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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWQLw0BDVhJ
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沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。12Please respect copyright.PENANAdcMZTYW2rR
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不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……12Please respect copyright.PENANAGxM862Uxsg
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOxa47fuxsc
光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZMLbPXSpPi
12Please respect copyright.PENANAPI7fcOJI98
窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAN6ErfgjgQ6
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為什麼?12Please respect copyright.PENANAxMLpgM4Ob7
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疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。12Please respect copyright.PENANASD1Xf6gsfw
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeVG3t5PNVl
然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANAdN8hwbDVgR
12Please respect copyright.PENANAt8PMvagNTG
「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAyjAwSxbbHi
12Please respect copyright.PENANAF9SHF3p4l3
幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。12Please respect copyright.PENANAOnkB8fNYPp
12Please respect copyright.PENANABwCKJuGdfE
「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAd2cApZZPnt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWzH9EHFD47
知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。12Please respect copyright.PENANAPt4VialoQ8
12Please respect copyright.PENANASYI1vWgpGG
這一次,他會好好遵守約定。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWhgGn3i0fw
12Please respect copyright.PENANAUDKfwEVWQi
手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。12Please respect copyright.PENANAaPsVhe3sXt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAzZksMMpF5O
楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAbF93ikzJye
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjg9f25Cf3h
原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAfmNIyZP6OC
12Please respect copyright.PENANAiacDsnm0ZY
知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAj8WuvCd7Fz
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但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMKjukKfYMY
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只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?12Please respect copyright.PENANA2d2SGkXy7J
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他無法判斷。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmUp8av9CrV
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他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。12Please respect copyright.PENANAgcgGFdfEet
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而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。12Please respect copyright.PENANAs3iPh7ZTHJ
12Please respect copyright.PENANAL9o0vrhxhX
向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzV7n9Cl1km
12Please respect copyright.PENANAgKSwGXvlu8
楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMFqAoJa1iy
12Please respect copyright.PENANASOwN3T9FMK
但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。12Please respect copyright.PENANAEYOCuuGSGt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0Egw45aF3
現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。12Please respect copyright.PENANA6HMnwsGs3y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAaW3AYOXT7G
他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。12Please respect copyright.PENANAj7hpYdqgHL
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而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。12Please respect copyright.PENANANvBDi1AuO7
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雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmSJocmCNwN
12Please respect copyright.PENANAml7XeW87Jf
所以……12Please respect copyright.PENANA7ygTcpSTgN
12Please respect copyright.PENANA3U5ix242Fd
「對不起,請再等我一下……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAYlh5AzqV9Y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAgHHqCFGPMz
輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWJMSp8XqZy
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWoAjNbLJbK
襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANAhXiNO42Hi3
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjwYGuKSWoS
他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。12Please respect copyright.PENANAItNqmiXqJr
12Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ma2voZrrH
「小冉睡了?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA2eYO1PHBOT
12Please respect copyright.PENANAofzUk5Itba
看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。12Please respect copyright.PENANAnOnpdug1pL
12Please respect copyright.PENANAq1H6F2YsRZ
聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMHWLIa46is
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnr0M0u93NK
楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……12Please respect copyright.PENANAd0Ss4cXVtj
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANARVir3JNKMJ
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……12Please respect copyright.PENANANgWQenMmsA
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAjMXeNGhyC8
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知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。12Please respect copyright.PENANArBF3jAlzmI
12Please respect copyright.PENANAg3TgGGTcjS
夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。12Please respect copyright.PENANAkYbuG87ejY
12Please respect copyright.PENANAwG7WAyxcZT
楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。12Please respect copyright.PENANA29SJ5ROl9s
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUrJ7xc3Tjg
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。12Please respect copyright.PENANA1VpyjytOJs
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。12Please respect copyright.PENANA2ysc3ZSaDe
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上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。
