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「所以,這就是你今天是被他送回來的原因?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAh5oeVWIvL0
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聽完楚襄冉的敘述,黎法恩忍住大笑的衝動,邊攪拌爐子上燉煮的醬料邊詢問。10Please respect copyright.PENANANxd7rFMlb0
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「你們合好了?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAwwwsPAEoha
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「我不知道。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAKwl9TAWjLN
10Please respect copyright.PENANAa9TrE1TIFX
這樣算合好嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANASelWQeiNj4
10Please respect copyright.PENANAuCLR92zLC4
楚襄冉趴在開放式廚房的吧台上一臉苦惱。10Please respect copyright.PENANAHIG8rLZIbU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAXfbXrFSztj
反正他今天無論說什麼,結論總是被官玄默繞去『你怪我嗎?』或者是『我們還是朋友』,擺明了就是要他二選一,還一副如果自己責怪他,他就打算不停道歉的模樣。10Please respect copyright.PENANAq5P94GLmfK
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可是……說是合好,他從來也沒生過對方的氣,又哪裡來的原諒?就算當初看見那封信時,他也只是覺得透骨的涼,卻一點生氣的意思都沒有。10Please respect copyright.PENANAFbAJQPz5Ib
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況且比起對方沒有遵守約定的事,他更覺得愧疚……10Please respect copyright.PENANA6o1hrnBzVt
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如果當初不是因為他的鼓吹,說不定官玄默已經和向冬陽一起得到幸福了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAljk3ABOym1
10Please respect copyright.PENANACZypGA0Yyc
「唉……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAV1jfpvMYLa
10Please respect copyright.PENANAqGafmBYt56
重重的嘆了口氣,楚襄冉難得顯露出煩躁的模樣。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdLxJbdrTRi
10Please respect copyright.PENANAIMkApM8Q78
為什麼官玄默不肯就這樣放棄呢?反正都已經那麼久沒見面了,以後不再繼續牽扯下去也沒什麼關係啊!10Please respect copyright.PENANAzMj8cTauH1
10Please respect copyright.PENANAKWtvyxlkHS
「或許對方是真的很重視你?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAGS7Hulycaf
10Please respect copyright.PENANAkMBxBfzZEM
黎法恩把散發出濃郁香氣的義大利麵呈裝在盤子裡之後,將盤子放到了還側趴在吧台上的楚襄冉面前。10Please respect copyright.PENANA8yRzPqX8zU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAPaRsYuZOo6
「如果他真的很重視你,你這樣逃避的態度不也同時在傷害對方?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAxVSr41xjZ2
10Please respect copyright.PENANAYnGMu4lBEH
「法恩……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAqZP2buzM5E
10Please respect copyright.PENANARNa6DO0noK
抿住了唇,楚襄冉知道黎法恩說的話沒錯,可是……他想離開的原因,從來就不在官玄默是不是重視自己。10Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ48wzTzqw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAQZpTT7MiEN
他只是沒辦法原諒自己奪走了官玄默生命中很重要的人……也不想再嘗試手裡頭什麼也握不住的感覺了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAwrqSs1H7UK
10Please respect copyright.PENANAHyrVXiqkIo
「先吃飯,今天不准再熬夜了。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAwPfxhtP65h
10Please respect copyright.PENANALB1jTxDj1U
黎法恩把閃著銀亮光芒的叉子硬是塞到楚襄冉手中,然後自己也端了一盤麵在他身邊坐下。10Please respect copyright.PENANAeZTC8sjBHa
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMEcMTFZbGp
他沒有逼迫楚襄冉現在就一定要做出決定,也不想這麼做,畢竟這種事情也不可能說改變就改變,但是如果能讓楚襄冉再一次去嘗試著接觸……那也不見得是什麼壞事。10Please respect copyright.PENANAKbrWPZZTZj
