回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ocQV3dfVm
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ODiWKf8M0
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2k5GcByl0
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xDmmnQ6x5
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ1Obl1KaO
我的眼淚不斷湧出來511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCJiDJR2Os
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrk3d8m2iq
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcXHHf73Qe
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKjEnBss4G
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KUYRBWTdo
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4r1iVCh8u
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYInuFvM3a
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiHdoZB1hP
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYm5w5ZRt8
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVZAPsr88f
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW85dXFRgo
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWapzPRuF8
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI35qEgaGv4
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zCbALh72O
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0nxsQsj7d
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7XqB4NvxW
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e9B10cJTw
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bXKS8igwW
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPytQy7swvT
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可惡！連手機也沒電！511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXldl9zjXwQ
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPNMXaa42S
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwb3XMZziv
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UPKRI6yfX
我仍然有呀怡．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY1ZhwFCR5
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電話沒電。511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyha26NXYN
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3DVVbPpBP
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1jGmOPiVP
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第６次撥號，終於通了511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WJRfbvImS
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHWRpQiaNX
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsoXK2ot3C
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0NjaDrooI
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t6E2CM2Ai
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsKJBLgTSn
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFs6ZT4Eqx
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡticjNCSOow
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpjQEOizoO
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmFHC8wCBo
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl36ogvfqz
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8GSHnwfJy
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqFUrtTcEl
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfNqoaus27
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepxunVXOuY
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「你．．等陣有野做？」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBP2ww5VZX
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv8BocS25g
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3uGekuoKX
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwr7OlfIlx
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJxwSngvAM
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34rx3sfPkE
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqu5LZ9uWS
我仔細想想，還是算了511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOj6Em2ybk
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiHwRMyu1t
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokzWymga8y
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM55I3hZKx
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn2hevEH1K
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqftREe3yx
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlrq7TesAc
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUVSaVUdnZ
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqEDDta0JP
我也只好乘巴士回家511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajJvmyPgtH
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YibLcVheJ
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDYol8zN03
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回家後．．我不知如何開口511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYcTYRXu04
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5dIiwvXN1
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiIII6H9QI
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkfy1Tsuu0
家人可說是我的死穴511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyuCZB1VBt
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04LYAPD7kB
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdX2WlSSs8
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGt1dBk3Wl
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很累．．我真很累511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71RYzZY3Q8
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我躺在床上511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HTivnqusO
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlJj2NlrWR
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGakGdQSdU
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCNhFdC4AF
