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母親的反應和我預料的不太一樣。我設想過她或者會大發雷霆,也設想過她或者根本無所謂我離開與否,可是現在這樣算哪樣?我又應該答「是」還是「不是」?8964 copyright protection51PENANAMMkUg4UCx6 維尼
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「北歸。」我聽見她說,想:被叫全名真是世上極可怕的事之一了。8964 copyright protection51PENANAwBlXHbRgSM 維尼
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我第一次看見母親如此歇斯底里。即使是父親離開以後失魂落魄的時期,母親也從未表現得如此失態過。8964 copyright protection51PENANAZozYf2GaCl 維尼
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她的眼珠佈滿紅血絲,頭髮扯得一地都是,就像一頭完全失去理智的野獸。8964 copyright protection51PENANA50Kedph0aF 維尼
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她大喊,她哭,她用憤怒又悲傷的眼神看着我,可是我實在沒有辦法共情。8964 copyright protection51PENANAiqUOgdNEKf 維尼
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我很想問她:那麼我呢?我又做錯甚麼了嗎?8964 copyright protection51PENANAY8jVCssZLj 維尼
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我也難過的,我也想哭的,可是難道你走不出來,我就要跟著你一起受罪嗎?我不過是想往前走啊,我也好不容易才終於、能、走到這裏的。8964 copyright protection51PENANAtyIf6bT1uM 維尼
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我試著叫她冷靜一點,卻反而起了反作用。她質問我「現在是要她閉嘴的意思嗎」。8964 copyright protection51PENANAPmhcogGZUM 維尼
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我意識到現在根本沒有辦法和母親溝通,「離開這裏」的想法於是越滾越大。8964 copyright protection51PENANAs9bwnOBJth 維尼
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離大門的門把其實只有一步之遙,可是我發現自己好累,累到已經連逃跑的力氣都沒有了。8964 copyright protection51PENANAa970loMCLE 維尼
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就這樣一直靜靜地看著母親發瘋,心中明明有想要駁斥的話卻怎樣也說不出口,於是堆積的話語堵在心頭,使血液與氧氣都難以流動。8964 copyright protection51PENANAmvO8ZtEfQf 維尼
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好窒息,好想逃,該怎麼辦?一方面這樣想,另一把聲音卻說「但其實也都,沒有所謂了吧」。8964 copyright protection51PENANAoj9Ila2bMb 維尼
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委屈後知後覺地湧上心頭,可我喉嚨中的兩道摺疊似乎又閉合了一點,連嗚咽都憋不出來。8964 copyright protection51PENANAN8LMgAnr9w 維尼
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我想逃,但其實根本沒有「逃」這個選項。8964 copyright protection51PENANAncUCNnvKBE 維尼
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「如果不是你,你爸用得着為了那麼一點錢離開我嗎?」她說。8964 copyright protection51PENANA8jxbkV9AzX 維尼
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「如果不是你……」她說。8964 copyright protection51PENANAOzfr3AWqcW 維尼
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她在哭,死命地哭,從心臟抽出血液來充當淚水。8964 copyright protection51PENANAartdM231gl 維尼
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淚水一滴一滴打落在乾旱的地上,壓得卡在地縫的小草彎低腰來,瘦小的身軀晃動幾秒,最後索性放棄掙扎。8964 copyright protection51PENANAwBGFrJuKiz 維尼
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太陽打下讓人暈眩的倒影,死神喃喃着我聽不懂的話語。8964 copyright protection51PENANAkotyd2q3zJ 維尼
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我要死。我想死。我想念南姐姐。有誰能來救救我。有誰能來救救我?8964 copyright protection51PENANApIaVDYoQrj 維尼
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母親還在哭,我無法對此視而不見。說到底,我做不到去恨我的母親,因為就算她現在變成怎麼樣,她曾經也對我很好、很好,這是不變的事實。8964 copyright protection51PENANAC8Cwctqy1O 維尼
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可是我做不到繼續愛她了,這才是最最糟糕的。8964 copyright protection51PENANAo6lbSllS85 維尼
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