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「反正你只要記得,這裡永遠都是你能回來的地方就好了。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAsNMcRploE3
10Please respect copyright.PENANAanvwT6b3j1
「法恩你還敢說,你到底是什麼時候跟官玄默聯絡上的?還有為什麼要告訴他我在哪裡?」10Please respect copyright.PENANA61dvBTIXkz
10Please respect copyright.PENANA8XroobVXiJ
害他本來以為自己有了庇護,結果竟然出賣他。10Please respect copyright.PENANAzYlfaS8rFz
10Please respect copyright.PENANAPHvBbtUSwn
「這個嘛……你知道是為什麼的。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAAxeiVANCFR
10Please respect copyright.PENANAeTz8uhD96M
黎法恩朝楚襄冉眨了眨眼,捲起盤中的義大利麵送入手中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAwMpWN1d69d
10Please respect copyright.PENANAeQUSKwRt0I
看得楚襄冉一陣嘆息。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdqR6pqrsQL
10Please respect copyright.PENANAoPq15TbVq3
「我早該知道你不會那麼好心。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAb03Gr6J5vX
10Please respect copyright.PENANAf9xU2YWw8G
竟然又只為了『有趣』兩個字把他給賣了……10Please respect copyright.PENANA29DdkotR1p
10Please respect copyright.PENANAJD4F1GMVp6
賭氣般的在捲起義大利麵時讓叉子摩擦到盤子發出刺耳的聲音,孩子氣的舉動讓黎法恩忍不住失笑,舉起手摸了摸楚襄冉的頭。10Please respect copyright.PENANA6IHXrf3GCZ
10Please respect copyright.PENANAoVJdbRfUec
「就說了我不是小孩了……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAjYjrJjAiVU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAvSmcStSgCp
嘟囔著抱怨,楚襄冉卻也沒有真的避開或打掉那隻在自己頭頂肆虐的大手。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOE51Iyebnw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAdkDBGHGOjk
「我說過了,在我面前,你永遠還只是個孩子……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAB5MN606qkA
10Please respect copyright.PENANAquaASKBaSn
所以,才會在不想讓自己受傷的同時卻也不希望自己傷害到別人,並且因此而掙扎不已……10Please respect copyright.PENANAS2BtCOc1Nn
10Please respect copyright.PENANA0rP3d8IGJa
被這樣子的安撫,楚襄冉沉默了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAh2rgqDoaBB
10Please respect copyright.PENANA7C0tdCJc5X
手上的叉子無意識的捲著麵條,他知道黎法恩點出來的是他沒有正視過的可能性,但是,他就是無法坦然接受官玄默的親近。10Please respect copyright.PENANAONNBetgpU6
10Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ1r6akw6f
看出了楚襄冉的遲疑,黎法恩沒有催促他要馬上做出結論,只是輕輕碰了下他的手,用肢體語言提醒他趁熱把晚餐吃完。10Please respect copyright.PENANApjKR0NAjkw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAb9dtooC4OG
雖然還需要一點時間,但是黎法恩知道,楚襄冉已經願意去想一些過去他沒有想過的事情。10Please respect copyright.PENANAZQRiEKsoNz
10Please respect copyright.PENANA7rmyMFgT1U
10Please respect copyright.PENANA4kr6Yw2m9o
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躺在床上卻輾轉反側,這是已經很久不曾發生在楚襄冉身上的事。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOaMCGZoQv0
10Please respect copyright.PENANAROgo4onGyq
最起碼,自從他被黎法恩帶回來之後,在這個幾乎已經被他當成了家的地方,他很少有真正睡不著的時候。10Please respect copyright.PENANA0mPsBbI2HD
10Please respect copyright.PENANAO4KnzGQSYW
為什麼官玄默這麼堅持的,要重新和他扯上關係呢?10Please respect copyright.PENANApyQ2NUbbJH
10Please respect copyright.PENANADgS4CPIecC
他是害向冬陽死去,害官玄默失去幸福的人不是嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANAQnxlNGjMLA
10Please respect copyright.PENANAwV9zQLN8j5
