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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJJsT2uddO
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望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylrg8H7wsS
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs6aL2n91E
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQPjHDfHCg
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL4d3RZDPQ
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkxifM2syi
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqveEgtOl0O
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiM1qufc1Y
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wLRK1ZXw9
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最後，兄長只是這麼說。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BhdjbJfLe
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1HL6IxCAS
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SXnYm9Ixd
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy1fOC4LeP
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也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ggc2LwEMj
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX010QjjY4P
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQcHXVxDvl
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx36k1Mcmzo
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChsPgsYAKP
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWm9AuFXBe
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyOVDPAX3K
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnAARbuJUz
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乾澀的，卻熱和著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyPYnwfTWw
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路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaJKL9ZPgR
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAajn9CLvm
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy63aThZXl2
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fIFBKA2dF
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfkZgXccEC
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『請幸福的……』13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qIuvOtXG9
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1PhtSdDmn
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUkfaRpot7
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26hMXo5H6e
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYGGjaD9R7
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosI7h4zeHi
我無法相信話語的真實。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUexmgD7Bh
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我知道，你愛我。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxihtcNOmZg
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nZuMxne68
我當然也從你口裡聽到。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBbeGQq2yi
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvMwSfaGjT
你總是會說：「我愛你。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyL8QvNvNb
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是的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96XmxX0Eyi
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwHVvFaoGn
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbWvWxfeH5
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6BAGJEOAS
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPovZhiC0P
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIRUacLAPB
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EY2ZEACOF
然後他又重複了一次。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshpyXIIsy5
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnK3cLQPdO
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZmRYb6NGQ
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3vWK7NskV
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r3GFHB2NC
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「十年」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ7iz3WdYc
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi5KLs7eqT
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZABg7nfZe
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbThfXPrfq
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7WD9wqqXs
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因為太感同身受了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOruN3tM6H
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnCiHf830q
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNO7ve8Oyi
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RJy8fnEdk
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluVTSz6G6D
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FrpIBx4tP
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZszlV9PXj2
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbB9d0JZib
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmUJAziU9F
他始終是，一個人。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWr6M7JQNV
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt3gUbaJcY
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PlbAL5tBc
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他決定要去旅行。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcitTSc0h8a
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSkbG3YPN3
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路德也許會生氣吧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp57aviFbdj
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJXbbtuXyb
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzErV9MGo6V
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x5ZZ3X0Mi
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TuIcMj0Gj
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqVC4GNE6M
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGc2iZDdkR
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlSvX9Nwkt
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28a8S6PpiG
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K1WZgNAFS
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYeRdhT56J
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bGgngq0UI
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFbN7kL3eJ
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFVujiPx0P
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO58N7aW4z
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF8ViWyG3x
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他收起相片，忖思。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGng3bzWuwS
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lqzC2BeKM
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9JHqxYTup
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A6Y2nc3z1
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