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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。22Please respect copyright.PENANApUtejw4KYT
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沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。22Please respect copyright.PENANAOHqDnHCSFk
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不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……22Please respect copyright.PENANApYjHInWL0k
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光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvmQ9YIADeh
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窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。22Please respect copyright.PENANAG8E568yfp0
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為什麼?22Please respect copyright.PENANAD35nedGOrn
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疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgjwIxgqvQz
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然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。22Please respect copyright.PENANA7UMbSuhbx6
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「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」22Please respect copyright.PENANAc6VpuPEo9i
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幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。22Please respect copyright.PENANA6qyeQmpL41
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「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」22Please respect copyright.PENANApUaBf7qDKf
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知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。22Please respect copyright.PENANAFT5t7QtHHb
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這一次,他會好好遵守約定。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgBMy76ThM9
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手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。22Please respect copyright.PENANAOynB3K2zhI
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楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。22Please respect copyright.PENANA5YRZcO0PdV
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原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。22Please respect copyright.PENANAUwro3gIXWN
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知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。22Please respect copyright.PENANACtRC4cUxYt
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但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。22Please respect copyright.PENANAkoAHdeYn8p
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只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?22Please respect copyright.PENANALV4jO5osPK
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他無法判斷。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvLXei7jYHl
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他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgSyxY7TFLy
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而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。22Please respect copyright.PENANAwTT0HBAMbP
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向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。22Please respect copyright.PENANAlAAWB4KStU
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楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。22Please respect copyright.PENANAATFZuuePcN
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但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。22Please respect copyright.PENANAhNSslWYqe4
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現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。22Please respect copyright.PENANAfzTDQfDBo9
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他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。22Please respect copyright.PENANADEpsfO7QGF
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而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。22Please respect copyright.PENANAJUXfatdqr4
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雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。22Please respect copyright.PENANAPdnhGinA8q
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所以……22Please respect copyright.PENANAAgm2qUeI4I
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「對不起,請再等我一下……」22Please respect copyright.PENANAF9Po7BfEvJ
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輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。22Please respect copyright.PENANA7PjqqXskpz
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襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。22Please respect copyright.PENANA4tgIxqAiCd
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他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。22Please respect copyright.PENANAtDmaVpIZht
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「小冉睡了?」22Please respect copyright.PENANARh16MpY45d
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看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvpPxHdfqlE
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聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvyES2JSMGt
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楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……22Please respect copyright.PENANAU3JQilueeJ
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。22Please respect copyright.PENANAhOScr6k5bf
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……22Please respect copyright.PENANALQDCm7Cj3L
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」22Please respect copyright.PENANAqtZzLkJYWB
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知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。22Please respect copyright.PENANAzKP4uDSWNh
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夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。22Please respect copyright.PENANAWPpljoNCXE
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楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。22Please respect copyright.PENANAol0ei3uXJs
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。22Please respect copyright.PENANABMRmKwSJLc
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。22Please respect copyright.PENANA4NGz0qJ1Da
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。22Please respect copyright.PENANAb30yK06Rxo
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上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。
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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。22Please respect copyright.PENANApUtejw4KYT
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沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。22Please respect copyright.PENANAOHqDnHCSFk
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不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……22Please respect copyright.PENANApYjHInWL0k
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光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvmQ9YIADeh
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窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。22Please respect copyright.PENANAG8E568yfp0
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為什麼?22Please respect copyright.PENANAD35nedGOrn
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疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgjwIxgqvQz
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然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。22Please respect copyright.PENANA7UMbSuhbx6
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「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」22Please respect copyright.PENANAc6VpuPEo9i
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幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。22Please respect copyright.PENANA6qyeQmpL41
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「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」22Please respect copyright.PENANApUaBf7qDKf
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知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。22Please respect copyright.PENANAFT5t7QtHHb
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這一次,他會好好遵守約定。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgBMy76ThM9
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手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。22Please respect copyright.PENANAOynB3K2zhI
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楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。22Please respect copyright.PENANA5YRZcO0PdV
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原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。22Please respect copyright.PENANAUwro3gIXWN
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知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。22Please respect copyright.PENANACtRC4cUxYt
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但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。22Please respect copyright.PENANAkoAHdeYn8p
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只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?22Please respect copyright.PENANALV4jO5osPK
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他無法判斷。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvLXei7jYHl
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他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。22Please respect copyright.PENANAgSyxY7TFLy
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而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。22Please respect copyright.PENANAwTT0HBAMbP
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向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。22Please respect copyright.PENANAlAAWB4KStU
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楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。22Please respect copyright.PENANAATFZuuePcN
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但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。22Please respect copyright.PENANAhNSslWYqe4
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現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。22Please respect copyright.PENANAfzTDQfDBo9
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他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。22Please respect copyright.PENANADEpsfO7QGF
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而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。22Please respect copyright.PENANAJUXfatdqr4
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雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。22Please respect copyright.PENANAPdnhGinA8q
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所以……22Please respect copyright.PENANAAgm2qUeI4I
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「對不起,請再等我一下……」22Please respect copyright.PENANAF9Po7BfEvJ
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輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。22Please respect copyright.PENANA7PjqqXskpz
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襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。22Please respect copyright.PENANA4tgIxqAiCd
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他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。22Please respect copyright.PENANAtDmaVpIZht
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「小冉睡了?」22Please respect copyright.PENANARh16MpY45d
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看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvpPxHdfqlE
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聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。22Please respect copyright.PENANAvyES2JSMGt
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楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……22Please respect copyright.PENANAU3JQilueeJ
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。22Please respect copyright.PENANAhOScr6k5bf
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……22Please respect copyright.PENANALQDCm7Cj3L
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」22Please respect copyright.PENANAqtZzLkJYWB
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知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。22Please respect copyright.PENANAzKP4uDSWNh
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夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。22Please respect copyright.PENANAWPpljoNCXE
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楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。22Please respect copyright.PENANAol0ei3uXJs
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。22Please respect copyright.PENANABMRmKwSJLc
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。22Please respect copyright.PENANA4NGz0qJ1Da
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。22Please respect copyright.PENANAb30yK06Rxo
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上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。