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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAOD6En0Ng
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5llr2ZsNH
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錯過與放棄。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5MRk4ApxL
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw5FBBZfGv
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVn5U0txlJ
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『If……』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBSN6q7pTL
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ3wFbWfcz
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB6HP37ycH
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2KAr2mSLT
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN15sXsRkU
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkOUBoAe5o
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQnP9tTia1
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『給十年後未來的你』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6IeVCTAfB
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKqJRzm3SB
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhzAoNKlCg
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJXH69bpjR
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCRjfRhyj5
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmlkkzUUXs
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd84KOPrpS
至今回想卻支離破碎。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaisjIqm3Mp
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmFWWsoGoq
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu6WNsuV6n
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5dg9wu3ZL
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早就該死亡了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hxq9iHUlS
早就該離開了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2TuATEXh2
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早就什麼也無法碰觸了……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFXc7FznTD
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fEUeVTApa
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQTaCuhWUV
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTadaVHc2yp
為什麼不能忍耐呢……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirapFuDb9o
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJPBeL7FQp
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『不要哭。』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcVro5Rwiw
最後，兄長只是這麼說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtRxrtQTmg
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TVXvtXKnZ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLSRTkoHM0
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRwjhhhpKK
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到底過了多久呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh3C1kjndv
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qJh15SEml
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp2vIns9mF
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05d7bWS2US
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcQT3lyKco
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他拼命的挖土。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKPMLcfbz8
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavbMwAgw4Y
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1CKv7FQb5
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt6bQUM7iQ
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAg3rLIqzW
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHez1mDbZf2
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMhvr4wjwF
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyESCKXKGP
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OpO0hXC3E
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看新聞有感。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3Ffe7hsvF
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVGoZtr8HD
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「關於雪的聯想」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj79xfKlhi
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkvRpIrcsW
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC8T3H0ueh
乾澀的，卻熱和著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NEfFOtVok
『你聽』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0KFytjcod
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpBRNbTw8K
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiNE2EadmB
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45Y5eg4nPW
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『踏雪無聲』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFAgWUTjwD
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乍然寂靜無聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviHZVuvE8n
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vAIG7E2cd
他張大眼，張口不能言。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQWw4iRhsr
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzojEuupUrV
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAji6168SHC
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJehy4WnDS7
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlC7GBRZme
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『請幸福的……』17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFCFXZnHNa
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73klDsNJYA
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6hDAndRMU
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbAErhfPL7
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dbpKFk1cu
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwVpbOd1YP
我無法相信話語的真實。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQztJmN71G
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我知道，你愛我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBBpN0dUCV
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3e5ODKsSa
我當然也從你口裡聽到。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZmNVP9ELp
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0PwN0C3XJ
你總是會說：「我愛你。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQgWUwcPy1
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是的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAGMutEGIX
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0c9RfwxHm
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhCyzKO8kh
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONPJAs5FqX
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uDG2vRVCf
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZs3Id2xyM
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TJ4qCC6Na
然後他又重複了一次。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DXsxpJlCg
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WNmfm5hIn
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWj6QVsqGr
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz5rF3AB5Y
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8fc8Dy0b6
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6ZJQX9rdJ
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVIv7iH68q
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6poC8m43x9
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CiNm0efzg
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因為太感同身受了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkhzF4WvdR
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk7LglyurX
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA2FeAqWIc
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F72iCRD7g
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldZIaM4O4L
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrulGsKvwB
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eD04KMCB1
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gJCQOiww8
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6KUfhWAXw
他始終是，一個人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOg1wkmB7G
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31wVLy68Wb
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJP8aJzwfq
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他決定要去旅行。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UBPKT32AP
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7JxsCCtm0
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路德也許會生氣吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHkxdQQhm0
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGOjM1smzq
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRccIotzR19
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL5sE2n8Ts
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIGqD9Vb9x
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdToXUCzXv
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNv2Y0cTOy
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbav11difai
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpEKKGGsIX
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OglSld7B4
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFFBHMwudV
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZDCrGfTsI
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLLEGUjIJR
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMKJxlL2bl
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzX8ffqCEG
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOoCAiFTTn
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他收起相片，忖思。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JNGisQEIU
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC08MCRiiVW
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kLOKzNq3n
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaV8FJzioK
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