{ -The arrival.- }
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Tommyinnit pov
TW: Rude comments-Panic attack-Eating Disorder-Intrusive Thoughts
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I could go. I lived alone anyway. I still texted my parents telling them. I texted Dream and he told me to start packing we were leaving in a week from today. I started to pack when I got bored and pulled out my phone. I was trending on twitter. I was reading some comments, most were kind but when I got farther down I started seeing some terrible comments.
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“Why do yall like Tommy? He's such a fat pig. He is so annoying!”
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“Tommy needs to khs”
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“Tommy literally is such a child. He is so loud and annoying. No wonder none of his friends like him.”
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I read them over and over again. I wanted to cry so bad.
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See? You're such a child. No one likes you.
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…..
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DO IT.
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I got up and went into my bathroom. I locked the door even though no one else was in the house. I opened my draw next to me and pulled out the blade. I held it against my skin.
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Useless
One cut.
Stupid
Two
Fat
Three
Pig
Four
No one needs you
Five
No one likes you.
Six
Your such a child
Seven
Die.
DIE.
DIE.
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Before I knew it there were ten cuts on each arm. I wrapped them up in bandages. I put the blade away. I cleaned the blood that dripped from my arms off the counter. I washed my face then looked at myself in the mirror. I looked hideous. My blonde hair was sticking up everywhere. There are bags under my eyes. My blue eyes didn't look as bright as they used to.. I definitely seemed skinnier. I looked away and unlocked the door. I walked out and just sat on my bed. I pulled my phone out again and started to look through other stuff again. What was I going to do when I got there?
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| Time skip to the day they all had to leave to go to florida |
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Dream POV
So far the only people who could come where:
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Tommy
Tubbo
Ranboo
Sapnap (Ofc)
George
Philza
Wilbur
Techno
Niki
Quackity
Karl
Jack
Bad
Skeppy
The others said they had to stay or they would come and visit for a bit then leave. Today was the day they were all coming. I was excited but nervous at the same time. I got their tickets so they could arrive at the same time. I woke up so early today I had a lot of time to waste. I got up and decided to make breakfast for Sapnap and me. I started to cook and I started thinking about a bunch of stuff and I started to stress out more and more.
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What if they hate me?
What if they think Im ugly?
What if this doesn't work?
What if this just turns into chaos?
WHAT IF-
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*BANG*
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I froze. I had dropped the pan on the floor.
Oh Sh!t.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I went to pick it up when I heard Sapnap running down the stairs. I turned to look up at him.
“What happened!!??”
I didn't answer. I just looked at the floor.
“Dream.”
“What. Happened.”
I looked up at him.
“I don't know Sapnap! Something is wrong with me! I can barely think straight anymore. I feel like I have to cry over stuff that probably doesn't matter and I don't know what to do!” I yelled
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Tears rolled down my face.
It was silent.
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“Dream..”
Sapnap walked over to me.
“You're stressing way too much…I think you just need a break, you need to rest today before they come. You need to realize that I'm here for you. Dream You can talk to me at any time.
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I just nodded. I hugged him and he hugged me back. I pulled away and I felt a strong pain in my hand.
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“Ow..”
My hand had been burned when I dropped the pan. It was bleeding just a bit but it stung so bad..Sapnap left to get bandages. I just stood there. My vision is slowly getting blurrier and blurrier. Tears rolled down my face. I slid down the cabinet onto the floor and put my hands into my hair.
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Not again…
I felt as if I couldn't breathe. I slowly started pulling at my hair harder and harder.
Why do you have to be such a baby?
No wonder everyone hates you.
You so useless.
Every single word stung. My hand burned so bad. My head hurt from pulling my hair. I slowly felt a pair of arms go around me and pull me close while rubbing circles on my back. I just cried into them finally realizing that it was Sapnap.
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“Calm down Dream…Shhhh It's ok.
I was just so tired. I was just so stressed out…. I'm just so..
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I fell asleep.
The world went black.
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Sapnap POV
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Dream fell asleep in my arms. He was so tired. He was definitely exhausted. I picked him up. I put him on the couch and bandaged his hand. I would wake him an hour or 2 before we had to go pick up everyone. I went to his room to make sure he was all packed and just decided to load up the car early.
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This week will be interesting.
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Tommy POV
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It was time to get on the plane. I was standing here with Wilbur,George, Philza, Niki, Jack, Tubbo and Ranboo. I tried to make sure not to make eye contact with anyone. Next thing I knew we were called to board the plane. I decided to sit with Wilbur and George. I sat in between them and basically just sat there.. I guess Wilbur knew something was up because he tried to talk with me.
“Tommy, are you ok..?”
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I just nodded.
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“You seem quiet.”
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I didn't respond.
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“I guess I'm just tired.”
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“Well maybe you can sleep now, why don't you try to.?”
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“I guess.”
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I ‘tried’ to go to sleep but that didn't work so I just sat there.
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A flight attendant came to get us food and ask what we wanted.
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CRAP.
WHAT DO I DO??
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I panicked. When she came to ask us she asked Wilbur first.
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“What can I get you?”
“Umm could I just get the pizza?”
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“Of course!”
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“What do you want, Tommy?”
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I panicked for a split second.
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“Um I wouldn't like anything if I'm not hungry..”
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Wilbur looked concerned but he didn't bother and she moved on. I sighed in relief and tried to enjoy the flight. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdYhgljiV8