當初,官玄默選擇了直接離開……所以他也下定了決心,無論官玄默對自己有多重要,他都不能也不該出現在他的生活中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOqOBJG2YM7
10Please respect copyright.PENANAtmf6dFTpd7
他們已經不是能重新成為朋友的關係了,官玄默那些無法對他說出口的責備,還有那些他來不及對官玄默表達的歉疚,這一切……是他過去三年來不斷提醒自己不能忘記的事情。10Please respect copyright.PENANAaNIHCTf8SX
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可是……黎法恩卻告訴他,或許現在的他也正在傷害官玄默。10Please respect copyright.PENANADiu7WQSesg
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMH61X6ByJ1
「……玄默……你到底想要什麼……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAsxJgB030qL
10Please respect copyright.PENANATsuIgfl39L
楚襄冉茫然的看著窗外,遠離都市的獨棟建築在天氣好的時候可以看見些許星芒,只是現在的他完全沒有心情欣賞。10Please respect copyright.PENANAyFNtm673E7
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他不懂官玄默現在在想些什麼,不懂官玄默為什麼要對他說抱歉,不懂為什麼自己明明已經說了他們可以不用繼續當朋友,官玄默卻依然執著的告訴他他們還是朋友。10Please respect copyright.PENANAyVgLxuYlJB
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當初明明是官玄默選擇了離開,現在卻也是他選擇了尋找自己。10Please respect copyright.PENANAimuESJuwFy
10Please respect copyright.PENANATEn6fwW20q
楚襄冉不懂官玄默現在的想法,只覺得所有的一切好像都在失控,說了會幫助他的黎法恩現在也並不是完全的站在他這邊,甚至還有點樂觀其成的樣子,而這一切,都讓楚襄冉感到恐懼。10Please respect copyright.PENANAuONLj3lri8
10Please respect copyright.PENANA3dbIYmBeiE
害怕自己受傷,但是更害怕他會不會又在哪一天,傷害了誰?10Please respect copyright.PENANAnqmUlz7wQl
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMtkRcatReD
就算不是自願,就算那些不是他存心的,但是……他當初也並沒有想過,他的提議,會奪走向冬陽的生命。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOvWPROZuPA
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奪走了這個世界上,唯一不因為任何利益,而真正關心他的兩個人……10Please respect copyright.PENANAGNjcRKNmL9
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ns 15.158.61.55da2 10Please respect copyright.PENANAdxjQ5Jw36d
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「所以,這就是你今天是被他送回來的原因?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAh5oeVWIvL0
10Please respect copyright.PENANAAKrIkrJ9Si
聽完楚襄冉的敘述,黎法恩忍住大笑的衝動,邊攪拌爐子上燉煮的醬料邊詢問。10Please respect copyright.PENANANxd7rFMlb0
10Please respect copyright.PENANAvrt2310KDC
「你們合好了?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAwwwsPAEoha
10Please respect copyright.PENANAT6L3HIHFMK
「我不知道。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAKwl9TAWjLN
10Please respect copyright.PENANAa9TrE1TIFX
這樣算合好嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANASelWQeiNj4
10Please respect copyright.PENANAuCLR92zLC4
楚襄冉趴在開放式廚房的吧台上一臉苦惱。10Please respect copyright.PENANAHIG8rLZIbU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAXfbXrFSztj
反正他今天無論說什麼,結論總是被官玄默繞去『你怪我嗎?』或者是『我們還是朋友』,擺明了就是要他二選一,還一副如果自己責怪他,他就打算不停道歉的模樣。10Please respect copyright.PENANAq5P94GLmfK
10Please respect copyright.PENANAOvTKlpNAAz
可是……說是合好,他從來也沒生過對方的氣,又哪裡來的原諒?就算當初看見那封信時,他也只是覺得透骨的涼,卻一點生氣的意思都沒有。10Please respect copyright.PENANAFbAJQPz5Ib
10Please respect copyright.PENANAbPnbztUTRd
況且比起對方沒有遵守約定的事,他更覺得愧疚……10Please respect copyright.PENANA6o1hrnBzVt
10Please respect copyright.PENANA2RkAPSxbQx
如果當初不是因為他的鼓吹,說不定官玄默已經和向冬陽一起得到幸福了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAljk3ABOym1
10Please respect copyright.PENANACZypGA0Yyc
