那天的台北和柏林一樣冷。21Please respect copyright.PENANAjevzd0Hwsh
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「品辰,你有四號電池嗎?」楊宇涵敲響許品辰的房門,他身上穿著舊T恤和運動褲充當睡衣,楊宇涵似乎畏寒,在室內也穿著羽絨背心跟毛茸茸的襪子。21Please respect copyright.PENANAqhX5LNYVos
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許品辰轉頭翻找了一會,然而他家沒有四號電池。21Please respect copyright.PENANAisXBcVru3Y
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「怎麼了嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Y19dXK8s
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「我帶來的夜燈沒有電了。沒關係,我去一下超商就好。」楊宇涵困擾地露出苦笑,許品辰跟著皺起眉頭。21Please respect copyright.PENANA8WoMDN6FrU
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「外面很冷,而且你一個人去也不太好。還是我去幫你買?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAm6ZDN6Kw04
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他們雖然都是男人,但楊宇涵的第二性別是Omega,許品辰則是個Alpha。房子附近的小巷昏暗,他總不放心讓宇涵哥一個人大半夜步行到超商。況且,楊宇涵是來他家借住的,既然來者是客,許品辰覺得自己有照顧好宇涵哥的義務。21Please respect copyright.PENANArvb42FmpT1
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楊宇涵低頭思忖,爾後猶豫地開口,「算了,明天再買吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAsch1oxWDyK
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「宇涵哥,你不是怕黑嗎?」許品辰擔心地詢問。21Please respect copyright.PENANA62gv16RpiX
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「我吃了安眠藥⋯⋯應該可以睡得著。」楊宇涵輕嘆一口氣,他正要轉頭回客房,卻被輕輕握住了手腕。21Please respect copyright.PENANAO39GDq7eOq
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「如果你怕,可以跟我睡。」快要耗盡勇氣,許品辰才開口,他個性並不大膽,也沒有跟非交往中的Omega同床共眠過。像是害怕楊宇涵誤會,他又再補上一句:21Please respect copyright.PENANAFZTRuR822r
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「因為我房間的燈可以調小。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAqiK0g4BbR7
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楊宇涵似乎覺得好笑,唇角揚起了細微的幅度。21Please respect copyright.PENANATAZ3FkbMda
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「我也可以帶著防咬套睡。」許品辰接連補充,楊宇涵忍俊不禁,噗哧一笑。21Please respect copyright.PENANAaNO88upvId
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「好貼心喔。」楊宇涵朝他挑了挑手指,他便乖巧地彎身低頭,楊宇涵順勢伸手揉亂他的頭髮,「但是不用。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAR3roosQdDY
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他將楊宇涵的意思理解成——楊宇涵可以自己睡,許品辰莫名其妙地失望,但很快平復了表情。21Please respect copyright.PENANAwjTxvWkPCI
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「不用戴防咬套,我又沒有不讓你咬。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAPHayqMmAMx
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楊宇涵笑盈盈地開口,一句雙重否定的話,在許品辰腦中繞了幾秒,他覺得自己的CPU在燒,隨後羞赧地漲紅了臉。21Please respect copyright.PENANAYL7YvP8nIx
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真的躺上床的時候,許品辰倒是什麼也不敢做,端正了自己的睡姿,手掌緊貼著大腿外側,躺得規矩而筆直。21Please respect copyright.PENANAH6APmRKr6X
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「開著小燈你會不會睡不著?」楊宇涵問道。21Please respect copyright.PENANA0D7uEGpFD9
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他吞了吞口水。楊宇涵就躺在他的身側,這點更令他睡不著,但他還是故作輕鬆。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6PWaGtU9eT
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「不會啦,我很好入睡。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAFY3fUo5EaM
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許品辰緊緊閉上雙眼,在心中數羊催眠自己。楊宇涵在旁邊翻了兩次身,又換了一會姿勢。21Please respect copyright.PENANAw8VdrDwk6S
