrfIu
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE8EomWmPL
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVgKJXJujf
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcSZkSZEo9
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoJ2OlgtY3
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqLrXaRypR
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『不要哭。』14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohw0gVE8Gi
最後，兄長只是這麼說。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCXSZcEd0P
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkqe7epFZ7
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ325JQayd0p
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlhsRfspsi
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到底過了多久呢？14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRwmGDk6ld
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA2o7Ua1A6
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqhi1nAX36
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqds4d5tsF
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmBC5kthyJ
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他拼命的挖土。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8WRseDpoU
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFc6QYqVyD
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYvbY16q7c
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEzVBk7vK5
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSdLCd0LO2
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQNOeR2MYd
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOaURYYjlD
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7QoeuZpQ9
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO5TNBErom
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB72JuBGuX
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乾澀的，卻熱和著。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs9jbjJFi7
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『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6miCbNCpx
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乍然寂靜無聲。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuehU5ncaj6
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLs3jjfvz1
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYzfMQunTH
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykW3mWPGU7
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEMLxLX1jf
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmIw8R4Krc
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『請幸福的……』14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE3saA86sj
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE6sV1cSVe
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fjh88oHsH
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTwk6dxyYf
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKA1NwhTh9
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulCUEcHsP1
我無法相信話語的真實。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfiAGbvNCC
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我知道，你愛我。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wcf6HlWxj
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a3WYDGeuB
我當然也從你口裡聽到。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMwTFiqwNX
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7joVuKirEl
你總是會說：「我愛你。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvyzUgwdTR
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是的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f51yd6mrQ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ18LZE414Z
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwHRBhMS9e
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLUkJKrjDV
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWNBMuqcxA
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZGM5QVtAB
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmncpSRGXa
然後他又重複了一次。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYv8oy7nGR
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFHsjm0mfY
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hIgc1p0xh
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxKcSw5yC5
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCs7Zxq0X3
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「十年」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRKoNvupzK
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyB5c1ICJi
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uKDDA8jp4
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB586fpeTmi
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB8Arg3NHh
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因為太感同身受了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJe3Boh2lT
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JAJbQhOeO
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G2pQTks2t
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnsTaezRG8
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAqeV58LxA
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jHyYGL6Ny
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGRX6z1L8e
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG24DE1byEt
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZDLyQLDdh
他始終是，一個人。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyECjZPd7s
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdt1eMY0z7
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWkSSYFk3t
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他決定要去旅行。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvJuP9WRvV
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6sJoaJ4N
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路德也許會生氣吧。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53tr4NNnRv
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmn1U5dOqi
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiNPffOAUa
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjYGyMmuR6
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlynDgYfD9l
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiAiO2Mlcy
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsqnQgP2JY
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTZc38ndqz
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡargBcOUg9K
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSQ8rjtWhS
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMlQnP6Eno
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBJFx8BqXL
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq5ee5j7oI
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRh23LnjQX
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS8BD5b1FK
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGLfAWm1Jv
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他收起相片，忖思。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyosDQyis2s
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S1TEKwQsH
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWENsaTo0u
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM8kbcND6n
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