回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦492Please respect copyright.PENANA7krCEEUWy8
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦492Please respect copyright.PENANAcbDNoMXhBM
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是492Please respect copyright.PENANAynCtiawNmi
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..492Please respect copyright.PENANAGqXuwRhhKo
想到這裡,我崩潰了...492Please respect copyright.PENANASxYutrmZaP
我的眼淚不斷湧出來492Please respect copyright.PENANAEG3E2nQgHg
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己492Please respect copyright.PENANAjalecWTzuO
但我真的很辛苦..很苦492Please respect copyright.PENANAMtjw9qUlSp
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...492Please respect copyright.PENANA6HWjjYnAWp
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我492Please respect copyright.PENANAcZbvDXA74p
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白492Please respect copyright.PENANA6ML6d0MYUv
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受492Please respect copyright.PENANA6tXdVkAVg3
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況492Please respect copyright.PENANARFLMu8iYhV
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學492Please respect copyright.PENANAMFV1tFLfx1
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」492Please respect copyright.PENANA0nS4vExkT6
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...492Please respect copyright.PENANA3V05fx4sJW
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」492Please respect copyright.PENANAF9977D8sn2
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」492Please respect copyright.PENANARVsysbrDeC
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAQv8V0pgn3s
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...492Please respect copyright.PENANAeChpsZ2Ll2
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱492Please respect copyright.PENANANllo8L3mr2
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..492Please respect copyright.PENANALjV8LBcyCH
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。492Please respect copyright.PENANAXhf4YzGXoL
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...492Please respect copyright.PENANADf2LUDm5Ik
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可惡!連手機也沒電!492Please respect copyright.PENANAONoyy7PDwy
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!492Please respect copyright.PENANAo3aKwxQrZY
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。492Please respect copyright.PENANAJVaQ8MsjIW
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴492Please respect copyright.PENANAT2QBCXQqku
我仍然有呀怡..492Please respect copyright.PENANA7ER4e9fH80
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電話沒電。492Please respect copyright.PENANASxqsZRIl9w
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..492Please respect copyright.PENANAVsu2J7Ds7A
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣492Please respect copyright.PENANAkBqqH94dgy
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第6次撥號,終於通了492Please respect copyright.PENANAUVBfVS0jw9
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAN0tS8W5zOX
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚492Please respect copyright.PENANAb5lRM28UgE
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAdGTZzeyKUi
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!492Please respect copyright.PENANAl5JnmznlRT
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡492Please respect copyright.PENANAaAchbOAhMI
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水492Please respect copyright.PENANATBYafSl14S
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子492Please respect copyright.PENANAA68FVQVqib
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久492Please respect copyright.PENANAtK3alV8m3a
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?492Please respect copyright.PENANAWEz4T9ZZ29
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對492Please respect copyright.PENANAsSJUtHuGlz
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」492Please respect copyright.PENANAoaXajQJNfF
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAQFM5kcyE9h
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間492Please respect copyright.PENANAAwYokdvqem
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間492Please respect copyright.PENANAA5tsYgP5zj
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「你..等陣有野做?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAKl1YD2yJQC
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」492Please respect copyright.PENANAdyrk66UD9u
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣492Please respect copyright.PENANAygNjd0eOtI
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」492Please respect copyright.PENANA4uiVsDZmsF
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」492Please respect copyright.PENANAHF9XEf9yi8
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落492Please respect copyright.PENANAU9hoCSCR8q
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人492Please respect copyright.PENANApD4qx7Xuk0
我仔細想想,還是算了492Please respect copyright.PENANALtZqrxCSE1
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」492Please respect copyright.PENANAowlls4ypvj
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣492Please respect copyright.PENANAlH6FoGC9vM
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了492Please respect copyright.PENANA27HCckpinZ
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了492Please respect copyright.PENANAHogU10AtgI
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交492Please respect copyright.PENANABBXmK4cBCz
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」492Please respect copyright.PENANAkellnN8y3s
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」492Please respect copyright.PENANAG8Iu1gf8Xj
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了492Please respect copyright.PENANApHPJSgog7e
我也只好乘巴士回家492Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7DQifUcG
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景492Please respect copyright.PENANAcN8Fz5tKM2
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!492Please respect copyright.PENANABZhQ4pZ8Z0
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回家後..我不知如何開口492Please respect copyright.PENANAwHRlfs3toy
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問492Please respect copyright.PENANAZycX4K81f4
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」492Please respect copyright.PENANA4ov5JLvAg1
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAE36r64Urvm
家人可說是我的死穴492Please respect copyright.PENANAFD1YI1cN1Y
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見492Please respect copyright.PENANAGAcPuCsXus
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」492Please respect copyright.PENANA8NJTXt6n7r
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...492Please respect copyright.PENANALsbnS5gPkn
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很累..我真很累492Please respect copyright.PENANASwASV8ApXW
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我躺在床上492Please respect copyright.PENANAwqn1263ssy
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?492Please respect copyright.PENANA962avZtGOQ
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?492Please respect copyright.PENANAPIS0KkCkjk
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!492Please respect copyright.PENANAIbb11Jbpn4