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「怎麼了,你冷嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAD299dTGWUh
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「冷呀。」許品辰聽見身側的楊宇涵回答,忽地,一隻靈活而冰涼的手鑽進了許品辰的掌心,下一秒,略微粗啞低沈的嗓音鑽進耳道:21Please respect copyright.PENANAk3yqSyqpZk
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「那你的體溫讓我偷一下?」21Please respect copyright.PENANANlS9BW4KmM
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許品辰的掌心立即出了汗。21Please respect copyright.PENANA35SV6VTOAj
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「⋯⋯好。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAcVp8bE5c0v
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「真慷慨。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAWi6XYlcJ0f
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他仍然沒有睜眼,腦海裡卻想像著楊宇涵的笑容,楊宇涵笑的時候會瞇眼,左臉會出現小小的單邊梨渦。21Please respect copyright.PENANAAKqwNDUBGG
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原先只是牽著一隻手,楊宇涵很快便變成環抱他的手臂,整個人貼了上來。許品辰感受到自己的呼吸滯了幾秒,楊宇涵似乎也察覺了。21Please respect copyright.PENANAj9SVbgY6GN
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「品辰緊張嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAEGoFAM47Lz
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「不緊張。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAlwyE1TwyX4
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「但是我好緊張。」楊宇涵說道,許品辰倒是在心裡吐槽——楊宇涵哪裡緊張了,明明就是老手。21Please respect copyright.PENANA8XVt6tAhXl
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冰涼的手貼上了許品辰的臉側,又捏了捏他的臉。21Please respect copyright.PENANA0YIgX3cP7T
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「你好可愛。」楊宇涵笑道,「你這麼純情,是不是不跟曖昧對象接吻?」21Please respect copyright.PENANA9WabIgJZsW
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「我沒有跟曖昧對象接吻過。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAOvXhh0oE0F
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「那可以到哪一步?」21Please respect copyright.PENANABDtFKvxjY2
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「牽手吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAD0opZvxEAy
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「那今天就只牽手吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAdxxhoSnUy4
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楊宇涵輕輕嘆氣,乖乖躺回他身旁,許品辰卻埋進了楊宇涵的肩膀。21Please respect copyright.PENANASxFSqAKk8M
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「宇涵哥哥。」許品辰的聲音有些顫抖。21Please respect copyright.PENANAUw63rU78p3
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「哦?要破壞自己的原則?」楊宇涵調笑。21Please respect copyright.PENANAebEG9W5LJ4
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許品辰默默點了點頭,鬈髮搔著楊宇涵的下巴。楊宇涵沒再繼續調戲他,只是轉身抱住許品辰,手指不安分地觸上他的耳垂,又揉了一圈耳廓,逐漸按摩向耳後的肌膚,最後托住他的後腦勺。楊宇涵帶有牙膏香味的唇瓣停留他的鼻樑上,落下輕柔的觸碰,沒有親嘴,只是繼續向下,在許品辰剛刮完鬍子的下巴磨蹭幾下,最後停在他的喉結上輕咬啃噬。21Please respect copyright.PENANAHnYdBJFLco
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許品辰感覺自己的血液正往下衝。21Please respect copyright.PENANA2KLcHaiIgL
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他伸手抬起楊宇涵的下巴,嘴唇相貼。21Please respect copyright.PENANAgfy9w7SpHh
