我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjwWSWg0Na
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZszc8KU5hp
──直到那天遇見她。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruCAd3xHCy
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL2rOUYCBs
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaafVveWp2M
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVrkOI9UDO
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGyG0TSH7O
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpwfTxS7Uq
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlQvgkTFtO
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYCUsrLC1i
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rBkmWqnOL
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvdOka00hE
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxywihI6Zs
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiKONNxNd9
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW5ufufkUT
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQm5zWcTew
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoFety7mtW
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwewdCM4N20
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUzNnnzRrT
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yS8HCqDRg
「你要不要來我家住？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3UwALZh1L
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq2XnvpOTf
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMjrGkKgHB
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc8GvbAC3x
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYVPNyczgt
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ956r4NnLaB
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuPhphu0M1
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvXERAGMnV
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1CD8ryXlu
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9wdqHIBhv
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN2wkZuxgh
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBTkTcLXfp
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzebpL5i06L
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiaDqXKsgc
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3ctA8qBC7
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMh7OJLmYg
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAddvjwMcgR
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I506KyhWA
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r9wdkSlwO
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdszuO9Nx
那一夜，她並沒有回來。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1TVzgngs8
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480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbqvz2rM9r
大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZgRHTAhJX
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs0gURcSJD
…不太對勁。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DTNKNCYDi
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyic9S2ei0s
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3tYwgyxd1
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9giDEv4QoS
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOYTj9vIKx
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmOBGVq3v3
她明明說過只喜歡我的！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iaaotykTv
她竟然背叛我！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER60mwA6Vs
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa4TlC8bfJ
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──唉。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QJOjjrrkj
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImUtTbbb4R
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB5zsmXYxL
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9r56bgM7O
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPqBTSOz8u
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7zIiQyH75
可我不想就這樣放棄。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjsXxfPOUP
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCimxoHnc7M
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuonCnldLy
反之，我會將她奪回來。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oUBafwxMF
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480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HEXmGGXcF
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480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWakB6u8Xd
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBkbwXkkgL
今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19uOgR2t0Z
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFQcVSKIrf
我深深嘆息。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP669MBfylY
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fa6oTBQX6
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTirHpPfop1
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecaPZbIOlt
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCIWoYkTgQ
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5OLAbioi4
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXw2rbuUJn
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxByFLxcbz
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdtEJ1FELL
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQjgMvneIB
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbAePbLBzM
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumpn2xXJNa
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8XvEi5qiT
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9qqTpHQ6d
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbrwFvWHP3
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIyKE5KmG4
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3nYuKI5UN
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZczQJGkv0
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7tQBG5QJk
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6DMHP0Y8A
離開吧。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PSL72OoyC
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofAek3s0Qx
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYEyCdg2yr
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlElpATmZz
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQaUqOauWs
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBemDexo1iE
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1JdkP0IB9
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmBjYn3gks
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAj5zJijBE
曾經…480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtxY4h1eoP
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6HveJu0L9
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBDEmC68Kc
喀嚓。碰。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhOsj28jjj
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVVNFXTpJh
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp5yvtKntm
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU4XABVnAA
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNtxfrn6s5
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoby7tq4t0l
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUObclaoMDc
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cAvAFImEt
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm2Fb4wVbD
……怎麼回事？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1QIz4qGQX
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3UfCYrAy1
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrwSiAkxn3
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW7rvZrPfC
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt67b6Jh4e
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCysfqH4Y9x
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOcntbofYn
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCh64QKeOF
那是大約三年前的事。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmowc7Rqyxf
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480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq4yjYuRA1
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1nD2jterO
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUH74LMG7O
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15TTlITS6X
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6k0iXIerj
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6lZyUYUwy
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNeSq0AQMO
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB59oE4oXp
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZLUMa2FAL
背後一陣劇痛。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4Rb3TlV07
我被刺了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt59uKZiJnL
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXn8eIF1Cx
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1svYNYQzaH
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdmVGTPy3G
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──是你！是你殺了我！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvIcF7Nenh
殺了我女友又殺了我！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuzwauNoX5
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0glPTzPuHd
無法原諒…饒不了你！！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TkceifqYn
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOklGQ77UVY
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjBzuskcPi
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z419lkdsU
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtZfkQK0Ac
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd6gjUpV2s
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwIc37NMN3
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWKvkpico4
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1CsXtsCTj
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCtMPuxRRd
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsZ6R829uU
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqP6ohqxon
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nzdA6NtC2
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH5guz9tJr
……為什麼………480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbUK7EoIAF
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5jRhQ2Xh5
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2co6vYhyQ
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMHjsq1VSk
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnZ7yqalWt
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9oLV0r00b
……請不要怕我，好嗎？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54gAkErMxQ
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUMu0zNqpS
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuah3BIZQh9
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『我愛妳……』480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLNOHUarfu
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「汪嗚……」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCha4JPgeO
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRqOHQGwuK
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnBlbmwiQl
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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