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Tommyinnit pov
I sat at my computer playing Minecraft and talking to chat. Nothing bad has happened yet. No one has said a thing rude about me. The stream was going fine. I stopped playing minecraft and decided to read chat or answer questions. I answered some. I would see rude comments but at the end JK. I laughed at those. I sat there for a while when I started to see some pretty rude comments about my weight. People were calling me “Fat” “Ugly” “Pig ''. I tried to ignore them but they were everywhere. I ended the stream. I could feel hot tears roll down my face. Why were people so mean? I was about to get up when I got a message on discord that said to join the whole damp call. I did. I calmed myself down before doing so. I joined and instead of my usual loud entrance as some people would call annoying I was quiet. I didn't want to annoy them. “Guys! Quiet down so I can tell you guys the surprise!” It was Dream. I liked Dream. He was like a big brother to me. Everyone went silent. “Anyways..I bought a big house so that the whole DSMP could meet up!” Everyone started cheering. “You guys need to start packing! I will pay for all of your plane tickets and other stuff don't worry. Just make sure you can come. You can stay here for a while or just visit whatever you decide. Text me your answer if you can come.!” With that people started leaving the call. Next thing I knew it was only me and Dream. “Hey Tommy…are you doing ok? You seem really down..” I jolted my attention to the screen even though my face cam wasn't even on. Was it really that obvious?
Lie.
But..I don't want to lie to him..
LIE.
“I'm fine, Dream. I will text you if I can come or not. I have to go bye Dream.” I left before he could say a word.
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Dream pov
(A couple minutes before he spoke with the group chat)
“Sapnap what do I do???”
I turned to Sapnap who was standing in the doorway of my room.
“What do you mean?”
“I want to get a house that the Dream smp could live in but they would have to see my face!!”
“What's the big deal about tha-”
I threw my mask at him.
“OW. What was that for???”
“What if they think im ugly Sap!”
I turned away from him, pulling knees to my chest. I felt my eyes water.
*Sigh* “Dream, don't worry about it, I promise they won't think you're ugly.”
I felt Sapnap put his hand on my shoulder.
“Do you really think so, Sapnap…?”
“I know so Dream.”
I turned and hugged him. I let go and thanked him. I then told him I was going to tell the group. He nodded and left. I got in the call and messaged everyone. When I messaged Tommy and he joined I noticed something odd. He was quiet. He was usually energetic or loud. Something was up. Everyone was talking. I made them quiet down and I told them. They all left but Tommy had stayed. I decided to talk to him. “Hey Tommy…Are you doing ok.. You seem really down?” I could hear him shuffle around before answering me. “I'm fine, Dream. I will text you if I can come or not. I have to go bye Dream.” He left before I could say anything. I really did not need to be worrying about this. My mental health...... I just smacked my head against my desk and groaned. “UGHHHHHH” Maybe this wasn't a good idea…
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