飯後陪宋星連回酒店的路上，宋雪迎依舊機不離手，凝重的小臉仔細查看網上每一個貼文。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KcqV0HQYe
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「你到底在看甚麼？」宋星連放下手中的平板，湊過去宋雪迎身邊看看她的屏幕，「這樣找，能比我派人去更快？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jwbWgnKgP
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「嗯。」宋雪迎忙碌的眼睛離不開畫面，「這次有影帝去拍攝，所以很多粉絲會跟著，也許會拍到的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9UmycGaDF
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「那是影帝的粉絲，又不是那小子的。」宋星連嗤了一聲，不相信這方法有用。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR1yVNKhAa
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「會有的。」宋雪迎肯定地說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEwrcasF2P
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這方法其實是阮勛教她的。因為顧澤之外型出眾，經常被路人拍到，公司的人就要這樣找到顧澤之的照片，然後要求對方刪掉。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgc0P4o8Eh
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所以只要比顧澤之公司那些人更快找到，她就能知道顧澤之最新的消息。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKmyNnbnmJ
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每當她想顧澤之想到忍不住的時候，總會這樣瘋狂地翻找，轉移自己注意力之餘，偶爾也能從照片裡找到顧澤之的身影。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYwuYCeZlR
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她不斷往下滑，大半都是影帝在片場拍攝，看回放，跟工作人員交流的照片，很少有其他人物出現。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD3XIhUzZu
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她沒有放棄，繼續往下看。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lLzTm54ot
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這時螢幕頭頂顯示有新的貼文上載了，是一條影片，她趕忙點進去看看。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5B5PYZN6M
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酒吧裡光影交錯，五光十色的閃燈劃過，影帝坐在中央，旁邊摟著一個女人，儒雅地舉杯跟一眾工作人員祝酒。他們身後的舞池人影重疊搖晃，音樂聲大得鏡頭都在震動。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4frWbwyTy
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鏡頭往旁邊晃了晃，露出了這桌和舞池之間的一桌，眨眼間閃過一抹沉黑的男人身影，疊著腿靠在沙發上，修長的手指握著酒杯灌下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAE2hN5q1u
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這段畫面大概只有一秒多，幾乎是一瞬即逝，不仔細看根本不會發現鏡頭攝入了這麼一個人影。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiBeq8MgiO
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但是她看到了，那是顧澤之。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvmb9SlrLm
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他怎麼喝酒了？他很少喝的⋯⋯53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1110Fd9xI
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宋雪迎的心臟捏緊了，又想起第一次看見顧澤之喝醉酒，他瘋狂失控的模樣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavwl7LcoLL
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那晚他們剛訂婚，她以為是別人起哄，他才喝了那麼多的酒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfX5Iap0yQ
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她只是想把解酒藥送給他，但他用盡狠勁抓住她，不讓她進入那個房間。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXNSM7pobV
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他用了太多力氣，不久就開始站不穩，高大的身軀就要倒下，宋雪迎一驚，趕忙抱住他的腰身，吃力將他扶回房間。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKhLaK4W5z
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「為甚麼⋯⋯為甚麼你總是在我眼前出現？」顧澤之滿臉漲紅，腳步浮游，眼神凌亂哀怨，全然沒有了平常的冷靜平穩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ21qybyoB
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「我先帶你回房間好不好⋯⋯」宋雪迎力氣小，幾乎撐不住顧澤之沉重的身軀，舉步維艱，腳踝歪了歪，忍不住低呼了聲，「啊⋯⋯澤⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh2MQz1oKN
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顧澤之聽見她的喊聲眼皮一掀，忽而又痛苦了起來，緊捏著眉頭直起身，抓住她的肩膀，逼她看著他的雙眼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9AkWf7K5U
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「澤⋯⋯之⋯⋯你先放開我⋯⋯」她不知道顧澤之怎麼突然這樣，很慌張地無力掙扎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFiIvh6sg8
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「你到底想要甚麼？」顧澤之胸膛起伏，猩紅的雙眼變得狂野，理智失去了控制，似是要將所有發洩在宋雪迎身上，「我到底要怎麼做，才能將你從我的腦袋裡趕出去！你告訴我！」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62QXGSwjFw
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「澤之⋯⋯是我⋯⋯」宋雪迎眼角冒淚，覺得自己的肩骨就要被捏碎，「我是雪迎⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQUrI3fi1Z
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正當她以為顧澤之會清醒鬆開之際，卻只換來他更用力的緊箍，還有語無倫次，「不！你不可能是⋯⋯！你說謊！」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQaO0QpsoN
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宋雪迎幾乎睜不開眼，「我真的是⋯⋯你先看看我⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBCapc6Zdg
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「不可能⋯⋯！你不可能是她⋯⋯！」顧澤之嘶吼著，手指捏得發白。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyHKQ1Mlez
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「澤⋯⋯！」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgfEWbMRyH
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顧澤之突然又失去了力氣，無力地掛在她身上，宋雪迎幾乎向後倒下，很勉強才撐住自己回抱著他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGqPkCsuLd
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他啞著聲，「為甚麼⋯⋯為甚麼留下的是我⋯⋯為甚麼⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSnqiGXQTc
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宋雪迎也哽咽了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWB26vURTp
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他痛徹心扉的呼喊讓她心痛，咽下喉嚨裡的酸澀，啞聲說出那讓他失控的單詞，「阿澤⋯⋯是我⋯⋯我在這裡⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT0ghPIzaQ
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他喝了那麼多的酒，不是別人強求，而是他不想繼續清醒下去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf0cURelu5
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「阿澤⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJwFNKgRFy
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彷彿只有這樣，他才能從幻象中見她一面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB94NwXkDZ
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顧澤之聽見後緊緊摟住她，腦袋埋在她的肩窩摩挲，沙啞的聲音痛苦喚道，「你去了哪裡。為甚麼現在才出現⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXWwfHYBqN
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「我在⋯⋯我在這裡⋯⋯」宋雪迎顫著聲，溫柔安撫著他的後背，「沒事了⋯⋯我在這裡⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpnwMbkyin
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「周雪瑩⋯⋯拜託你⋯⋯不要再讓我一個人背負這些⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAOeggRDvN
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他懷裡的宋雪迎合上眼，緊緊閉著嘴巴不讓聲音發出，嬌軟的小掌顫抖著抱緊他的後背，眼角落下溫熱的淚水。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuqVSHKIDQ
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