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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj689oZoA2J
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdqlJdIqmL
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbjdeqzfeJ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUSK9tlFsN
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4dh6q2oNu
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVChYGXHsN9
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『給十年後未來的你』15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWOQmL7Svz
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZqUc9z3sF
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a3PW95Br7
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rr01S3MT6
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX4nYEk4tu
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpixx5YzNCt
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxIwSfoZZ9
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『不要哭。』15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFoGxktyOL
最後，兄長只是這麼說。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4dbUd8hG1
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Glkh4UKnI
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxOO3CAXkd
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBmvDD55fI
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到底過了多久呢？15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dw4J7RjId
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGvwsu6x5u
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9mcQr0IED
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2olytwhkbZ
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2ialB1S8a
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他拼命的挖土。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjQpkP2ZkZ
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjZztycQ43
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqoziewO7l
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO8lyXWpmW
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFYHeyyVNj
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoekmWFieP8
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ7b0z0ITL
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Ij6bkg39
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNbY71eKzV
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiLZApCdGt
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7YM8XFy6U
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37J22DhZFp
乾澀的，卻熱和著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzXV1z4Xjz
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乍然寂靜無聲。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs00QyHeLJP
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YCHQQuhNo
他張大眼，張口不能言。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6krHYSXBQA
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVRxbd0TRP
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQMQfNXSXw
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwujsSXNjb
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV71KrkupX4
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『請幸福的……』15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4OZ11kby0
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqvRgMIVYC
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0cwEQOu2k
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPSeJ8dt8V
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVhAnKTVib
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpsOhOUFZo
我無法相信話語的真實。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxddmYsNKZO
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我知道，你愛我。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsG8TQ12gY
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ4wa2qxP2
我當然也從你口裡聽到。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelwiJWC0Ev
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VJiiD5RBb
你總是會說：「我愛你。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fN6z7iNRf
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是的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpduvTZLVxq
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn935CeMhO4
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA7m9fbI4Y
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJTzbxnlqg
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xtSVRePwB
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81FL7RcnOv
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRkx4Lmi6J
然後他又重複了一次。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc9XCzNiCj
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneHkQZflV9
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C8S9uVlCm
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2RiJdTg0i
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BB3jXo7xe
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「十年」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L2iMj5EDi
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H5ZmzHeiK
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZElVxM5hWT
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES2KqGLbbJ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkXjYPDZGD
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因為太感同身受了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkLDwT7MEm
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtBI46VCdv
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbeROX3yhC
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtLQw8ik8B
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1Pn1vP6ol
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ4jvMVz2D
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEzrDGenfY
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrXYj6Evi8
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vP8QkS4Nh
他始終是，一個人。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NkQS6IHfN
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuIwS7pOWl
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPpzHTMpgk
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他決定要去旅行。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRMgtdrF0F
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtiHxOy1F4
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路德也許會生氣吧。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYq7run93S
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BEIBrGqfv
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2BYrSvIGS
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaE08F1pFr
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILBW0uwptJ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzJycgwPwA
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtJWvX23VX
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1fnW2zMgE
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsbQBwihFF
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsBiqrfmDp
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTzLHpc2Q3
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxPStJhm3h
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe55wLuNAQY
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw0MWxSapQ
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdCPlDs8qo
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyA1kYFLKl
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他收起相片，忖思。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA6Mm6IWY4
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y8rcWYLKH
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL48aMfg7Mj
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozqJtHaYAu
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