Dear Diary,
I don't understand people's behavior nowadays. Let me explain. Today, I was playing a game as usual. I called my friend and asked if he wanted to play a game. He said no and invited me to join him and his friends instead. I agreed because why not? But soon, I regretted it. The greeting I received was negative and unpleasant. I ignored it initially since I knew them and usually talked to them.
However, I learned a hard lesson: people who talk about you and spread rumors aren't true friends. It's like they're talking behind your back. I realized something important too: if your friends talk badly about others to you, imagine what they say about you when you're not around. This became clear when I saw them gossip about another guy, saying mean things behind his back, just like they did to me and almost everyone else.
They'd make fun of his smell, question his sexuality, and use derogatory terms. It's messed up and infuriating. They do the same to me, but I try to ignore them. It hurts when one of my so-called friends shares my stuff with others. I have feelings, thoughts, and a voice, but they act like I don't.
It's disheartening to see how cruel people can be, especially at such a young age. I've repeated a grade twice, and because of that, they think I'm retarded and judge me by my looks. But why should I waste my time on their opinions? It's not like they have anything valuable to say to me. Their behavior is so messed up it's annoying.
That's all I can think about today.
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