「唉……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAV1jfpvMYLa
10Please respect copyright.PENANAqGafmBYt56
重重的嘆了口氣,楚襄冉難得顯露出煩躁的模樣。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdLxJbdrTRi
10Please respect copyright.PENANAIMkApM8Q78
為什麼官玄默不肯就這樣放棄呢?反正都已經那麼久沒見面了,以後不再繼續牽扯下去也沒什麼關係啊!10Please respect copyright.PENANAzMj8cTauH1
10Please respect copyright.PENANAKWtvyxlkHS
「或許對方是真的很重視你?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAGS7Hulycaf
10Please respect copyright.PENANAkMBxBfzZEM
黎法恩把散發出濃郁香氣的義大利麵呈裝在盤子裡之後,將盤子放到了還側趴在吧台上的楚襄冉面前。10Please respect copyright.PENANA8yRzPqX8zU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAPaRsYuZOo6
「如果他真的很重視你,你這樣逃避的態度不也同時在傷害對方?」10Please respect copyright.PENANAxVSr41xjZ2
10Please respect copyright.PENANAYnGMu4lBEH
「法恩……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAqZP2buzM5E
10Please respect copyright.PENANARNa6DO0noK
抿住了唇,楚襄冉知道黎法恩說的話沒錯,可是……他想離開的原因,從來就不在官玄默是不是重視自己。10Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ48wzTzqw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAQZpTT7MiEN
他只是沒辦法原諒自己奪走了官玄默生命中很重要的人……也不想再嘗試手裡頭什麼也握不住的感覺了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAwrqSs1H7UK
10Please respect copyright.PENANAHyrVXiqkIo
「先吃飯,今天不准再熬夜了。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAwPfxhtP65h
10Please respect copyright.PENANALB1jTxDj1U
黎法恩把閃著銀亮光芒的叉子硬是塞到楚襄冉手中,然後自己也端了一盤麵在他身邊坐下。10Please respect copyright.PENANAeZTC8sjBHa
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMEcMTFZbGp
他沒有逼迫楚襄冉現在就一定要做出決定,也不想這麼做,畢竟這種事情也不可能說改變就改變,但是如果能讓楚襄冉再一次去嘗試著接觸……那也不見得是什麼壞事。10Please respect copyright.PENANAKbrWPZZTZj
10Please respect copyright.PENANAPZjvmWcgOK
「反正你只要記得,這裡永遠都是你能回來的地方就好了。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAsNMcRploE3
10Please respect copyright.PENANAanvwT6b3j1
「法恩你還敢說,你到底是什麼時候跟官玄默聯絡上的?還有為什麼要告訴他我在哪裡?」10Please respect copyright.PENANA61dvBTIXkz
10Please respect copyright.PENANA8XroobVXiJ
害他本來以為自己有了庇護,結果竟然出賣他。10Please respect copyright.PENANAzYlfaS8rFz
10Please respect copyright.PENANAPHvBbtUSwn
「這個嘛……你知道是為什麼的。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAAxeiVANCFR
10Please respect copyright.PENANAeTz8uhD96M
黎法恩朝楚襄冉眨了眨眼,捲起盤中的義大利麵送入手中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAwMpWN1d69d
10Please respect copyright.PENANAeQUSKwRt0I
看得楚襄冉一陣嘆息。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdqR6pqrsQL
10Please respect copyright.PENANAoPq15TbVq3
「我早該知道你不會那麼好心。」10Please respect copyright.PENANAb03Gr6J5vX
10Please respect copyright.PENANAf9xU2YWw8G
竟然又只為了『有趣』兩個字把他給賣了……10Please respect copyright.PENANA29DdkotR1p
10Please respect copyright.PENANAJD4F1GMVp6
賭氣般的在捲起義大利麵時讓叉子摩擦到盤子發出刺耳的聲音,孩子氣的舉動讓黎法恩忍不住失笑,舉起手摸了摸楚襄冉的頭。10Please respect copyright.PENANA6IHXrf3GCZ
10Please respect copyright.PENANAoVJdbRfUec
「就說了我不是小孩了……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAjYjrJjAiVU
10Please respect copyright.PENANAvSmcStSgCp
嘟囔著抱怨,楚襄冉卻也沒有真的避開或打掉那隻在自己頭頂肆虐的大手。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOE51Iyebnw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAdkDBGHGOjk
