方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，等待的過程中，他表現得有些侷促不安。雖然他面不改色地看著Instagram，我可以從他鏡片的反射裡看到他不斷地刷著那些限時動態，每一則都沒有細看，他就只是眼神渙散，任由那些光影迅速滑過眼前。三不五時，他會抬手撓撓癢。他緊張時習慣摳他下顎稜線上的痘疤，已經是很久的習慣，我一看就曉得他的心理狀態。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdiD1BaQHN
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他坐在床緣，我走到他面前，伸手將襯衫的鈕扣一顆一顆慢慢解開，再來是皮帶和褲頭。直到我全身赤裸著，只穿一條內褲，站在方詠維的面前，他仍然沒有抬頭。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xxvTpCxpU
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Ec2CUhKO
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我察覺到自己快要按捺不住耐心，對他語氣不善。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSpceBOjlR
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「我也要脫？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT0hDlto2A
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方詠維滿臉疑問。我深吸一口氣，揉了揉太陽穴，我需要acetaminophen。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf0GyMY1bQ
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「⋯⋯求你了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsDLPvw7bj
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這是請求，雖然被我講得有點像威脅。認識他超過十年，我從來沒求過他。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0Rkb70JPt
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我和方詠維從還在醫學院時就認識了。剛入學沒多久，前室友就偷帶Omega回寢室過夜，於是我與前室友在雙人房大打出手——其實只有推搡，然後釋放費洛蒙針鋒相對。我和前室友都是級別高的Alpha，濃烈的費洛蒙不只噁心了彼此，也順帶噁心了整個五樓的Alpha，很快我們就被檢舉，並在交流版被公審了三天三夜。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLMLnuZmup
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方詠維被調了過來，宿委會的學長放話，方詠維是全年級脾氣最好的Beta，如果再跟他起爭執，我就準備被退宿。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozsylo9jl7
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我早就知道方詠維，只是跟他不太熟。他是我們這屆醫學系的系代，在系上是個享譽盛名的老好人。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUVqH7Odah
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「段昕，你回來啦。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg78lnqigI
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我一回宿舍，就看到方詠維拉著堆滿紙箱的推車。他很矮小，大概不到一米七，抬著那些裝滿書的箱子進房間，似乎非常費勁。我沈默地繞過他，坐回自己的桌前。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2YOYmGErz
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「之後就是我跟你住了，你有什麼雷點嗎？」方詠維一邊拆紙箱，一邊向我熱情的攀談。我掛上抗噪耳機，調大音樂，徹底把他的噪音隔絕於外。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynNZj7pZkb
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得不到回答，方詠維好像也意識不到——我壓根不想跟他做朋友。畢竟這整個醫學院，大概沒有人不想做方詠維的朋友，連我們系上那幾個沒人想靠近的怪咖，都會在方詠維靠近時給他騰出座位。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O9ID7Fmj5
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方詠維收拾完行李後，點了點我的肩膀。我不耐煩地轉頭，他轉著鑰匙，一臉笑容。他永遠都在笑，我實在不懂他在笑三小。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UM6ds4TvU
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「等等我們一起去吃飯吧？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxOlvAo8yo
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「不用了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazFaPIrX6T
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「你有機車嗎？在高雄沒有車很麻煩吧？你是哪裡人？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9moEzlgtWZ
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「沒車。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEqwAHH0O0
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「喔，那我載你去晃晃啊。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0za9aRwAbj
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方詠維的車鑰匙上掛了史努比的吊飾，在我面前不斷旋轉。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX6j6skLhj
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煩人的狗。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNioPWmIjGd
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我承認最一開始不想跟方詠維做朋友，或許有點幼稚，我討厭那些萬人迷。沒錯，方詠維人見人愛，他做對一切事情，來映襯我這種人的不對。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9tuFtsKMr
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自從我跟前室友不合、上了交流版，加上前室友煽風點火後，全系對我的評價就是——一個脾氣很差的Alpha。在人際圈逐漸成形的過程，我就先被排除於外，沒人想跟我社交的結果是——我非常快樂，真心地，非常快樂。就連去學餐吃飯，旁邊都沒人想坐，非常幽靜清閒。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ePNfEsE0
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必修課前，我趴在教室後排想補眠，前面卻聚集一小群人，正在嘰嘰喳喳八卦系上的事，吵得我無法休息。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mait3uL1c
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「段昕是在跩什麼啊？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLgbhng5gn
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我的名字鑽進耳裡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SurTxkBIB
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我覺得正好，他們都是一群俗辣，只要知道我剛好在教室裡，八成就會尷尬得鳥獸散。我決定釋放一點費洛蒙，提醒他們這群軟跤蝦。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobzjCvCfCA
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「詠維你不是他室友嗎？你受得了他？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQMoeEVF2g
