回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbneILsVgzF
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVl25MTGVu
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcDoph35Wa
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKcwlG4sPP
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWoPp3TGK1
我的眼淚不斷湧出來527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43FSSEhsYB
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpKI04WVS2
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrEFjEmSqg
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvOqRBcXjC
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4COW0xG0f
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpd4RYPVmw
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq18mZlH5D0
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj3vkMg1TG
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zpor3FImA
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1IZGS29oU
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL4hODAju1
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbUHrxZ5vW
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk3KnJtGOs
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlCcozWDkS
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Q03qv3aN
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1yxaPqGLf
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrZgrHFnBn
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAIHxzVK6C
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkFIqS2XiB
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可惡！連手機也沒電！527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk73lU3EQjh
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEKSJ0JAOp
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaC4sIpN2A
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qeUOfy4fT
我仍然有呀怡．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jVy3KeMTA
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電話沒電。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHgvOhGSD2
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6tc7ZqjcO
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP65DBmoI7
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第６次撥號，終於通了527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmebptGB80
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOU7jk2ly3
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgspKwpsoSi
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUASnvCnCJ
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCY4sqDhlR
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yG50oYV7e
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJCa2Z23ui
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR8kt42IgN
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJaCn0NROa
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNDnScFF5k
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpHvgi7DsN
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohfOnux9NZ
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMtgHnLc1z
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1eEup5FjL
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCgTJuHvey
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「你．．等陣有野做？」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq9RgrUspt
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxvUWpd5mD
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDuRMZu7h3
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGiLe8Ekr8
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuXYrjkg6E
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAJXtZ1KDv
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzLobu09tZ
我仔細想想，還是算了527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QrgepRnXJ
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIquUj6zKxa
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X9Sc84fRi
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUsMvtIkfO
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpHBq1l4z4
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRYb1j4enh
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYx93A9FMz
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSpdY8uJcu
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrBYnlQeNG
我也只好乘巴士回家527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCfiMIKa0H
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVZ7TBcJuw
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3AD1PRPsn
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回家後．．我不知如何開口527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc9FCx1DD1
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5q2gqM6xf
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU35tu70rpx
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEEn3WM2wN
家人可說是我的死穴527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J9IlGwTaM
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq3sBK2rxp
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYUSQlVFNm
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfxiqN8njN
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很累．．我真很累527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGs3rDJgDW
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我躺在床上527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJKArJtrK1
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP3qFXXOG3
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAbgrMxlTb
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYbBVd6Owp