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楊宇涵毫不猶豫地加深這個吻,靈活地撬開許品辰的嘴,許品辰的舌頭被對方吸得發麻,只能笨拙地在空隙間舔舐楊宇涵,像一頭動情的小獸。他暈眩的腦袋閃過了無數思緒,最後停留在「楊宇涵的吻技開掛了」的念頭。21Please respect copyright.PENANA7RKwaQNrlz
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兩人的唇齒分離時,拉出一條唾液的細絲,楊宇涵笑著用指腹抹去口水。21Please respect copyright.PENANA0OBPce88ju
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「我們這樣會不會太快了?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAet0vgM2X3H
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許品辰微喘,忍不住問。21Please respect copyright.PENANAeONhhSNiTz
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楊宇涵被這個問題哽住,「快嗎?我們都曖昧一個月了。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAs8IH0Rtvli
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「嗯⋯⋯」許品辰偷偷喬了一下自己微熱腫脹的褲襠。21Please respect copyright.PENANAHhZO3LSEGu
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「沒關係,我可以等你準備好。」楊宇涵沒有注意到他的小動作,親暱地伸手捏了他的腰間肉,「等你準備好,我就跟你告白。」21Please respect copyright.PENANA51SJWQ934k
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當晚,許品辰花了很久才入眠。21Please respect copyright.PENANAfbS2o39VXI
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他夢見了楊宇涵與他的初見。21Please respect copyright.PENANAWhIUuylkdK
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咖啡廳門口的年輕男人一身鼠尾草綠的毛衣,搭配灰色的小高領針織衫和落地西裝褲。成人口罩掛在他小小的臉蛋,居然顯得過大,甚至略為戳到眼下的臥蟬,雖然大半張臉被口罩遮住,但遮不住眉宇間溫文儒雅的氣質。21Please respect copyright.PENANAZfuUV7wUvs
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「Noel。」他輕輕喚了一聲,男人便抬頭,笑彎了雙眼。21Please respect copyright.PENANAuCK8CsQ1NA
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「別再叫我軟體上的名字了,聽起來好彆扭喔。我真名叫楊宇涵,直接叫宇涵就好。」21Please respect copyright.PENANARqv3SNLxfS
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許品辰點頭稱好,叫了一聲宇涵哥。楊宇涵迎向前擁抱了一下他,後頸貼了抑制貼片,即便貼得很近,仍然聞不到半點費洛蒙。21Please respect copyright.PENANAHHTw2HAWix
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其實他們已經先聊了半個月,許品辰才敢跟楊宇涵見面,他是怕生的人,如果沒有足夠的認識基礎,見面肯定會尷尬。楊宇涵是一個雜誌社的美術編輯,許品辰則是工程師。明明兩人的domain knowledge大相徑庭,楊宇涵卻能讓話題總是不間斷,有著恰到好處的熱情。21Please respect copyright.PENANAAc6bMlbfa0
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楊宇涵說過的事,他都記得,像是前男友故事集,像是對藝術的熱忱,像是怕黑。楊宇涵說,夢境愈五彩斑斕,真實的夜愈闃黑、愈濃稠,總是爭先恐後地淹入鼻腔,最後連呼吸都做不到。21Please respect copyright.PENANAk1V1SQJwB3
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他心疼宇涵哥,也意識到自己喜歡上這個不同世界的男人。21Please respect copyright.PENANAajkZTTqq5l
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而楊宇涵對他的好感也早就溢於言表,聽說他沒被追過,楊宇涵就說要對他告白。21Please respect copyright.PENANAjzZVYjXVxi
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在同床共眠那日後,許品辰繼續過著他的獨居生活,差別是,他一個人在黑暗裡的時候,總是會想起宇涵哥撩人心弦的吻。21Please respect copyright.PENANAixOLkjKdMD
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不過,楊宇涵假日偶爾會來睡。楊宇涵愈來愈習慣在睡前吻他,他則慢慢習得以唇齒回應。楊宇涵喜歡邊親邊喘,起先許品辰以為是克制不住而溢出唇間的呻吟,直到楊宇涵親口承認,他是刻意喘來助興的。21Please respect copyright.PENANAaih3ldfssu
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「喜歡我喘嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANA3O1hmGEFXT
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「喜歡⋯⋯」21Please respect copyright.PENANA8WOWEiLj85
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「等你準備好我就告白,我寫了一封長信給你。」21Please respect copyright.PENANADqSpsNnXu1