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「我覺得沒有啦，不要這樣講，他就只是比較喜歡安靜。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNySqP1VEl
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熟悉的聲音傳來，我才注意到方詠維也在其中。我抬眼，恰巧與他對視。他抬手向我打招呼，似乎不在意與我牽扯上關係，他的社交評價會跟著降低。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDmuZVABPp
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方詠維那種爛好人，被我在宿舍無視了幾天，熱臉貼我的冷屁股，他也能替我講好話。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjagup79aHl
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下課後，方詠維甚至主動走到我座位旁，依舊是笑臉盈盈。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohpnYYQki6
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「一起吃午餐？我載你去校外吃。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFYpKUsMrw
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這傢伙對載人到底有什麼執念，他不會覺得會騎摩托車很了不起吧？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM3I5QV9jS
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我懷疑他會沒完沒了地邀請我。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgBJzCIi3q
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我開始懷疑方詠維有Saviour complex（救世主情結），他把我當沒有朋友的邊緣小可憐，他想拯救我，從而獲得某種滿足感。他不曉得我最煩他這種自戀型人格障礙，他要扮瑪莉亞是他的事，但別在我身上找人生意義。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKggyubxsiC
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但是他也不是只想救我，他想救全世界。他是我見過最努力的Beta，也是最聖母的，他把筆記整理到雲端硬碟上，然後分享到班級群組裡，一整排訊息都在「謝主隆恩」。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd7y7ogW00
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我倒是覺得方詠維有病，我跟他都很在乎成績，經常挑燈夜戰。他就這樣讓其他人蹭他的筆記？這事關我的排名，我當然討厭他的聖母行徑。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59GI4LBSwQ
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為了保持名列前茅，我只好更加努力熬夜苦讀。然後在期末考當天，光榮病倒。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRrhATYTCr
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我高燒不退，卻不願意成績被打折，拖著病體上戰場考有機化學。剛出考場，眼前一片暈眩，下一秒我便倒在走廊上。聽到巨響，方詠維急急忙忙跑出教室，矮小的他抬不動將近一米九的我，只能喊人幫忙。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrBV5OR3pA
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「段昕⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCy1Zgg0rw
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再次醒來，我已經躺在我們學校的附設醫院，方詠維緊握著我的手，終於沒了笑容，滿臉都是擔憂。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpgcSGdgW8
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「都是你。」我忍不住埋怨，但方詠維不曉得前因後果，聽不懂我在說什麼，只當我在胡言亂語。他認真地坐在病床旁削蘋果，然後將叉著切好的、一口大小的蘋果，直接遞到我的嘴邊。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNqXZspubB
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「你要注意身體，以後是要當醫生的人，怎麼可以先病倒。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4CavDHbjz
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我閉上眼睛無視他，只希望他趕緊滾。滾離我的病房，滾出我的生活。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wQSzUFFra
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然而，方詠維沒有如我所願，相反地，他佔據了我整個青春。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pg5AXI28O
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方詠維雖然老愛碎念我的生活習慣不健康，但基因優勢擺在那，我其實身強體壯，隨便鍊都有肌肉。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAouCNN81l9
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方詠維才是缺乏鍛鍊的人，他在宿舍換衣服時，我瞥見過他的身材，骨瘦如柴。我從來沒見過他這麼瘦弱的人，他的皮下脂肪很少，肋骨非常明顯。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyc7xgQCHj
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主流審美的確喜歡纖細的人，但他屬於瘦到很難看的那種。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWShqU3WN7y
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從外貌、性別到個性，都完全不是我的菜。方詠維還讀Ｏ性主義，他書架上都是性別相關的書。我大學的時候，真的有點討厭Ｏ性主義者。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgTHFKdBxW
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他佔據了我的生活，純粹是因為他死纏爛打。我以為他頂多撐一個學期，但他撐了十年，這件事始終是個謎。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BEpTUs1NA
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我對自己很有自知之明，我是個爛人。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2fhFGyrLa
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與我相反，方詠維是個做對所有事的人，雖然我講了這麼多他的壞話，但我承認，他就是那種你不得不為他鼓掌的人。他出身貧寒，一路拿獎學金讀書，還兼職家教，供養他讀美術班的妹妹，他考醫學院是為了階級翻轉，但同時也胸懷懸壺濟世的理想。他是個醫科生，但他關心性別議題，甚至在平權NGO當倡議志工。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhLclyksg6
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我不知道他幹嘛對我好。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJTPzHFe0A
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我能確定他對我絕對沒有企圖。雖然我個性很爛，但憑藉著臉、身高、頂級的費洛蒙，也被不少Omega或Beta追求。我知道他不是在追我，他看我的眼神清澈無比。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6f3RqBr7s
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真的是個謎。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5t5Vrjwjh
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這種不確定性讓我抗拒。其實我寧願他對我有所圖，我就可以順其自然地厭惡他。我就可以無視他會幫我帶早餐、借我筆記、幫我佔座位、轉發好笑影片逗我、載我去忠烈祠看夜景、邀請我去看他彈貝斯、跨年拉我在校園裡偷玩仙女棒。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgis9sUe9tH
