顧澤之帶著宋雪迎去了一家西餐廳，因為他常來所以有個私人包間，還沒進門就有人來招待進去。剛坐下，服務員就過來遞上餐牌，顧澤之神緒淡然，示意把餐牌給宋雪迎，讓她選她想吃的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzOa1klRdi
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宋雪迎怔了怔，本來第一次跟顧澤之外出已經又驚又喜，怕自己穿得不好看戰戰兢兢，現在顧澤之竟然主動讓她點菜，更是令她受寵若驚。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD6n9WcauT
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她小心接過，看了顧澤之一眼，才又低頭仔細地閱讀餐牌。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoDymJ0obe
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最後她選了一瓶紅酒，是顧澤之經常喝的那個年份和品牌。後面她又點了幾道前菜，兩份牛排，部位、品種、熟度，都是按照顧澤之的口味。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1N1t7WmqW
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顧澤之聽著，挑眉。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6yjg8fWbi
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等服務員走後，他才開口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj9Z1BTiV4
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「讓你選你想吃的，怎麼還是選我喜歡的？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgmR4hXPeh
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宋雪迎淺笑，「沒關係，你喜歡的我也都喜歡。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcj5bo1d8h
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顧澤之一頓，「我喜歡甚麼，你都知道？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81AnlOZpuP
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「大部分吧。」她謙虛不敢邀功。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJjLAtcDVm
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顧澤之挑了下眉，突然有些好奇，這女人是不是真的那麼了解他，「說來聽聽。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlUaKlypTN
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「嗯⋯⋯」要說的有些多，宋雪迎不知該從何說起，猶豫幾番還是算了，決定想到甚麼就說甚麼，「你喜歡吃辣的，但不能太辣，有時候沒胃口，就會想吃點雞絲麵那種清淡的⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsMD8Tw7gE
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不知道是不是怕說錯，宋雪迎聲音有點輕，說的時候微微低著頭，視線釘在銀白的桌布上，兩隻手緊攏在一起，不敢看著顧澤之。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgyZtG88vG
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「⋯⋯早上起來你一定要喝三杯美式咖啡，豆子要選淺培、日曬的，要是中午要開會不能吃飯，就要喝一杯用波蘭牛奶泡出來的拿鐵，配兩塊英國皇室御用品牌的餅乾，巧克力原味各一⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuN5rNy42e
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顧澤之靜靜注視著對頭的女人。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbN4ELgim4
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她說的入迷，樣子很享受，如數家珍，彷彿只要是關於他的起居飲食，愛好習慣，她都能鉅細無遺，盡然訴說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXMvfkUqUA
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「⋯⋯七天裡面的領帶顏色不能重複，不能有花紋，深淺程度要配合整套西裝，近乎灰的黑色是首選，卡其色絕對不行，鮮色系的更加不行，繫領帶的時候只能八分緊，不然你的脖子很容易發紅⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGR6GR6ksb
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說到細節處，她還會不自覺勾著笑，像是很欣慰自己沒有漏掉這些，也很在乎這些看似不重要的小事情。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CqgFN6AcW
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她認真地數算，每一句都順暢不帶猶豫，像是個背熟了考題的孩子，早已複習過了上百萬遍。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxcZasJbId
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他們一起生活不過兩年，他自己也數不清的事，這個女人竟能觀察如此入微，還一一記在心裡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeTy7WvDzM
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「⋯⋯大概就是這些吧。」宋雪迎說完，悄悄觀察了下顧澤之的表情，發現他有些走神，瞬間抱歉了起來，「對不起澤之，是不是我說太久了？我顧著說，沒注意到。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNspruhaPZ
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顧澤之抬了下眼，這才回過神來，隨意應道，「沒甚麼，在想阮勛該跟你學習而已。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMZRsq9wOp
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「怎麼會！」宋雪迎瞪大眼睛，急忙擺手，「我做的這些都是小事，誰都能做，但阮秘書不一樣，他要幫你打理公司，不是隨便哪個人就能代替的⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWD9KK5tSH
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顧澤之垂眸，目光掃過垂下胸口的領帶，眼底溢出了點可笑的神色，用只有自己才聽見的聲線說，「是嗎。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBY5lBA2qh
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沉默頃刻，他拿過酒杯，抬手，沒有多停頓就灌進嘴裡，杯裡是滿的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg0Wia0odi
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宋雪迎驚了，伸手想阻止，但語氣不敢太重，「澤之⋯⋯你慢點⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwrICx7FJ2
