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可是,這樣的做法,卻似乎只造成了讓兩個人都痛苦的局面。13Please respect copyright.PENANAbnz3L8V10e
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那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?13Please respect copyright.PENANA6PXsmPLyZc
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他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……13Please respect copyright.PENANATBuSgJS6PF
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身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。13Please respect copyright.PENANANFpf5DfZqe
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他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPNyaX9cmkr
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOG1G4QH1uC
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAYG54s8LULN
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他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzVL1AEtqLa
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不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。13Please respect copyright.PENANA34U2u07Wu3
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不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。13Please respect copyright.PENANA4ltDefeqXP
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官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvup3FOQQR5
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從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。13Please respect copyright.PENANAZJIkoaEqgw
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噁心!13Please respect copyright.PENANASRv7OtOsdd
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連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?13Please respect copyright.PENANA1KmNBEVaeX
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所以……這是最後一次了吧?13Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3rPhbtHZl
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最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……13Please respect copyright.PENANAybM7VWUzHX
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帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFme3u7YYc8
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楚襄冉吻了他!13Please respect copyright.PENANAiqt3f0ppCM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAzWMGBhbaaO
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPMDs0QNK2G
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直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。13Please respect copyright.PENANApuckvdE3mM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAE8CHYJ37Mc
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。13Please respect copyright.PENANAyniETJJnAH
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「襄冉……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAwLDWZlAjUQ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAkua18d0vas
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANArDGAg7cgrk
13Please respect copyright.PENANAN7NbodewZ3
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAXO9umPyf4v
13Please respect copyright.PENANAosTD7gSGHc
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAdkGZVsGFaR
13Please respect copyright.PENANAZAoEvFtHRF
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFRuM13Ah4B
13Please respect copyright.PENANA1rIfSE9nmR
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANACamHXln5bQ
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為什麼要這樣逼迫他?13Please respect copyright.PENANAItxgwcIpvi
13Please respect copyright.PENANAlMsFm93NcR
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……13Please respect copyright.PENANAlhfJfmVHCN
13Please respect copyright.PENANAQah9yo66qR
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。13Please respect copyright.PENANAj55DUGJIdn
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而他們明明什麼都不是。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPYFQPFetrt
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楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。13Please respect copyright.PENANA8bokesQ8BR
13Please respect copyright.PENANAK1FHOvmWrW
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……13Please respect copyright.PENANAl9P3QpFp84
13Please respect copyright.PENANA7dyYoVWy93
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」13Please respect copyright.PENANALHdg4oSq5d
13Please respect copyright.PENANA35jtqAIl0l
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。13Please respect copyright.PENANAm02gowpuMm
13Please respect copyright.PENANAxYHdhVf9z4
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。13Please respect copyright.PENANACGAyy0DmVJ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAxSq7xW4593
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。13Please respect copyright.PENANAjw3Q93vqP0
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沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvUeFrsVwRz
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上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。13Please respect copyright.PENANAtBoHxl9PPV
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用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。13Please respect copyright.PENANApGHVZGggnQ
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然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。13Please respect copyright.PENANAiTSppp7thm
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「你要去哪裡?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAQpUFxvDNjx
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以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。13Please respect copyright.PENANAxugGna5AMX
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不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。13Please respect copyright.PENANAv3idrGPjtv
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可是……13Please respect copyright.PENANAu6uvRNrfX2
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「你要去哪裡?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAw1PdnOrt1c
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又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。13Please respect copyright.PENANAOcwjUqFOoy
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哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。13Please respect copyright.PENANAeFXejR7Jyz
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「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAdsuhPFtPqv
13Please respect copyright.PENANAKUu7yChh7B
沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvY3kPRs3QH
13Please respect copyright.PENANAos7jUFjybS
楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……13Please respect copyright.PENANAgIyQnvfj7n
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「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAFOUNJjocP6