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方詠維三十歲當上了小兒科的主治醫生。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYqU0bHuiD
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他還是樂此不疲地約我吃飯，即使我們的經濟水準提升不少，最常吃的還是醫院的地下美食街。但方詠維不用再騎小綿羊載我了，他買了車，雖然是個Beta，副駕駛座的手套箱拉開，擺滿氣味中和劑跟抑制貼片，不知情的人或許會以為他有交往對象，但就只是他有個Alpha好友。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpygyukrM4
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那天，我們又去地下美食街覓食。一群嘰嘰喳喳的不分科住院醫生也在，我皺起了眉頭，社交達人方詠維看到認識的學弟妹，眼神發亮地湊過去。我只好端著餐盤，跟在方詠維的後面。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RfRiGUjrY
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「方學長怎麼樣？他不是對你很好嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHTUYOQZUy
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「他是個Beta，而且他五五身、又長得⋯⋯不怎麼樣。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I9krAFjSa
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一個有病的Omega和周圍的朋友正巧談論著方詠維，方詠維肯定是聽到了，他腳步一滯。然而，那個Omega恰巧抬起頭，和當事人對上了眼。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUgfZ8nIoh
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方詠維卻笑得跟沒事一樣，將餐盤放在了Omega身旁的空位。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCRxZgZkEN
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「你們在說誰啊？這麼巧，我也五五身。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlvXop7P7d
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「矮子到底要怎麼穿搭？你們能不能教教學長，我上次看你們出去玩的限動，每個人都好會穿搭耶。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1v7ysQ60C
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許是方詠維表現得太過自然，原先面帶尷尬的眾人，臉色都漸漸緩和。很快，大家你一言我一語地聊著穿搭。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEF5vONQjb
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方詠維什麼時候在乎穿搭了？我認識他十年多，他就算三十歲了，私底下也只穿帽Ｔ棉褲，還是大學就開始穿的那幾件。而且，那個有病的Omega才剛說方詠維五五身又不好看，方詠維還在對他笑臉盈盈，一聲聲溫柔地喊「文里學弟」。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRmxcf2hp3
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不知道是「文里學弟」，還是社交模式的方詠維，哪個更倒胃口。總之我沒心情吃飯，隨便扒個兩口就上樓了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SRrh5GCpm
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宋文里來我們科的時候，我當然沒給他好臉色。客觀來說，他是一個長相不錯的Omega。他輕易得到所有人的喜愛，包括方詠維。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNljDxXuPxS
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方詠維開始送咖啡給我跟宋文里，不知道誰是順帶的那一個，但他給兩個人都貼了便條紙，還一天到晚畫圖在上頭，非常有閒情逸致。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ttj0YyXDs
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那天方詠維臨時有手術，所以托了小兒科的林醫師送咖啡來。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgJ6CfFxht
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一杯咖啡上畫了貓咪，另一杯咖啡上畫了狼。林醫師很自然就將前者給了宋文里，後者遞給了我。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS6qJIIsrd
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「老方好有才！小宋是貓咪，段醫師是狼，真可愛。」林醫師端詳著便條紙上的塗鴉，掩著嘴輕笑。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VlFiCmzXM
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宋文里喝了一口熱咖啡，結果像個白癡一樣被燙到。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLprLlMXB7
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「小宋小心點啊，原來你有貓舌。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgpeZ0Qvx9
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「謝謝。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrtFqMXwEm
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林醫師友善地拍了拍宋文里，又延續著動物的話題：「不知道老方會覺得自己像什麼動物？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZobETyikm
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「嗯⋯⋯學長像⋯⋯狗狗？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj7T40h7ZS
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宋文里認真思考這個蠢話題的樣子，令人看了煩躁。方詠維又不是你的舔狗，我在心裡咒罵。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhZEhHZ3Fe
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「狗貓絕配，好可愛啊！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf5jBAYgBE
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林醫師合起手掌，笑得瞇起雙眼。我知道這傢伙又在腦中意淫方詠維跟宋文里的配對了。我撕掉便條紙，塞進白袍的口袋，冷冷地打斷他們：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnElWEw6XT
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「好好當個人吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzXKAqL1Dv
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我以為宋文里對方詠維沒有意思，才沒有接林醫師的話。直到晚上，我上了方詠維的車，發現車裡一股香味。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0eXes1AVM
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我的嗅覺很靈敏，自然聞得出，英國梨、小蒼蘭、琥珀、廣藿香⋯⋯這麼複雜的味道自然是人工香精，不是人體的費洛蒙，因此噴費洛蒙中和劑是沒有用的，我只能任由這股氣味肆虐。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U5Q09bmht
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「噴香水了？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwyQBTBE6b
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察覺到我的不悅，方詠維搖下車窗，讓風吹進車內散味。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsAEOc4NeT
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「對。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpFDn8kXV8
