「我回來了。」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzXFmiNvG6
想當然地沒有任何回應。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42aia5KDB8
滿是酒氣的客廳隗羽一刻都不想多待，放下書包換好拖鞋，她繞過沙發，臨門前拿掃帚挑開堆積成山的衣物，順脚踢走酒瓶。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnhbarcBZm
回到房間，恢復清净的空氣終於令眉眼彎了起來，打開空調，她有條不紊地將課本塞進書櫃提前預留好的隔間，整理完，又從背包掏出幾封信件。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VcXyzt4lu
每人一份的紀念冊，以及群體合照右下角的自己。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDiSil7DJ3
難得的同框相片，連假笑都像是透著喜悅。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHkSYGPOET
輕輕伸手撫摸，保護層粘附在指尖，最後一天就這麽溜走了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B7tt7zOLe
以後再也見不到了吧。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTppSa9U71r
儘管與他們並不熟悉，隗羽還是難免有些感慨。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKvHCWRINM
接下來離成年又近一步，千萬不要成為父親那種人了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAx33kWepQ
暢想著未來，少女腦中脹滿憧憬。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIyMtNch7s
國中會很不一樣吧，新校園、新朋友、社團活動，再幾年之後，自己很快就可以獨立了！92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJafC2YWbX
到時候趕緊離開父親……92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpvTnwDyX1
開門聲赫然響起，隗羽一驚，反射性地想要躲進書桌底下，可已經太遲了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK2vAoAY8j
綠酒瓶憤憤在木地板砸出一個坑，發泄充斥酒精味的怒意。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBKB3J06UO
「你他媽沒長記性是不是？酒呢？冰箱裡的酒呢？」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGuP63C0Vu
少女回身，單膝跪地懇求饒恕。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoxtRuX70f
「對不起，阿爸，我不記得了。」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PAxyG5r8f
興許是長年纍計的不忿，又或是少年人零星閃耀的勇氣，隗羽努力抬起雙眼，頂撞向上方的高大人影。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mVXJSKej6
「今天畢業典禮你沒來，每次要喝酒了才會想起我……阿爸，你當我做跑腿了，對嗎？」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfYIsNYwsd
魁梧的身軀俯身靠近，陰沉的深藍色帶有醉意，仔細打量幾下隗羽，認定她的不孝。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhLbHDD87y
房間四壁震顫起來，他冷冷叱喝，「長大了？學會頂嘴了？」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMERd81Y4o
時鐘邁步跨越了分界綫，與孩子們最後的玩樂時光道別。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqaFkF6n1F
破空聲向隗羽襲去，下意識的格擋永遠是徒勞，一齣劇場重複著上演，悶哼聲，隨即是倒地的脆響，再然後是掌摑，抬手猛烈砸向太陽穴，無塵的書架在陽光下熠熠生輝，沉默看著眼前無力反抗的求援者。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vFm7P9gpA
停頓意味更凶悍陰鷙的施暴，雷擊一般的揮打劈頭蓋臉彌天蓋地，脅從拔高音量的咆哮，「怎麽跟你父親説話的，啊？你指教甚麽？你懂甚麽？你懂甚麽啊？」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ6hHkkMWw
手沒力了就用脚踹、踢，直到少女蜷縮起身軀，放棄躲閃，展露認命的畏怯姿態。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2aWImCDyo
血液湧入酒醉的頭腦，早見慣的這副模樣是如此令人憎恨，念到這些年來浪費的錢與精力、公司中的不如意、親戚間的譏誚話，卻換來個懦弱無能的窩囊廢，一點小事都做不好，手臂頓時青筋暴起，還不解氣，沉聲駡道：「我付出了那麽多，你就這樣對我？」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFWeqyFLMM
視綫移向地上的酒瓶，沉吟半響，往倒在地上的瘦弱身影狠狠一砸，隗羽愣怔住想要逃，身體卻不聽令，紋絲不動，深入骨髓的痛楚連綿迤邐戳進肉裡，悶響與碎裂像一隻大手要將她捆住，腦海眩暈無章，木板反射出的那身影越來越陌生，父親被來歷不明的靈魂奪捨了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aJHETzidb
明明是親骨肉，傳入體内的恨意卻如此清晰，在耳邊炸裂，將少年人未曾表露的棱角一并摧毀得不成形。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogpZVgeenP
「是你！都怪你！好人從來就沒好報，生出你這種東西來！」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrWgTwdOEM
怒火仍不停歇，一下又一下隨著四散的酒液在後背劃出幾個口子，頓時一片血肉模糊。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDcXyh1zMp
沒有尖叫，沒有淚水，只有隱忍的急促喘氣慢慢變為不可置信的啞聲。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu9rhfBsdO
血流沾到他滿手都是，發泄得酣暢淋漓，心中忽而痛快極了，踹門離去。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSUX24yism
窗戶敞著風，將七月遙遠的潮濕空氣吹拂在少女額前。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvG98Fmhxf
炎炎夏日頻繁的雨腥氣，帶她墜入冰窟，四肢順著生命力散去而發冷。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRTOPMhMiX
虛幻的輕柔觸感將她包覆，全身似乎被某人擁在懷中。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E9e35pJEf
啊。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTwHHRI0oH
要是能永遠感受這樣繾綣的溫度，那該多好？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRKht9mT4j
既然是幻覺，自己也有資格緊握不放吧。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBMZARfSN3
她想要睜眼，又深怕這是情緒激動下的假象，只能任由意識隨著痛覺飄散、昏去。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMNXK4vQhY
鈴蘭花香繚繞了來，一親芳澤，睡夢中的少女埋向西裝的腰綫之間，緊抓不放。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMPuBGl6Kj
怕這股好聞的味道，鬆開就全散了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSiKD2jeWt
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一直以來，隗羽都曾這麽幻想過。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU8qsXGVu1
生命中有一位在乎她的人，不論外表，不論性格。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvHMu3WOhD
就算捨去皮囊，就算捨去靈魂。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY87gwRbVU
奢望有人愛她，無論是酗酒的父親也好、還是無法融入的同學群體、抑或是素未謀面的陌生人。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdYHElHxDn