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「那我也要寫。」21Please respect copyright.PENANA9saD8f9wuj
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他們許諾好要寫信給彼此,確認關係當天卻連拆封都來不及。21Please respect copyright.PENANAxCmhzRUqup
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許品辰的易感期跟楊宇涵的發情期撞在一起。21Please respect copyright.PENANAasRqMOSZjC
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先是燥熱的手指相扣,再來是唇瓣相貼。楊宇涵的吻不斷落在他的身上,嘴裡的情話連連。21Please respect copyright.PENANAOfhcrslpRN
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「寶貝,你是茉莉味的Alpha耶,好可愛好香。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAGLCasN7RIO
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「你幹幹我好不好,我好想要你。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAGz4ZOg7SJ6
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許品辰已經完全硬挺,嘴裡卻是純情的要求。21Please respect copyright.PENANALr2kybOzXp
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「宇涵哥哥,快點跟我告白,我想答應你了。」21Please respect copyright.PENANATdORlH045B
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「跟我在一起吧。」楊宇涵在吻的間隙開口,許品辰匆忙地點頭,然後就被楊宇涵扒下皮帶。21Please respect copyright.PENANAPEh9qI8vKY
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於是他當晚得知了,他的宇涵哥哥真正爽的時候,跟接吻時助興的叫法不同。靡靡水聲間雜著綿長的低吟和喘息,疼痛的摩擦讓楊宇涵的眼眶蓄滿生理淚水,於是他失神地閉上雙眼。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9DMccmhPDk
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「哥哥,看著我嘛。」許品辰親吻他顫抖的眼睫,撒嬌地要求道。21Please respect copyright.PENANA3LVIrxHU7I
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快感積累地太過洶湧,許品辰很快就射了。楊宇涵明明在發情期,卻沒有他敏感,一直到後半夜用玩具插得盡興了才高潮。21Please respect copyright.PENANA3TuZWbFlSS
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「對不起哥哥,我下次會表現得更好。」許品辰愧疚地說,楊宇涵溫柔地安撫他、摸摸他的頭。21Please respect copyright.PENANASjHI64271f
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許品辰陪楊宇涵纏綿了整個發情期,在下一次發情期來到前,楊宇涵搬進了許品辰的房子。那是許品辰父母買給他的房子,2LDK的家庭式套房。21Please respect copyright.PENANAZcJBz0HM1d
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但其實楊宇涵也沒有睡過自己的房間幾次,他的房間拿來堆放英搖專輯跟純文學書籍,許品辰的房間拿來睡覺。21Please respect copyright.PENANAbRa3uhhyeq
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楊宇涵怕黑,於是許品辰也習慣了開著燈睡。21Please respect copyright.PENANAmJPIPqZHDL
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如果不是發生那件事,也許他們會一直很幸福。21Please respect copyright.PENANAiWKq8kEncU
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那是如平常一樣的日子,楊宇涵刷完牙便躺在他的身側,許品辰伸手將頂燈調成最小的亮度。床頭櫃的手機震了幾聲,於是楊宇涵抓起手機,在昏暗的光線下回了一則訊息。21Please respect copyright.PENANAw5aEFP4Eru
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「宇涵哥哥,熄燈了不要玩手機,會飛蚊症的。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAJtwLxdDDVs
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楊宇涵笑著答好,卻起身走出房間。被扔在床上的手機再次震動,於是許品辰撈起了手機。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9x4ehF9wgV
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【童恩:奇萊後書也在你那嗎?】21Please respect copyright.PENANAFJUJK3Q2Ui
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掃過鎖定畫面的訊息,許品辰很快想起這個名字。童恩,楊宇涵的前男友。21Please respect copyright.PENANA4xM0f9jZeP
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楊宇涵在認識許品辰的時候,剛跟前男友分手。於是許品辰其實聽聞很多童恩的事,大部分都是楊宇涵的種種抱怨。21Please respect copyright.PENANAf4z1nrng5e