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「為什麼突然噴香水？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTxxdsoXR0
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「喔，別人送的。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ekWyXA5Eh
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我馬上想起宋文里，雖然不知道他費洛蒙的具體味道，但我記得是花香調，八成會是小蒼蘭。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eeIAIRaPF
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「停路邊。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx6LKXaVPX
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方詠維訝異地轉頭看我，「這不是費洛蒙，你也有排斥反應？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfJin3TGyA
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「停到路邊，放我下車。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqMSTccQDG
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「你不喜歡這味道，以後載你就不噴了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKsRsPzgRu
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方詠維好脾氣地哄我，我自己也知道我沒道理，純屬易感期鬧脾氣。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTs0azaJaD
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但我去他媽的小蒼蘭。我仍舊冷著一張臉，什麼話也沒說，方詠維嘆了一口氣。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KQd1AHQMw
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「至少載你到捷運站，現在尖峰時段不好叫車。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XDlg6yrnc
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方詠維把我放在捷運站入口，我甩上車門就走了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE330fWGx1T
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我只想狠狠做愛，咬爛別人的脖子，把陰莖插進某具身體，把精液射進去。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCveFKSbKai
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打完手槍之後，我的腦袋終於不再只是那些白花花的、豐腴的肉體。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOl2bo53Fj
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我打了一通電話給方詠維，我知道不用跟他道歉，找藉口請他吃個飯，他又會跟我和好如初。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaJWIHfazp
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「喂，你在哪？要不要吃宵？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFiJndPNf8
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「我在醫院。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4Es73hoWP
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畢竟方詠維也是醫生，他在醫院沒有什麼好奇怪的，我接著開口：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo4zv5ThoV
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「我去找你？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7eRMf8oSd
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「文里住院了，我沒心情。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsptNPJ9pJ
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「什麼？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo3XF7iM9a
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方詠維語氣很低落，我隔著電話都能想像他憔悴的樣子。方詠維向我解釋，宋文里發情期來了，因為注射抑制劑，引發嚴重型皮膚藥物過敏。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IDXym7APd
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「他長這麼大不知道自己抑制劑過敏嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FDIEdoT9m
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我沒那個意思，但話語一出，就像在譴責宋文里。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKHm2qy814
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「你別這樣講話，他真的不知道，他之前一直有Alpha男友。」方詠維難得的不開心，他頓了一下，最後還是坦白：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3EAS4P9vy
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「他是因為跟我交往，只好靠抑制劑。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmv0Xrh6S9
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我其實並不是沒想過這天，方詠維三十了，總要成家立業。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5xyK2qatS
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他作為我唯一的朋友，我的確是對他有些，稍微不太正常的獨佔欲。但這也不能怪我，只能怪我的基因。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjokqztB1z0
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對方詠維有獨佔欲實在是最蠢的選擇，方詠維會借所有人他的筆記，他的後座也可以載任何需要的同學，甚至連那些搞笑影片，他都是群發。在蛛絲馬跡裡尋找自己的特殊性，是我倖存的方法。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNdPcqsOqc
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或是乾脆就怪罪他的殘忍，然後把身為一個Beta，卻交了一個抑制劑過敏的Omega男友這件事，當作上天對他的懲罰。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyZZGHn1sO
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「所以你們沒分手？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IP90AdlUo
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宋文里住在我們科的病房，方詠維天天都上來探病，我終於忍不住把他堵在樓梯間。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIuH3F4fSm
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他的黑眼圈很顯眼，整個人似乎又變得更加消瘦，連臉頰都凹陷下去。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbqyEzxRMb
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「⋯⋯大概會吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhidtoOMgN
