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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3cg8euhBg
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GNnItbWrT
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgX2fj5mcm
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQrGV3iyfT
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd50u92lyj
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMWxUEmvFR
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwW8B0TZsB
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXwvWSFye0
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5tHQ1w1v1
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8zglOQWuR
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『不要哭。』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pgDtGTUU3
最後，兄長只是這麼說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOfEEwH5ZU
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaOur8DxGl
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6imq6HYVPq
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWZKZ5LJPc
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到底過了多久呢？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmUsGiaO9f
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUue6OjS4V5
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXnkriZSg5
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67IWvmk0w0
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd70ys65TH8
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他拼命的挖土。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30jLFhDNIQ
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1Oa6q8aMb
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9nnFH96tH
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFsO2DVZWL
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMI2eoPHJV
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3oP8B5c46
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGROCf12nT
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFYQbM4jEm
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yWxesRWv1
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgVA0Uso1V
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVIZS7fDxE
乾澀的，卻熱和著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjUINLdpiv
『你聽』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZcyCJbhxM
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『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5drudooWl
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『踏雪無聲』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTE738NphX
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路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Mh1PLuf2
他張大眼，張口不能言。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuCMvJSKsQ
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyuSOcZ7r1
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ8pVKc6Lq
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1Gl91xpbj
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB5VRuP4w1
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『請幸福的……』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOvt1p1Vf
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiyWUnRaBF
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmZDlFHjET
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUR06iLy9x
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z2pyvwnMF
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74RZoAM8N5
我無法相信話語的真實。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbs79UAy8B
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我知道，你愛我。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxIeammdyg
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4gVb2ljIR
我當然也從你口裡聽到。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oijXT9Kx3
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnspSwZSl9u
你總是會說：「我愛你。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd1vzJf1eV
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是的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7aRaWi3iG
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ykCsiyv0W
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1606ixYCjr
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwOWD4YYMn
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbHAZlPfTK
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEDA5wRqUc
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKIQ5WqidY
然後他又重複了一次。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqtfPVJFCP
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzXqSPLXLF
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpUzg83nL5
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vRG07Kii2
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTThhYd4GaQ
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzum5O6dWvL
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yHA2YGmcl
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh379C3gZ1
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoKiVMMpB7
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因為太感同身受了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPNgy0AtHA
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODknuFOc5m
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaONYMioCsZ
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYu09yqYir
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn8uT1Dzrn
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX4YNfETIY
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudMktbflVZ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkXPHRpBGS
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEDE7BeSWC
他始終是，一個人。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH2qUS1tjC
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIXz3iULmu
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu9vV1YU1T
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他決定要去旅行。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WFz0OUzlk
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7tXZixjbM
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路德也許會生氣吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhEhTpwj5r
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMItQYCgkw
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhww8iMC16m
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfmvg5C5zc
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2kVF9ghmT
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbQrSbwtfo
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTiYWDf92x
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt7VCqj55I
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXj3odZZw8
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodW8IZ6ncd
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LEPZWwUFL
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxIexpIu7O
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81nOdg2XQh
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNZxCwYxDB
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQS1OiXlU8
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcZhuyN1oa
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他收起相片，忖思。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZNYkbIBni
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUTKb16vuY
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIGckpWCs0
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvIYUabMNH
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