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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWQLw0BDVhJ
12Please respect copyright.PENANA3yzngVaJVo
沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。12Please respect copyright.PENANAdcMZTYW2rR
12Please respect copyright.PENANANrcaTjzcAR
不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……12Please respect copyright.PENANAGxM862Uxsg
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOxa47fuxsc
光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZMLbPXSpPi
12Please respect copyright.PENANAPI7fcOJI98
窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAN6ErfgjgQ6
12Please respect copyright.PENANAI3NS8ufGyd
為什麼?12Please respect copyright.PENANAxMLpgM4Ob7
12Please respect copyright.PENANAVTHWJDxrZi
疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。12Please respect copyright.PENANASD1Xf6gsfw
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeVG3t5PNVl
然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANAdN8hwbDVgR
12Please respect copyright.PENANAt8PMvagNTG
「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAyjAwSxbbHi
12Please respect copyright.PENANAF9SHF3p4l3
幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。12Please respect copyright.PENANAOnkB8fNYPp
12Please respect copyright.PENANABwCKJuGdfE
「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAd2cApZZPnt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWzH9EHFD47
知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。12Please respect copyright.PENANAPt4VialoQ8
12Please respect copyright.PENANASYI1vWgpGG
這一次,他會好好遵守約定。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWhgGn3i0fw
12Please respect copyright.PENANAUDKfwEVWQi
手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。12Please respect copyright.PENANAaPsVhe3sXt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAzZksMMpF5O
楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAbF93ikzJye
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjg9f25Cf3h
原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAfmNIyZP6OC
12Please respect copyright.PENANAiacDsnm0ZY
知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAj8WuvCd7Fz
12Please respect copyright.PENANAqHdZyfYhMc
但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMKjukKfYMY
12Please respect copyright.PENANA2EAe5GhFVx
只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?12Please respect copyright.PENANA2d2SGkXy7J
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeV2QOscb43
他無法判斷。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmUp8av9CrV
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他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。12Please respect copyright.PENANAgcgGFdfEet
12Please respect copyright.PENANA37yzHeWuay
而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。12Please respect copyright.PENANAs3iPh7ZTHJ
12Please respect copyright.PENANAL9o0vrhxhX
向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzV7n9Cl1km
12Please respect copyright.PENANAgKSwGXvlu8
楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMFqAoJa1iy
12Please respect copyright.PENANASOwN3T9FMK
但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。12Please respect copyright.PENANAEYOCuuGSGt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0Egw45aF3
現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。12Please respect copyright.PENANA6HMnwsGs3y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAaW3AYOXT7G
他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。12Please respect copyright.PENANAj7hpYdqgHL
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOkdad64u0N
而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。12Please respect copyright.PENANANvBDi1AuO7
12Please respect copyright.PENANApAcU5peUb2
雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmSJocmCNwN
12Please respect copyright.PENANAml7XeW87Jf
所以……12Please respect copyright.PENANA7ygTcpSTgN
12Please respect copyright.PENANA3U5ix242Fd
「對不起,請再等我一下……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAYlh5AzqV9Y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAgHHqCFGPMz
輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。12Please respect copyright.PENANAWJMSp8XqZy
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWoAjNbLJbK
襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANAhXiNO42Hi3
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjwYGuKSWoS
他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。12Please respect copyright.PENANAItNqmiXqJr
12Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ma2voZrrH
「小冉睡了?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA2eYO1PHBOT
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看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。12Please respect copyright.PENANAnOnpdug1pL
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聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMHWLIa46is
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楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……12Please respect copyright.PENANAd0Ss4cXVtj
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANARVir3JNKMJ
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……12Please respect copyright.PENANANgWQenMmsA
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAjMXeNGhyC8
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知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。12Please respect copyright.PENANArBF3jAlzmI
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夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。12Please respect copyright.PENANAkYbuG87ejY
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楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。12Please respect copyright.PENANA29SJ5ROl9s
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUrJ7xc3Tjg
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。12Please respect copyright.PENANA1VpyjytOJs
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。12Please respect copyright.PENANA2ysc3ZSaDe
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上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。