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花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyX2E37Fvd
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTnuunhvBV
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg5Zzv4mO1
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV7b88aWoF
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmFNvO5hsJ
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabTyHA5mt2
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1QK11EDxM
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCevZngOGC
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQh1FtZ5Zq
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87I6dgm9RQ
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaCAAxRCCS
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrJXrCT7zu
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgGKb1iisj
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbpD6dOYhq
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RahU7dlus
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfg4ieTUDk
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0GbgttCFE
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLwaZ7EscS
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPEsU4mUp9
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItpvXKaeFM
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h5HJdJjJF
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可惡！連手機也沒電！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jqubPl0od
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4S33q1fCv
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL5kVkNB7t
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrzWTrfvdB
我仍然有呀怡．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSpb0fv88Z
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電話沒電。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKirCXBtUvI
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnlc4TBKxc
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnk5puEaVJ
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第６次撥號，終於通了537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0yzcIt606
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpnLICqyiX
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYmkLRsyhq
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jumLnPDmM
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtm6TLw3V8
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7KPkcExBS
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbaSes7VcS
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxrS7sZbFi
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzMfxpUtAW
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R0cRBvvEG
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TAQTH8w4D
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5txr1K9lw8
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mrAtZkYOI
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRO6dpmovb
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRf9xQKCho
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「你．．等陣有野做？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG0cU2ZTe0
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmzwfMwSrG
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOZuGPb1VI
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgecePqhrAD
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWwKHMiWi8
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovAkyCKdKg
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqclJloSlA
我仔細想想，還是算了537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6TLfzSSEK
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV1GL5zGUV
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ056DWf4j5
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZHHdvxs5T
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARhvnhLfYD
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAXcVJ6y1C
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAAywC0Ngf
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkkhV8nayC
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYgdpoWHrt
我也只好乘巴士回家537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKUcfVniiD
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx0AkU22xZ
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S6tzKU3M0
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回家後．．我不知如何開口537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiMMKKAKXq
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WCKjvDOJa
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcdImkcz8D
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5DJNJU4sX
家人可說是我的死穴537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hPVl4OeYZ
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUMCtHB8DD
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IAP07K5ng
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPAcEahsDQ
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很累．．我真很累537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6tFJc6oUg
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我躺在床上537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUMPokwFNO
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUk0hisiYI
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcIG1PvLR4
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCNbyhdpC8