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOF16GdKM1b
官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。
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那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?13Please respect copyright.PENANA6PXsmPLyZc
13Please respect copyright.PENANAO1fawZ24yH
他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……13Please respect copyright.PENANATBuSgJS6PF
13Please respect copyright.PENANAiXtaIBO1Mv
身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。13Please respect copyright.PENANANFpf5DfZqe
13Please respect copyright.PENANAwFy0Xa058Y
他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPNyaX9cmkr
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOG1G4QH1uC
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAYG54s8LULN
13Please respect copyright.PENANAszy1eJh8E5
他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzVL1AEtqLa
13Please respect copyright.PENANASylbX6ZAw5
不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。13Please respect copyright.PENANA34U2u07Wu3
13Please respect copyright.PENANA7QPaahukx0
不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。13Please respect copyright.PENANA4ltDefeqXP
13Please respect copyright.PENANAX7YKE8XRYQ
官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvup3FOQQR5
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從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。13Please respect copyright.PENANAZJIkoaEqgw
13Please respect copyright.PENANAYD7iAsh86T
噁心!13Please respect copyright.PENANASRv7OtOsdd
13Please respect copyright.PENANArTByOhxyl2
連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?13Please respect copyright.PENANA1KmNBEVaeX
13Please respect copyright.PENANAaXYc8sQZAA
所以……這是最後一次了吧?13Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3rPhbtHZl
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最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……13Please respect copyright.PENANAybM7VWUzHX
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4l00EpGhae
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帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFme3u7YYc8
13Please respect copyright.PENANA3CtZHXaO3E
楚襄冉吻了他!13Please respect copyright.PENANAiqt3f0ppCM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAzWMGBhbaaO
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPMDs0QNK2G
13Please respect copyright.PENANAyVAWzJvXOD
直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。13Please respect copyright.PENANApuckvdE3mM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAE8CHYJ37Mc
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。13Please respect copyright.PENANAyniETJJnAH
13Please respect copyright.PENANAsISANvC0C2
「襄冉……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAwLDWZlAjUQ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAkua18d0vas
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANArDGAg7cgrk
13Please respect copyright.PENANAN7NbodewZ3
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAXO9umPyf4v
13Please respect copyright.PENANAosTD7gSGHc
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAdkGZVsGFaR
13Please respect copyright.PENANAZAoEvFtHRF
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFRuM13Ah4B
13Please respect copyright.PENANA1rIfSE9nmR
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANACamHXln5bQ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAFHESAjtY49
為什麼要這樣逼迫他?13Please respect copyright.PENANAItxgwcIpvi
13Please respect copyright.PENANAlMsFm93NcR
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……13Please respect copyright.PENANAlhfJfmVHCN
13Please respect copyright.PENANAQah9yo66qR
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。13Please respect copyright.PENANAj55DUGJIdn
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而他們明明什麼都不是。13Please respect copyright.PENANAPYFQPFetrt
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楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。13Please respect copyright.PENANA8bokesQ8BR
13Please respect copyright.PENANAK1FHOvmWrW
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……13Please respect copyright.PENANAl9P3QpFp84
13Please respect copyright.PENANA7dyYoVWy93
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」13Please respect copyright.PENANALHdg4oSq5d
13Please respect copyright.PENANA35jtqAIl0l
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。13Please respect copyright.PENANAm02gowpuMm
13Please respect copyright.PENANAxYHdhVf9z4
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。13Please respect copyright.PENANACGAyy0DmVJ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAxSq7xW4593
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。13Please respect copyright.PENANAjw3Q93vqP0
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沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvUeFrsVwRz
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上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。13Please respect copyright.PENANAtBoHxl9PPV
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用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。13Please respect copyright.PENANApGHVZGggnQ
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然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。13Please respect copyright.PENANAiTSppp7thm
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「你要去哪裡?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAQpUFxvDNjx
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以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。13Please respect copyright.PENANAxugGna5AMX
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不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。13Please respect copyright.PENANAv3idrGPjtv
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可是……13Please respect copyright.PENANAu6uvRNrfX2
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「你要去哪裡?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAw1PdnOrt1c
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又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。13Please respect copyright.PENANAOcwjUqFOoy
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哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。13Please respect copyright.PENANAeFXejR7Jyz
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「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAdsuhPFtPqv
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沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvY3kPRs3QH
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楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……13Please respect copyright.PENANAgIyQnvfj7n
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「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAFOUNJjocP6
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官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。