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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRetRGMOrJe
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我怎麼能悔恨。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4RiXJvorV
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2okQrTjVAU
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錯過與放棄。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2wwCY9k0S
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT20SpHN0lC
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds3npQZ0zS
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『If……』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVJGml5wYD
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxFz9rEXLW
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnNghRCbba
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuuIOgqLYQ
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30eSKlpL80
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yKX6aKAg2
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTAUfwkq5x
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『給十年後未來的你』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLT1mwfjd5
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC3XdslITp
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BOqTXCM2h
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuExj1Wb5
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD6O3oMM72
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gKY43vEdd
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDTtC6br81
至今回想卻支離破碎。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWyrKpI0TD
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKEttN2pF4
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzlwp85x3K
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YHPAOG0KB
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早就該死亡了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZwHsyRUAa
早就該離開了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ3syU03lv
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早就什麼也無法碰觸了……21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibIM5FNX7n
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz6y8Yovdh
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2dYKfgex
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnIK6ue8Aw
為什麼不能忍耐呢……21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wL9XfIfSq
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuHERzTgoG
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『不要哭。』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7bQYu3Elu
最後，兄長只是這麼說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJo1xPoT3M
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8kLxSQIwr
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj1yzBIRrm
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpZYOFUFef
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到底過了多久呢？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIfyIS9mSG
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIRutOvAiJ
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZglsubLFx8
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrRregBiN1
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHGC7RihL6
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他拼命的挖土。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5smODE5HM
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelF93XEada
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI23PIh8jjw
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAStxFCmg9
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpAe4fQ1eO
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAcQsDtIiT
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKNAou4gJu
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzGsqBKVVk
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdJhVQNGFg
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看新聞有感。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVpurA9BUM
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zYqya7mKz
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqMfcSHv1n
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsVqDGP6Pd
乾澀的，卻熱和著。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntMesWCf72
『你聽』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIGaHu78Ub
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxNj7ZOoPY
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4giEaovMcx
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『踏雪無聲』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLjjzyg7BH
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乍然寂靜無聲。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhspw59vQlU
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q6vH95mht
他張大眼，張口不能言。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANZLAt2bgR
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG6TwXiCVx
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubSdn3zkff
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhoDpTjGty
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qaX8Gxjlr
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『請幸福的……』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjWtp2nKol
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpAjMBRciK
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG6ZT7qKsT
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg51Vuq9OCV
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKgKdaYuQd
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxqRrjoOU2
我無法相信話語的真實。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCVwS8Okuu
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我知道，你愛我。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz9dC9QN9R
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHvHtqqYO3
我當然也從你口裡聽到。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIgOPwC92J
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFtXmpHJUZ
你總是會說：「我愛你。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lFm9dgGeo
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是的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCcA48KnPf
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXWqOg0npx
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKtCGb0LCZ
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyVuO5V0PQ
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfB43jPX1r
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『後日談』21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvk904W5Ia
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6wFCytBnL
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFd9K4tX34
然後他又重複了一次。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRwp8hlR1f
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKFmaoowjY
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj0MpN8ZBT
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQLb9uMP6f
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfGU3FgoHq
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「十年」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd4nNwcc0R
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGjhdMtLZ6
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWlcdnLlV9
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k2tiBA9fG
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb3qJIfCbr
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因為太感同身受了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitZ3ayVuhp
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2JjKVjrbB
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLELZHVnjCV
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlVpiTxOil
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtNgdJyxVZ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM2xFhnvJv
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgxlj3BJ1r
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVppHImQnZc
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GRz1LfF6h
他始終是，一個人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmaz5iJTsV
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3tmN3pfwR
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgo4iwySaW
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他決定要去旅行。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypVsP4yEmO
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UTSFuyOBs
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路德也許會生氣吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRCAp5urSk
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6knNWX3uXI
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2EzdEo0ck
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuMUeTa4PG
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubJe3LNlcE
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqcSgd8IzG
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU3ismzdMV
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8glymbv9lg
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrPoc5LSF2
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8UqHWGtqP
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL57rci0hU
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Gm5tA41W
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrbFoxax61
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqjdXMXr9A
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBMEKgykmz
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglmcJsApRg
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他收起相片，忖思。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl4iZV73QZ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrscXFxl4Z
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS8zJkcYro
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw6EY6Glk0
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