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還沒分手，但大概快分了。我不知道他們在堅持什麼。我倚在牆邊，手指摸進白袍口袋，搓著一張摺好的白紙，努力按捺自己的煩躁感。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2qWpXXmHR
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「你們申請Alpha社工了嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3oJJSUfE3
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「嗯，但不知道要排多久，你也知道，社工供需不平衡。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPZHUD2bJ5
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方詠維一屁股坐在樓梯上，將臉埋進掌心，他的聲音因此變形：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOHM4SsBx0
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「段醫師，告訴我吧，我到底該怎麼辦？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7ctUQi3dd
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我深吸一口氣，煙癮突然泛起，要知道我可是很久沒抽了，我忍不住抖著腳。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ4soYOO9e
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「兩個辦法。一，分手，讓他去找一個Alpha。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqWfQs1Qpo
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方詠維顯然思考過這個辦法，只是淺嘆了一口氣。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbKbphfGdU
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「第二個呢？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6SbfLYojj
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他八成是在等我提出什麼先進的療法，沒有。很遺憾這方面也沒有邁入臨床試驗階段的新藥，甚至連抑制劑都是近年剛上市的。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84hLAxfxv8
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「二，考慮我。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJHmcGlEYI
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我把口袋裡的白紙掏出來，在他面前甩開。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bFLR07um8
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——宋文里和我的費洛蒙檢驗報告，兩人適配度90%。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCzRorflXY
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如果方詠維跟宋文里不想分手，我或許不是唯一的選擇，但絕對是最好的。我身強體壯、定期體檢、跟宋文里適配度極高，我們可以做比較少次的性接觸，就達到相對高的費洛蒙融合度。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7kGcUN8Fj
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再者，Alpha標記Omega之後，會因為費洛蒙的融合產生依賴現象，這也是為什麼這麼少人投入社工這行。但我絕對不會愛上宋文里，我分得清楚本能跟真心，其他Alpha倒未必。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqQZkNDw3t
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當然對宋文里來說，跟方詠維分手，再去找個Alpha交往，是最快、最安全的方法。所以聽說是宋文里說服想分手的方詠維後，我感到十分訝異。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd4GKx6MIp
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我們可能都發瘋了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvrUYYQRAW
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方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，我懷疑他是個處男。我刻意走到他面前脫衣服，居高臨下地盯著坐在床緣的他，將他的侷促不安盡收眼底。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5Afc7Kwpk
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vO1XfL2Tv
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「我也要脫？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Zb7Uy9fb
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他滿臉疑惑，我只好開口求他脫。但他似乎今天要徹頭徹尾當個局外人，只是坐在原地不動。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD22JfAxecX
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「你難不成打算衣冠楚楚地坐在一旁，看我跟你男朋友，像野獸一樣做愛嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVqkku6VuS
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我講了狠話，方詠維愣住了，半晌才開始動作，他顫慄的手指按上鈕扣，花了很久才解開最上面那顆。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvekvmYVlqV
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「阿昕。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPYrKGbkbr
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他叫喚我，我還是心軟了，屈膝跪在他面前。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0glKw4z7Vm
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「方詠維，現在還來得及後悔。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAoEUammuQ
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他沈默地解開所有扣子，用行動表示，他不後悔。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIac1uRwCOa
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他的身體還是骨瘦如柴，我用手指輕輕觸碰他的肋骨，他嚇了一跳，卻還是任由我觸摸。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuBy9tFOaf
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「你太瘦了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpruArRr80C
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他轉頭看向打開的浴室門，我追隨著他的視線，宋文里穿著浴袍出來，露出白皙纖長的腿。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNowHZ4U4w
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宋文里爬上了雙人床，從背後將方詠維解開的襯衫褪下，然後環抱方詠維。方詠維好像到了極限，緩緩閉上雙眼，顫抖的眼睫濕潤。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiXuWsQler
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「對文里溫柔一點。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO49myH1x2
