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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6Xoak7Uef
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIuzDYmk3D
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cdQCapdiY
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ7cPFyVxJ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb1Z4QqyJm
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW414rVDsLC
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdIKMpOlZD
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKI2LzvzCk
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCclL5qyVB
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbkmHNTIQm
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp0UZNQeDi
至今回想卻支離破碎。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6vUO915wM
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7E2MQJrMY
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzbVef9pt
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlmyMD5IuY
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl8Kv51Ras
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdrVL9FRTh
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『不要哭。』10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38CM9A8bPG
最後，兄長只是這麼說。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TYXPi3art
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3rdMhZE9B
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvOJsiqVTK
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrIgIcPkOF
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到底過了多久呢？10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjorS3vo0s
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtoTohr2jk
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMhkWo61Ii
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eJVhurfT7
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LIxujWSmg
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他拼命的挖土。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qClYIPLO4
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGSDFMxvlU
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq4QJULbU7
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr1NJM5LEP
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVawXnQkbR
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsarF7rL5S
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlqWgQZOfJ
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPhMRaMSkX
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHgLk2fVrZ
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看新聞有感。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5k8MADISw
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y9mMjk6gw
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXy3JOcs6l
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO2y4bX40B
乾澀的，卻熱和著。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV3bqXc8w4
『你聽』10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP7ddCjqHS
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgilPqdEoT
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtU6g9piF9
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcvdTSSslw
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乍然寂靜無聲。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDq7JmemYj
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRXijrf0DN
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1vQTrA5RD
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「遙遠的童話故事」10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v5IWY6kyL
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKADKD9Ivh
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kr0UMF2Ur
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdVjy4hD89
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『請幸福的……』10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOiroyN2Gp
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Ov5nYtxX
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RwrCeAo8g
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoyhWHhlZy
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V3tmw65ck
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwKDzgYPDN
我無法相信話語的真實。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObk7bsDwvC
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我知道，你愛我。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYaWP83mNd
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH7I1QaVbk
我當然也從你口裡聽到。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1kfBfSk0h
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K1JV4Bsjk
你總是會說：「我愛你。」10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHT1E02qBS
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是的。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCGt9dMnpI
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5xcICRQ2U
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9u1dohEXv
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaTKPEejuP
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUZes3ZA2E
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7kVM1Z9Rj
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5aGDEdmuW
然後他又重複了一次。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJEZxLZeUz
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDbjFDlBVQ
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlSwAO5PYI
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83Zv24qCvO
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbiU6BLNAj
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kCgD32UoG
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguhoofjIBN
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBlZdgFXxh
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMtJhsQPHK
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因為太感同身受了。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBdkYmtwCT
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjllCXHRuDP
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvX0Ho5I8N
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk79PBp279
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy5PrXElhs
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE5h4rPuK8
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuaanQw68h
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNobiawUaZ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ743koG9l6s
他始終是，一個人。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5afWZi7ge
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4eG5mxazC
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGNrUveqNZ
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他決定要去旅行。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1WCsXVGaJ
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2UGRTKACy
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路德也許會生氣吧。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO7u1G8Eb0
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWDiexgXno
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwWzo9NNPe
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtCWYeiFoM
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DG71H70Qj
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AI7CUa7Gx
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I5Oz1obVY
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen2fYeiywd
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTVtYPRRBc
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZrCpzQJRH
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gdRtGRoZZ
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n0zvfyGpf
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4thypqZ5b
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS7x4v4SJB
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc2XewxhhD
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAPZYals9J
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他收起相片，忖思。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRptLfDJbq
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwSgnpkXSG
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDldCDRl6OQ
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoIWpE7JZo
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