母親曾這麽愛過她。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B5MoaSewP
要是能回到從前。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYvQQUNY5N
要是能被在乎。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4BuxKT1tM
要是能被注視。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTnMcMIDgH
要是，自己的存在是有意義的。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoK6h4uFch
……92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IyvdDjWJt
但這種愛不存在。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwvCsgQe9h
也對，九年了，内心腐爛得七七八八，又有甚麽可吸引人的？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0YgaORjTl
索愛之前必須放大雙眼，先看自己配不配。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4LLqNQB87
現在，隗羽發現，這也是她自找的。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXzV9SkyO
***92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkUhN3kvXz
步伐不穩地來到走廊，海鴒並未將書櫃移除，反而在旁放置了飯盒。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTPVnr2yIZ
一看時間，已經是下午一點，整整睡了大半天，頭卻暈得嚴重，大概是缺氧的後遺症。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oEWavdF2j
拿起精緻包裝的便當，標簽昭示著這並非海鴒親手製作，從外買來，大概價格不菲。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGewyCoRAZI
飯盒與瓶裝水均未拆封，似乎沒有下藥的可能。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgSVEfUoZA
要吃嗎？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh37jKlKfK
脖頸滯留幾塊淤青，脹痛感後浪推前浪，隗羽如暈船一般，只能尋找最近的依靠，挨蹭在墻上，才能免於被折磨得胃部翻騰。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFJmdB3R4G
她輕輕撫摸咽喉，想要緩解痛楚。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TJHctV6ak
海鴒真的起了殺心嗎？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM8fkAvl9X
還是藉著恐懼的須臾侵犯自己？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG0rO1jla3
木製書櫃頂端失去逃脫的可能，不遠處是幽幽紅光反復地亮。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsldvPQyrMS
也不知海鴒是躲在門後，還是正透過螢幕監視著她。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDKwLVLNyO
東搖西擺靠近那扇通往外界的上鎖出口，隗羽眼瞳微閃。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYB3c0cExo
反正到頭來也是無意義的反抗，不如痛痛快快地成全海鴒，免得再受這些折磨。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEyKgjWiHa
鬼迷心竅正伸手要敲，她又驚悟過來。
……算了。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehWj8OgAfR
回到書櫃旁，拿起一本未讀過的小説，在老位置打發起時間。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ62T9dLC9K
刷刷地翻頁，漫不經心地調整為踞坐姿態，牢房内的寒氣飄入走廊，隗羽不禁打了個冷顫。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR6EKVBRQI
已經聽慣的時鐘聲響，導向長久以來堵塞的思緒。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFosaHwVQ6
不對。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9amG3xcyOV
她應該沒説過自己喜歡小説吧？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagAJ51PMTz
海鴒是怎麽知道的……靠觀察？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCn2Gz1NOz
不對。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yavnwrvb1
分針轉動的細微變化，只有小孩子閑得慌了才會盯上整天。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0WsItSc9W
嘀嗒。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQrqQ1yqaO
馬達操縱輪軸，鋸齒的每一次跳躍敲擊在心中掀起巨響。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqynqY3uzII
嘀嗒。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXdGSey9bO
隗羽發覺自己總是在看時鐘。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpaHWgC9UL
錶盤平面的數字符號成了露珠，刻度劃分開不連貫的人生，後又被針尖掩蓋。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsXRkh4FV1
就像小時候每個樹蔭下的獨行。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1ApIqxhD4
隗羽忽然瞪大眼。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedET5p75pr
多像那對錦鯉的眼睛啊。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JaNYZgP43
書頁啪嗒落地。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjj6QQk22w
「開門！開門！」92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43QEmBV0CW
拍擊無法引起注意，於是就用肩膀撞，再然後整個身子都搭了上去。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObH9DCUpoQ
心中猜測逐漸清晰，但她就是不願相信。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIesDyrYpO
撕啦！92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1iTANmfzx
房門似乎沒上鎖，隗羽反應不及，順著勢能摔倒在地。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoDac835Eb
神經叫囂著喊痛，傳入大腦的訊號卻盡是怔忡，將五臟六腑竄起酸澀。 92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDb0vSW1Z0
沒有找到預料中的人影，隗羽早已無法顧及這些。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCD8pAJbRH
整潔的白床單其上，排山倒海的照片壓潰最後一絲理智。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvs6HVjVHp
這不是真的。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONUH8CLI4E
隔著窗戶發瘋的父親、書桌作業旁的睡顏、獨自穿校服踏著單車的偷窺視角。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaEotGjNkG
墻上一個個精心裱起的相框，一個個再熟悉不過的場景。92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysPhplRcuh
全都是她的樣貌。
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