Its a battle of emotions, dealing with something new, someone new. Its wrong, on so many levels. Standing in the proverbial corner looking at him. Blue eyes, that look takes me in, seeing in a way that makes me feel wanted and needed, Full lips that look as if they would drown you in their strong kiss, strong body and sharp wit. An instant connection with someone new, sexy attracting my body to react as if I was a first time teenager falling for a crush. Is it worth it? 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuva83bTUe
Then you think back to the “old shoe” your heart, sitting at home. Those eyes use to hold such hope and love,but now just stare at a cell phone, the arms use to wrap around you with strength and protection, that just pick up a can of beer. When we lay together in bed I beg to be hugged and snuggled but in the end I just deal with a body pillow. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWxeUKmwfo
The battle comes in with the mind over the heart. The mind wants to feel the newness of the blue eyes as they wander over the body, the touch of new hands exploring all the curves. Lips tasting different and wanting to give kisses. The electricity of the newness.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgp6Bh3trW
The heart, spent twelve years fighting different hurdles to get to where we are now, It knows that even without the hugs and kisses of long ago there is still a deep love between the two souls, The heart also knows the pain that will come to the other person if the heart allows the mind to take over and do what it pleases. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDciV3yrvA8
What is one to do? The mind wanders wanting to play and enjoy feeling free, the heart doesn't want to feel the pain of separation, starting over, The mind knows it can make the body react. The heart only controls the emotions. New, old, new old. 676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMhN0p0Vxl
The heart wins controlling the mind, for we all know the newness could be trouble, and never permanent, could end as fast as it starts, Safety is with the heart, After a while the mind will find a new fascination,
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