回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvUUqQmrhY
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCQSoujNER
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvOMVsl5Zk
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0e6mkxq5C
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGeMGb3udf
我的眼淚不斷湧出來522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxq8syYuKo
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnrk4GYdgM
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSE6m1asHI
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5snI47pwxW
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJyKQbYeDt
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62vu3mCwux
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡretexcZquE
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDXQdkKPYG
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6UbTITvlo
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmluT9lYQG
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIqfN8sFT8
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5f5H8EwHR
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gVxvvyvvp
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5SPS6qrCs
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoteB130my
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rFLoJotkm
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUDt5H4IDf
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVb0Rp5DQ8
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGmKoKdxMu
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可惡！連手機也沒電！522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmqFr7U7QZ
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqpwqv1uu8
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCowbYumZL
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNLRuL315e
我仍然有呀怡．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaYhmHMTcz
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電話沒電。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ8s7XrHgh
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgAAJYr3VX
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLRs7JDsnw
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第６次撥號，終於通了522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aR4q8Q5Gw
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YuaLOdDxt
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JlX4tsNMy
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRRooVA1RK
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWA3d4vfCn
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmIjEFusDM
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2dmmTHX1T
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCEYPF1AEy
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFU7fqUaIg
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBL1BREQeK
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKg87sYQXh
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMTqcaLDcE
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKbHYUW2VM
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QR8g5gPMb
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HOeZGDPXs
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「你．．等陣有野做？」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ33JsVdM7
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbshaXudnd9
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc01Ff4QI4C
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2iCeOrXHq
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11JobbfeCI
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72BO3xnGsA
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnaohNZZ1X
我仔細想想，還是算了522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI2SeL6rBb
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemRSzM6hTI
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYhVwOKkOT
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0MrA5YX0Z
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0KJvGZm0b
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACnRdepVNU
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ra3xyuQpq
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGBYKQ5nBa
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIm4kGmFlu
我也只好乘巴士回家522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Yi5XBhMR
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1eq8ATOnz
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnzKU4h6Bx
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回家後．．我不知如何開口522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrHUKzDWBe
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgonAkSlc4V
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ3qr15v0H
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iCx749jkZ
家人可說是我的死穴522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdacErmVyIW
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSnxMSwxkv
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZkmvVP3j7
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWojrYmNjRF
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很累．．我真很累522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY117uebn2
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我躺在床上522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcDvBXCJCx
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUJUB1AUeM
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGAdfz8twg
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH1GCU7hzo
