I realized on that snowy day that the direction was a stronger factor than magic, as the lightning outside, the performance of the lightning in the sky, the roar of the storm on the ground scratched my ears, and the direction of movement of my magic wand turned left and right. And every time the agent of the magic turned in the right direction, the tip of my magic wand found Peter. Apparently magic must have made a deal with the storm, but even though the storm and the direction of the magic found it, I was unable to find it. Peter seemed to have enlarged the size of the tracks he had made with his feet in the snow and created a safe space for himself, freeing his legs from the swampy snow for the time being.
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"Sorry Luna... But I wasn't a builder, I was a kid, and you know, kids' self-built world is like a sand castle built on a summer day... Adults always screw it up..."
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"You're the one who's messing with us, Peter. How can you throw adults out," I said, squeezing the tip of my magic wand so I wouldn't point it at him, because I knew that if I pointed it at him on a whim, I couldn't blame the storm, after all, my hands were the main rulers.
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"I mean it's not that... I was a child and the strength of the tower I built was as weak as a sand castle..."
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"And you invited me to that tower. Knowing that it would fall on us..."
'I realized once again how durable my tower, which I built myself, was cracked and would collapse at any moment. Because, if I had been buried under the ruins of my own tower, I wouldn't have been harmed this much...'
"I thought we'd get out of that wreckage. I thought we could build a new house from the wreckage we were under..."
A deluge of laughter escaped from my lips.
"You should have thought, Peter... you can't build a house out of the rubble you're under..."
"Well, what about me, Peter? I... I'm under the rubble of my feelings and I'll never be able to build them again. I'll never regain my feelings, I'll never live my feelings again... You destroyed my feelings, now you want me to build them, but once I fell under that wreck, Peter. "
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I loosened the stick in my hand. "But you taught me a beautiful thing, to be cool. Now you can't blame me if I kill you. Because someone whose feelings are dead is free of pity and compassion. You killed them... Say goodbye to yourself, Peter..."
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"No, Luna, that's not you. I know there are bits of emotion left inside you..."
"It didn't, because you planted the seed and then stopped it from sprouting..."
"I don't believe it Luna, you're not heartless enough to kill me..."
"You think so?" I said. I wasn't crying, I knew in my heart that if I killed him, I would kill myself too, but I didn't have the spiritual feelings to feel the pain anymore and I couldn't comprehend what I was doing.
"Luna! No!" He was taking a step, saying, when Peter's first step hung suspended in the air because it was my voice that came between him and gravity. Pointing the staff at him, he said, "Wait, if you come close, I'll only take yours, not my own."
Again I pointed the stick at my heart.
“You were right here, Peter, in my heart where I felt all my feelings... Do you remember what I said to you?.. If you die, I die too, Peter. You are in my heart, now I will kill you in my heart and I will die with you...
"I'm going to kill you Peter..."
Even the emotional hormones couldn't stop my brain that ordered the wand because those hormones had lost their function, and most importantly, I had finished something inside myself. Peter died when the yellow light from the magic wand pierced my heart at an electric speed, and as soon as he died I...
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Even in my last moment, Peter had risked killing me to protect his own life... He had escaped again, but this time towards death. Because in a spell I made for both of us, I connected her and my hearts. If I died, he would die too. It happened to Peter too, thinking he'd be saved... In the past, I would only have looked at his body as dead, but now I had killed his soul in my heart. Peter had really happened for me this time...
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