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楊宇涵好像只是去確認藏書,很快就折回房間,見許品辰醒著,便主動去吻許品辰。許品辰別過頭去,於是吻只落在他的臉頰上。21Please respect copyright.PENANAa59Sg1tNfY
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「你跟童恩還有聯繫嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAuROLvdINCM
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楊宇涵發愣,隨後眉頭低垂。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9qezPO4wX2
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「你看我手機?」21Please respect copyright.PENANAFI28ivQBwi
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許品辰沒有說話,楊宇涵嘆了一口氣,主動解釋。21Please respect copyright.PENANAGZO2wMLrsJ
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「只是他要回國了,他借我的書我一直沒還。」21Please respect copyright.PENANASC0hj2IeGo
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許品辰很早就知道,社群媒體很可能是潘朵拉的盒子,包含他男朋友的推特。要找到楊宇涵的帳號並不困難,他只需要藉口幫楊宇涵更新瀏覽器外掛,對方就會放心地交出自己的電腦。21Please respect copyright.PENANAzqz4pFFn1z
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甚至都不用駭。而且那還是個公開帳號,他只要記住ID就好。21Please respect copyright.PENANAA85d2BQFv9
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許品辰開始看楊宇涵過往的推特,就真的一發不可收拾。循著楊宇涵的帳號,立刻就能找到童恩,他們是彼此最活躍回推的追蹤者。21Please respect copyright.PENANALBTzlVBQTz
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楊宇涵是個狡猾的人,他可以輕易提起前男友的壞,卻不曾開口說過去有多愛。21Please respect copyright.PENANAeA92WgXkFB
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楊宇涵很久沒更新推特,所以時間軸還停留在他跟童恩的熱戀期,楊宇涵不是楊宇涵,也不是洋氣的Neol,他是よる君。其實據那些推文,楊宇涵是よる君,但不等於よる君。よる君是抗拒喜歡童恩學長、又為之深深著迷的人格。21Please respect copyright.PENANAZxkei38YKc
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屬於他這種理工男很難理解的設定。21Please respect copyright.PENANAXhGfwXDzgF
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許品辰會自虐地雙開視窗,左右對照著兩個人推特的時間軸,他幾乎能拼湊出整個故事,童恩風流又迷人,現在看來游刃有餘的楊宇涵才是沒有安全感的那方。童恩是個Beta,所以他們之間也沒有AO標記——不曾被庸俗的情慾束縛,兩人之間只有純粹的靈魂牽引。21Please respect copyright.PENANAjMO1cbYDo7
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童恩去了德國讀哲學博士,楊宇涵始終擔心著童恩出軌,因此在仍然最愛他的時刻,斷然選擇分手。21Please respect copyright.PENANApP0aTy5BCb
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至於許品辰這個人,自始不存在。楊宇涵在推特變成X之後就不玩了,他們的相遇都是後來的事。21Please respect copyright.PENANAN1tFIEswnN
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よる君曾經發推說到雞尾酒會效應。人類的大腦具備一種能力,去選擇性地注意環境裡重要的訊號,忽略掉其他不必要的背景雜音。愛情中的よる君似乎有一種能力,精準地在這嘈雜的世界裡,捕捉到童恩釋出的訊號。21Please respect copyright.PENANAdQmL0wRgm2
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至於那些背景雜音,大腦其實都接收到了,只是忽略。21Please respect copyright.PENANAMelQSbwI1c
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許品辰也很擅長忽略。21Please respect copyright.PENANAIIZQ2TAIDr
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宇涵哥哥口中的「我有一個朋友」,我有一個朋友喜歡Blur、我有一個朋友愛讀馬奎斯、我有一個朋友沈迷東部的海,其實都是同個朋友。21Please respect copyright.PENANAkgOqlV4mKb
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一下子通通想起來其實並不好受。21Please respect copyright.PENANA4wmvAT9ivG
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童恩推特上放了某張房間照,書籍在床尾的地板堆得高聳,看起來隨時會崩落一般。許品辰告誡自己不要放大、不要細細去看書名,否則那種既視感,彷彿他走進了他家的客房。21Please respect copyright.PENANAq9AcKoXCPB
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許品辰也不是故意要跟楊宇涵吵這個。21Please respect copyright.PENANA00fBloHK5H