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一乾而盡，顧澤之猛地放下酒杯，發出響亮哐的一聲。他眼皮垂了垂，手背擦過嘴，呼出的都是酒氣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv3vmnG2GX
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宋雪迎看他好像喝太急嗆到了，一下著急了，站起來走到顧澤之那邊，匆忙倒了一杯水遞給他，「澤之，來⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXx185nlj7
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「宋雪迎。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLoDqglQW7
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她拿著水杯的手在空中一懸。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF8ikQwv6P
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他低著頭，明明酒量比誰都要好，明明就喝了那麼一杯紅酒，緩緩吐出的聲音聽起來卻像是醉了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23MabYcaVo
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「對不起。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oxXlukjRm
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宋雪迎僵了僵，手一滑，差點把水濺到顧澤之身上。她趕忙定住心神，收了手，小心放下杯，擦了擦桌面的水漬。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLLbr1XjuD
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顧澤之跟她說⋯⋯49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeYZxJll2f
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擦著擦著，她的眼眶又紅了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDExD3xTskB
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「她的事，是我衝動了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82TgHJlfTr
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宋雪迎手一頓，眼眶的水氣一凝。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFuwQInjJu
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手背被溫熱的手掌包著，她呆著偏頭，對上男人深海般的瞳仁，溫度是暖的，沒有半點混濁，淺白的燈如日光滑過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1RbyDSbRl
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他眼神很清晰，看不出剛才曇花一現的醉意。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYbjNmikDS
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宋雪迎怔住，思緒是飄的，腳底有些浮，好一會兒才勉強找回自己的聲音，「不是的⋯⋯澤之⋯⋯我明白你的心情⋯⋯」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWLVam3A7r
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顧澤之的手握緊了，眼眸輕輕斂著，洩出幾分像夢境一樣的柔情，「那你能不能再給我一次機會？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNKHrQZFxn
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宋雪迎徹底呆住，「甚麼？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOLTsEMhad
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顧澤之眉眼撐著，閉唇緊緊合著牙齒，好一會兒才極慢地扯起薄唇，很輕地拖出一句話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8YmEvLRcU
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「我們，重新開始，好不好？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MWcHMgm4E
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她整個人都不鎮定了，侷促地吸了幾口氣，「為⋯⋯為甚麼？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePSyedpjEL
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明明前幾天他才⋯⋯他不是很恨她的嗎⋯⋯為甚麼突然間⋯⋯49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHSzpPQdDw
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宋雪迎怔住，不敢多想。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWkqacExOM
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顧澤之移開視線，像是在自嘲，「我知道這聽起來很不像話，但我爸媽罵了我很多東西，我起初聽不進耳，後來冷靜了才發現他們是對的。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzynnPC3RZH
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「你是我答應了要共度下半生的妻子，無論發生甚麼事，我都不應該輕易放棄我們之間的約定。」顧澤之說的不急不慢，語氣很緩，聽不出過多的情緒，「之前事情發生的太突然，我一時間消化不了，失了理智，傷害了你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tZkrjcREg
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宋雪迎聽著，有些暗喜，但又有些不好受，心情突然複雜了起來。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fxV650PH9
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他⋯⋯不愛周雪瑩了嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eYUy3QUhm
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顧澤之看得出她的猶豫，接著就說，「我很認真地想過了，我對她是愧疚，也是自責，只是因為害了她而心有不安。這些年過去，我跟她之間的感情早就沒了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoqScL3woq
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他抿起唇角，壓抑不住的情緒聽起來像是氣音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNyIkykYh6
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「現在我對你的感情，才是愛情。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdNa08wFO8
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