我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyc9Chh4ok
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIp7RRuZhc
──直到那天遇見她。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpXMruhqy6
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVVgd2Px93
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSMdYYskxk
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCT3xcWWzk
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J5qwSO77J
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAPFATfBwd
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRNn9YoKUw
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI7dt9EIyA
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBaylVeI68
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c7I8rJg6R
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFTfCuEKOz
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtxEA0YbZN
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnfyaMhd9h
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZlwH6CzIF
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxZ28tegYH
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「你要不要來我家住？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkW8kEnuZ4
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrgPbXVYhe
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJGofMcUID
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2p1gXD4pU
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1h6S7uvUB
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvseCszLyC
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMge4Ux2sH
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dJr846aaM
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9lYqjaJtb
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9GbG1gwSs
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xdjncggdV
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXguRczGwpj
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOxs9dqnbq
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4BMg53GTh
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f6XxGVZ10
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtaHNth2NZ
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEMdmkO2zL
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcoGvXvxbR
那一夜，她並沒有回來。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKI4zsXVAE
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0kPLqDszr
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjusBTs6xa
…不太對勁。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CbLRqswwc
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdG0SMbHHy
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ATdrvxTm9
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUhSlpqz32
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV1ejUyaXa
她明明說過只喜歡我的！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbHAtnOI8W
她竟然背叛我！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCKKv3cXcM
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvYZVrrVAP
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──唉。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4iy9YPded
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsmWaxidzf
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUW71p2Cbg
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWP6eQ3dpv
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUhiVn0BJH
可我不想就這樣放棄。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzfPvgusXP
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZYyky2cw0
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkebHjPjroo
反之，我會將她奪回來。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFYcMPWYlA
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hZOLhm5yW
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0TyyCG0tK
我深深嘆息。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY89v1qbqwr
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkaxrEXHev
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3nhTPrvnj
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpZOtoegF
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX58EsPjUP
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5JnY1SGcz
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKBPJF8CyG
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFr1BpyZCl
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8XPHcjvMC
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZnGQZEpRR
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e6d4605C7
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLHWpvQrM2
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZc4hgXgcB
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKum0vOWvo
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg0xc7wTmQ
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wuBniHiEo
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj7H3qQMQQ
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGaTMPF4jo
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離開吧。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XScBNjGG7
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezEzn3ZgLF
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqqt3GdxLe
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJyzKfXf7v
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkggTgKfjRz
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOfaueiLbo
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo72H2Lh6S
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrePcZe8ced
曾經…426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ejsjbasJj
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jC66CMtHn
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喀嚓。碰。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM9SnpPOo0
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC92vQApgB
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf2TRuwuBk
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCFepMvaO8
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4fHsbOAtw
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh5lCkV3rb
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fU9SvEfCC
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbVv2Edjg7
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIFmyzTJCf
……怎麼回事？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbrKbNNFlI
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikFlg06VAj
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZzMFQNtLr
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoELZFn0TDG
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC1OzZ4o2n
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLCdO1OCT9
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7SJQ4WtfM
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7uzA6ybze
那是大約三年前的事。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WBb55hXCq
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde8Z0xGKt8
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdk86mNb2L
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lMqg5LF7f
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDKqrPzT7M
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3VwuyJw6X
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE6UNoGe5h
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背後一陣劇痛。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JnBJwKWaQ
我被刺了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O0hCPYHc5
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXNnBEp7ZI
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYdjTktRRu
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──是你！是你殺了我！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdKpkzdbFW
殺了我女友又殺了我！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbqu3qCJcS
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt8TjwXlrE
無法原諒…饒不了你！！426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyXJw6zvEn
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IO3TP2gr7
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQUcbWCorP
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzrIe4GzLW
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFiy3YHg96
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjFbbfAhFp
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DIU4yDm8N
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBNfP37JSi
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBqWT6CtHa
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeGDqPhI0w
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9LaWOlpai
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YxFhls82w
妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPKpCd7q7a
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifaMMmQVd2
……為什麼………426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh4SYxjv5U
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Iys8BIPAg
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0HtF8HXby
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaYatJqi2Z
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPJ3WbYNUW
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGe9qeKh7
……請不要怕我，好嗎？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUweJmU83Ds
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAp9K8CfyD
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9rrEcWYs3
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『我愛妳……』426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HzicyvBAr
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「汪嗚……」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZylnHwEOC
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzUQI92fPH
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zN1AIpYHz
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
ns 15.158.61.20da2