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只是他夢到了楊宇涵。第一次見面那天,他其實比楊宇涵早到,由於咖啡廳限時,他便先到對面超商等,由於前晚興奮地失眠,於是他買了罐能量飲料,坐在座位區複習聊天記錄。隔著玻璃,他看見頎長的男人緩步走向咖啡廳門口。他發呆的時候,會看著楊宇涵的line頭貼失神,所以雖然男人戴著口罩,他也能辨認出那就是楊宇涵。21Please respect copyright.PENANAnilV9KCkzD
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他輕輕喚了一聲,男人便抬頭,笑彎了雙眼。21Please respect copyright.PENANAMM1tOnMVWa
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其實他有種直覺,楊宇涵口罩下的嘴角根本沒有笑,只是瞇起了雙眼假裝。他水腫的眼皮殘留著一抹紅,明顯是剛哭過。21Please respect copyright.PENANAsl8Ui04wYa
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為了誰哭,毋庸置疑。21Please respect copyright.PENANA7JvAPxDPox
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許品辰醒來後,又發覺楊宇涵正在全身鏡前整理衣襟。21Please respect copyright.PENANAavINVdtltX
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「你睡得好晚。」許品辰從背後摟住楊宇涵,楊宇涵便自然地側頭吻他。21Please respect copyright.PENANAwKlxOoxyk9
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「不是假日嗎?你要去哪?」21Please respect copyright.PENANANWasWMOApv
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「機場。」楊宇涵抓了一下頭髮,好像非常在意自己的儀容。21Please respect copyright.PENANAqDP51w7w4y
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「為什麼還要聯絡?明明封鎖就好了,為什麼還要回他的ig限動?為什麼還要約吃飯?為什麼要去接機?」21Please respect copyright.PENANA3mNrdkmtCz
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他發覺自己失控地傾倒所有話語,楊宇涵被他放大音量的質問嚇了一跳,好似非常害怕他生氣。21Please respect copyright.PENANAUFSlktzEMt
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「我跟他分手了,但還是朋友呀。」楊宇涵解釋,「不要鬧好不好,乖乖。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAH3mRAXe3a9
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許品辰神色愈發陰鷙,因為楊宇涵完全當他在胡鬧。21Please respect copyright.PENANA8kKddvUeQM
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楊宇涵看了一眼手錶,「回來我再跟你談。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAvYtq2WuAjh
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「我是你本能的選擇,他是你心的選擇,對嗎?」21Please respect copyright.PENANArCDfJVVX9h
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許品辰以為楊宇涵會服軟,會跟平常一樣哄哄他,但楊宇涵只是站在原地,抬手揉了揉眉間的皺褶。21Please respect copyright.PENANATIwlgLJraB
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「如果你要這麼想,我也沒有辦法。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAql9oNZRQ6Y
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要不是許品辰確認過那是他男朋友的推特,よる君跟現在的楊宇涵實在差得太遠了。よる君會因為缺乏安全感而跟童恩分手,楊宇涵卻不曾表露出一點沒有安全感。21Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8t8KdFNC7
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許品辰身上留著其他Omega同事的氣味,楊宇涵開車來公司載他的時候,眉頭也不曾皺過一下。同樣地,楊宇涵其實也不太能接受許品辰展現出Alpha的佔有慾或不安全感。21Please respect copyright.PENANAw056jSbrc6
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「你長得好看、工作待遇好、家裡有錢,我這麼普通還高攀你,你有什麼好沒安全感的?是我該沒安全感吧。」楊宇涵總是開玩笑打趣他。21Please respect copyright.PENANADJCwGJI6Qy
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許品辰治不好自己的沒安全感,跟楊宇涵大吵一架後,楊宇涵不回家了,也沒提分手,只傳訊息說等雙方都冷靜下來再談。21Please respect copyright.PENANAzGiUsJHi35
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楊宇涵不在,他本來可以直接熄燈,但他做不到。熄燈瞬間,楊宇涵與他的種種畫面便如幻燈片閃現。他一個人蜷縮在床上,按亮了小小的螢幕,在光線滅去之際——21Please respect copyright.PENANAUhs67y46H7
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