Year2嘅summer sem,呀文拍拖了。佢玩ocamp做組爸識左個女仔,佢地冇幾耐就一齊左。當時呀文仲同我講,話佢好鍾意呢個女仔,覺得佢地好夾。當初都有人問過我做唔做組媽..如果我知呀文做...我一定會同佢一齊做....455Please respect copyright.PENANAWYIhyNrhtt
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佢拍左拖之後,我地十年都唔上佢一次hall。一嚟我地上天地堂中間嘅時間呀文都會拎嚟陪女朋友,二嚟佢間房多左個女仔長期係度,我地都唔好意思上去。455Please respect copyright.PENANAFzObCFPhk3
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有一排我地好鍾意上完朝早堂就去飲茶。有次呀文話想帶埋佢女朋友嚟一齊食,因為佢都得閒。其他人都好歡迎佢女朋友嚟,咁我都冇理由話唔想,就當睇下咩女仔咁犀利,呀文會睇得上。455Please respect copyright.PENANA4IQIIrxHgy
「Hi~我叫呀喬。我唔會阻住你地呀嘛..?」佢話。我仲以為會係好靚女,點知係好普通嘅一個女仔。455Please respect copyright.PENANAGSM8DkxBT8
「唔會唔會~坐呀坐呀!我叫Chole呀」Chloe好好客咁話。455Please respect copyright.PENANAA4jfTtsnDR
「Hello~我係Eric」455Please respect copyright.PENANAm46AmKjn8d
正當我想介紹自己嘅時候,呀喬開左聲。455Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6QtiKbb8g
「咁你一定係呀婷啦~」佢話。455Please respect copyright.PENANAEz6uJMxtMT
「係呀..你識我嫁?」我答。455Please respect copyright.PENANAHz3L6SficV
「冇呀我成日聽呀文講起你~」455Please respect copyright.PENANAVcquMw8zqS
「..哈哈..係咩..」我話。呀文會係佢女朋友面前提起我..?佢究竟會同個女仔講啲咩,我好好奇。455Please respect copyright.PENANAfNHIgR7NpE
「好啦,快啲食嘢啦,凍哂啦~」呀文話,之後佢夾左舊燒賣比佢女朋友食。我睇得好唔舒服...點解咁普通嘅女仔可以做呀文女朋友...如果佢係一個靚女或者我都會輸得心服口服。嗰一刻我真係好唔甘心..我自問冇一樣嘢會輸比個女仔...純粹係因為我冇玩Ocamp..455Please respect copyright.PENANA5JZpWnAbSi
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當時我真係咁覺得,後來我先發現,一個男仔鍾意一個女仔係唔需要原因。嗰次係呀文第一次帶女朋友係我面前。當然,我咁講得,因為唔只得一次。455Please respect copyright.PENANA82eb79o5n5
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當我已經習慣左呀文有女朋友嘅時候,有一日上上下堂佢無啦啦同我地講話佢地分左手。原因好似係因為性格不合,佢話個女仔好固執,佢地成日都嘈交。而我地幾個嗰日就即刻約左夜晚飲酒。我本身唔係特別叻飲酒,但讀左大學之後好似大家都好鍾意約飲酒,所以就飲多左好多。當然,呀文失戀,佢想做咩我都一定會陪住佢。455Please respect copyright.PENANAr5TM5KAnSf
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嗰晚我地飲左好多,而我第一次見呀文咁唔開心。望住佢個樣,我個心乸住乸住好唔舒服。一嚟係因為我唔想見到自己最鍾意嘅人咁樣..同時我好似咩都做唔到咁,無力感好重...我不斷係度諗要做啲咩佢先可以冇咁唔開心。二嚟係我唔甘心呀文為左個襯唔起佢嘅女仔而唔開心..聽呀文講,個女仔明明就成日無理取鬧...點解呀文就咁鍾意佢。飲下飲下,我都好唔開心..開始會諗我係咪應該進取啲..反正呀文而家單身...455Please respect copyright.PENANARlelF7Z0Z3
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就咁又過左半年。呢半年我同呀文嘅關係再Close左啲,我覺得係因為我主動左,再個人開朗左啲。以前嘅我比較鍾意收埋自己嘅諗法,而家嘅我更加勇敢去表達自己。我一直都覺得,如果冇識到呀文,我一定唔會好似而家咁。佢就好似一直令我成長嘅人,那怕我只係跟住係佢後面..455Please respect copyright.PENANAgPhMilF70A
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當我以為我地會慢慢發展嘅時候,呀文又再拍拖了。佢返Part time識左個女同事,個女仔唔係同我地讀同一間U,所以呀文成日過去佢度搵佢。呀文開始走多左堂,有時甚至乎成個禮拜都唔會見到佢。慢慢我地開始生疏返..唔上堂見面就好少會私底下pm傾計..講得都係問下我上堂Professor 有冇派midterm ,幾時要上Lab嗰啲嘢。我見佢有女朋友,都唔敢隨便約佢出嚟..廢時人地以為我有咩居心。455Please respect copyright.PENANApOrXBGiEoY
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我開始慢慢接受左現實,我有同過兩個姐妹講我單戀呀文嘅事。佢地都叫我唔好為左呀文而浪費自己嘅青春,我有嘗試過同單獨男仔出街,但心入面硬係有呀文..直到有一個男仔對我好好。佢係我識左呀文之後,第二個對我好好嘅男仔。我地有出過幾次街,佢比我嘅感覺都幾好,慢慢我對佢產生左好感。而我知道,我心入面仍然係有呀文..但係我決定比個機會個男仔,當比個機會自己放低呀文...455Please respect copyright.PENANAy1sLGd3QDF
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