「央,幫我拿藍色,好嗎?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAjiE0LW1g8J
918Please respect copyright.PENANAwHPUcXMXyh
李央睜開眼睛,發現自己又回到白色的房間、又變回十二歲的模樣。李康坐在那邊的梯子、拿著筆刷,將房間的牆壁,塗得五顏六色。918Please respect copyright.PENANAKa1fLOTxJK
918Please respect copyright.PENANASmDc3yQT2Y
「……。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAbNaBnH28aW
918Please respect copyright.PENANARVbRX6INh7
一開始,李央搞不清楚狀況,直到想起李晴煬──想起那兩發子彈,他意識到什麼,躺在床上笑了。李央兩手摀著眼睛,邊笑邊哭。918Please respect copyright.PENANAisL1ew7kNU
918Please respect copyright.PENANApBqAOGf9Uw
「哈哈……哈哈哈……哈哈……」918Please respect copyright.PENANAZk7quz1cJX
918Please respect copyright.PENANALIpvkGimOI
這是地獄──沒錯,屬於他的地獄。李康是他的心魔,他將永遠被困在這,和他最害怕的哥哥一起。918Please respect copyright.PENANAu5PPkKrjyz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAYO8lo9yB2E
「央。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA6c4c5BuWWJ
918Please respect copyright.PENANAHiJogmNZbE
李康從梯子上下來,走到床邊。918Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5ZUAXjwfM
918Please respect copyright.PENANAzlBCxRzWuz
「歡迎回來,央。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAYhKg2nrlDE
918Please respect copyright.PENANATYNlsfQmpw
「……嗯。」李央抽氣,「我回來了,哥哥……」918Please respect copyright.PENANALN96hDKIXz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAPpEnjPmTrp
「哭什麼?」李康握住他的手,「你就這麼不想,看到我嗎?」918Please respect copyright.PENANA2I7iEqu9YZ
918Please respect copyright.PENANAfQpiFlSzsO
「不。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAwHo4m4SIir
918Please respect copyright.PENANAeXICkzenN4
李央把手拿開,哭紅的眼睛看著哥哥,然後笑了。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ1R2KWWk3
918Please respect copyright.PENANA3f0UfqYRZn
「我很想你。」他絕望笑著,「我很想你,哥哥。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAC2B1I5iID3
918Please respect copyright.PENANAo3ACjN8mcw
「想我?」李康歪頭,「我記得你說,你討厭我。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAop6J8y0lsq
918Please respect copyright.PENANADdYWYQr7mJ
「對,我討厭你。」李央告訴他:「可是,你不在,我連一個人睡覺都做不到。我只能和你生活,只能跟你在一起。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAS49UYLlb2X
918Please respect copyright.PENANASzJ4KnSmL4
918Please respect copyright.PENANAyeylA8fsRJ
──誰都好。918Please respect copyright.PENANAmdMF7QbUbU
918Please respect copyright.PENANA0vQAQpmC2Y
918Please respect copyright.PENANAzVFi3hjwUz
李康笑了。918Please respect copyright.PENANAbBPcxbLxqR
918Please respect copyright.PENANArE5cG6Hbl7
918Please respect copyright.PENANAx8R5m3T2Cy
──我想成為那個「非你不可」。918Please respect copyright.PENANAHmNjKwZxHO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAcRDrM9MEw4
918Please respect copyright.PENANAMrQ6Ovwpnh
一開始,只是想減輕心裡的通苦,所以說服自己、原諒對方;然而,斯德哥爾摩症候群,忘記自己是受害者,將這份感情視為愛。918Please respect copyright.PENANAzZhAYizBTu
918Please respect copyright.PENANAfQI3BjkvlB
「……沒錯。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAAQlYmfTrDJ
918Please respect copyright.PENANAVS1X5ouhdH
李康露出漂亮的笑容,「這就是『紅心傑克』。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAVvJGxOzCGf
918Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ppDLosOC
918Please respect copyright.PENANAn8CdAJYp3B
名為愛的暴力。918Please respect copyright.PENANACFPnVFuUqn
918Please respect copyright.PENANAhsYcF9lDwc
他們為此而生,也為此而死。918Please respect copyright.PENANAmfxIiYHyw3
918Please respect copyright.PENANAD8RUHtAKLI
918Please respect copyright.PENANAqCSFBOG3u1
「哥。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAZBMSZgLLeP
918Please respect copyright.PENANAMWlj4qt1rF
李央看著哥哥──反正已經無藥可救──他問李康:「你想要什麼顏色?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAIRCcMUgMXZ
918Please respect copyright.PENANAv41KK6eCIU
「白色。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAbtN9g36TLf
918Please respect copyright.PENANAUtVQWKsetT
李康說,將金色的頭髮捋到耳後,「我要,這個房間的顏色。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA2MtzaEVCxb
918Please respect copyright.PENANAbwfuwW2dbO
「……沒問題。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAuR4XysRenY
918Please respect copyright.PENANAM4KbTGSSPX
話落,李央主動伸手,將李康拉到床上。少年優美的身軀展現在前,他們擁抱彼此、感受彼此;同時,李央的頭髮和眼睛,漸漸和李康一樣,變成漂亮的金色,與血腥的紅色。918Please respect copyright.PENANAYjXXHufXWH
918Please respect copyright.PENANAnFizT3bKFm
918Please respect copyright.PENANAakwaLyauQ9
「你是毒。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAQWg9mVqM1v
918Please respect copyright.PENANA2028mt65XQ
918Please respect copyright.PENANAJgbeZS5Wtz
李央咬著李康的後頸。紅色、金色……直到白色出現,他告訴李康:918Please respect copyright.PENANAO4aHo3crJq
918Please respect copyright.PENANAGPHg6aVd3Z
「而我,飲鴆止渴。」