「我說過了,在我面前,你永遠還只是個孩子……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAB5MN606qkA
10Please respect copyright.PENANAquaASKBaSn
所以,才會在不想讓自己受傷的同時卻也不希望自己傷害到別人,並且因此而掙扎不已……10Please respect copyright.PENANAS2BtCOc1Nn
10Please respect copyright.PENANA0rP3d8IGJa
被這樣子的安撫,楚襄冉沉默了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAh2rgqDoaBB
10Please respect copyright.PENANA7C0tdCJc5X
手上的叉子無意識的捲著麵條,他知道黎法恩點出來的是他沒有正視過的可能性,但是,他就是無法坦然接受官玄默的親近。10Please respect copyright.PENANAONNBetgpU6
10Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ1r6akw6f
看出了楚襄冉的遲疑,黎法恩沒有催促他要馬上做出結論,只是輕輕碰了下他的手,用肢體語言提醒他趁熱把晚餐吃完。10Please respect copyright.PENANApjKR0NAjkw
10Please respect copyright.PENANAb9dtooC4OG
雖然還需要一點時間,但是黎法恩知道,楚襄冉已經願意去想一些過去他沒有想過的事情。10Please respect copyright.PENANAZQRiEKsoNz
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躺在床上卻輾轉反側,這是已經很久不曾發生在楚襄冉身上的事。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOaMCGZoQv0
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最起碼,自從他被黎法恩帶回來之後,在這個幾乎已經被他當成了家的地方,他很少有真正睡不著的時候。10Please respect copyright.PENANA0mPsBbI2HD
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為什麼官玄默這麼堅持的,要重新和他扯上關係呢?10Please respect copyright.PENANApyQ2NUbbJH
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他是害向冬陽死去,害官玄默失去幸福的人不是嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANAQnxlNGjMLA
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當初,官玄默選擇了直接離開……所以他也下定了決心,無論官玄默對自己有多重要,他都不能也不該出現在他的生活中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOqOBJG2YM7
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他們已經不是能重新成為朋友的關係了,官玄默那些無法對他說出口的責備,還有那些他來不及對官玄默表達的歉疚,這一切……是他過去三年來不斷提醒自己不能忘記的事情。10Please respect copyright.PENANAaNIHCTf8SX
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可是……黎法恩卻告訴他,或許現在的他也正在傷害官玄默。10Please respect copyright.PENANADiu7WQSesg
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「……玄默……你到底想要什麼……」10Please respect copyright.PENANAsxJgB030qL
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楚襄冉茫然的看著窗外,遠離都市的獨棟建築在天氣好的時候可以看見些許星芒,只是現在的他完全沒有心情欣賞。10Please respect copyright.PENANAyFNtm673E7
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他不懂官玄默現在在想些什麼,不懂官玄默為什麼要對他說抱歉,不懂為什麼自己明明已經說了他們可以不用繼續當朋友,官玄默卻依然執著的告訴他他們還是朋友。10Please respect copyright.PENANAyVgLxuYlJB
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當初明明是官玄默選擇了離開,現在卻也是他選擇了尋找自己。10Please respect copyright.PENANAimuESJuwFy
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楚襄冉不懂官玄默現在的想法,只覺得所有的一切好像都在失控,說了會幫助他的黎法恩現在也並不是完全的站在他這邊,甚至還有點樂觀其成的樣子,而這一切,都讓楚襄冉感到恐懼。10Please respect copyright.PENANAuONLj3lri8
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害怕自己受傷,但是更害怕他會不會又在哪一天,傷害了誰?10Please respect copyright.PENANAnqmUlz7wQl
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就算不是自願,就算那些不是他存心的,但是……他當初也並沒有想過,他的提議,會奪走向冬陽的生命。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOvWPROZuPA
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奪走了這個世界上,唯一不因為任何利益,而真正關心他的兩個人……10Please respect copyright.PENANAGNjcRKNmL9
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