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宋文里隔著方詠維的肩頭盯著我，與其說是挑釁，更不如說是憐憫的眼神。要不是方詠維在場，我可能會揍他。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzQnrDhKxN
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其實我知道方詠維不會喜歡我做愛的方式——又dom又S。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwrqZbbXzn
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跟他認識十年多，他滿口宰制與權力不對等，我當然知道他信奉什麼想法，他會覺得，我把施虐情色化不能改變支配與暴力。我不會在他面前提自己的性癖以供他批判，也沒想過有天會跟他上同一張床。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNE5AR9aDG
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現在是他需要利用我。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQJhETKyOq
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方詠維靠在床頭，宋文里趴在方詠維懷裡。宋文里其實也偏瘦，背脊骨很明顯，他跟方詠維像兩把柴禾疊在一起。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8abou8bFw
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宋文里翹高渾圓的屁股，那是他身上唯一有肉的地方。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMkZxKt75k
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「進來。」宋文里命令式的語氣令我不悅，所以我扇了他的屁股一巴掌，很快留下清晰的掌印。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4O8OE8UFK
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「阿昕，不要欺負他。」方詠維抓住我的手。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNs9ms21T9
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方詠維一邊討厭我的宰制本能，一邊利用我的身體，但我還是將手指插進他的指縫，跟方詠維十指交扣。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHKx1vrVsc
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我拿他真的沒辦法。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AXNG50YZn
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宋文里倒是很快進入狀況，他掰開自己的臀縫，語氣放軟。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxDE72nnId
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「學長，請進來吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7kN3x9wVg
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我沒有繼續為難宋文里，在方詠維面前對他男朋友dirty talk，方詠維絕對會崩潰。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1ZZJ0KKJh
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另一隻手扶著宋文里的腰，我從背後插入他，他身子一直顫抖。我感受到他其實不夠濕，就要我插進去。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyC5sjwXzI
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我意識到，方詠維把我的屌當一根按摩棒，宋文里把我的屌當成——自殘的兇器。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ0exyYnuG
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「文里、文里⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG82Bqx60h
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方詠維察覺懷裡的宋文里在顫抖，不斷以吻安撫著宋文里。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BXcXkW5Uz
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「文里⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3aS347Jjb
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「詠維哥⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cr7yKY0fc
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「文里，痛不痛？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6JPhnUw6t
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對宋文里施暴式的猛插最終還是得到了Omega身體的接納，他的小穴逐漸濕潤，他被逼上了高潮，腸道一陣收縮，將深埋其中的那根陰莖死死絞緊。他後頸的腺體被咬破，威士忌和小蒼蘭的味道在汽車旅館內交融。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAVAExbqzY
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這一切就這樣完成了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi1KhYwfjK
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即使我好像，不覺得自己在這裡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oAiPrhuKE
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被退房的電話鈴聲喚醒，已經是隔天的中午。方詠維跟宋文里都要回醫院上班，我一個人躺在旅館的大床上。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQpucvuWQo
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我輕輕撫平床單的皺褶，明白那裡已經沒有餘下的體溫。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8bpOqkKlg
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陽光照進網膜，微微的刺痛感讓我生理性地分泌淚水。床緣是兩雙紙拖鞋，一次性的、可拋棄的。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6stAWkraSt
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我心裡明白，沒有哭泣的理由，我翻了個身，那滴淚便滑落到臉頰上，很快就乾了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUDeOJ7OhJ
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新的一年打算寫五個ABO短篇，並帶來性別不同的幾種配對，這次是AB！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOfbeVgXw1
不知道大家喜歡什麼ABO配對ㄋ～30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY3Lg4bFMf
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我很少寫第一人稱小說，盡力揣摩了段昕的感覺，跟膿瘡的憂鬱文青風完全不同。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWozAQf4h3L
希望大家不要讀得不舒服，雖然討厭小段非常正常XD30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof2wRRCQDK
我很努力想讓段昕立體，雖然可能不討人喜歡30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MMZUY179p
希望能在段昕沒有一句喜歡或愛的狀況下，描寫出他對方詠維的情感與痛苦迷惘30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ567UQp8BYo
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有任何感想都歡迎留言><或是到噗浪找我：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXxo7cUIyc
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