我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRUEO3UA8m
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpec7Os2IS3
──直到那天遇見她。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxafYCCgur
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbHPQmYhY9
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJqqYABNL0
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwR50Xa2Lm
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjEog8FjK6
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3FIoPlAiS
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfwtN7BYY9
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OcHL9Galo
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h2wcKyLdU
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32U9Y3nZ55
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j3IQ53z6I
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUTB5CyWou
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnwJqe6A9Q
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoVzUc2zPY
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「你要不要來我家住？」399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLlkkER2SH
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxqI7c50V7
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QN5Np9J7D
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQB57bYyPO
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScsHvMgSDV
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QdbGPKj0e
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabuEjK8inT
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEDrO3NcVM
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgYvxnMgg9
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftmtlx0UBi
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGiwgMtkK5
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ir1iHMUwW
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEwlz31nBm
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HQ4a6a8CP
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRzuyfMqg5
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCD2ofoc80
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcGTWIyF3B
那一夜，她並沒有回來。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRfS9ZMUvB
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7fObhdA2n
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkfddbSVvy
…不太對勁。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1NRLDzNmo
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc4UoT2ixq
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDA9DBfJ6z
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82vmP5jauk
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi8DROv0NG
她明明說過只喜歡我的！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OPzlAB1fd
她竟然背叛我！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWETZz5S2QG
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNok10j0Jf5
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──唉。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqqvRqq82Z
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ323Qm53fCR
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3YGkupNw
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSaeXbZE0I
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu98J8X5F5I
可我不想就這樣放棄。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCEXGguluJ
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16XUMo2L21
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDod8MuwBEZ
反之，我會將她奪回來。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gscBXPhgq
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym9Im2GPGy
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjJiuLZudN
我深深嘆息。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu0aqQXH0r
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmELz4ex6C
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWstaWeTMDl
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmq5nYFUY
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGHVXjRc6V
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy4O12OMyN
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8oPVPEFz6
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbfu8XlML9
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mhAFNl2BJ
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07CGvyfutc
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOw4gW1W2n
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXAJBNngxv
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGppENmFTp
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCROmeLtlw4
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvqenPvQPa
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZKX8NpalA
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離開吧。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVYdRka5ck
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcTQQe5ekN
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKrTjLufuC
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSj5yYLUWR
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRGypjQbYG
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN4sMmu2t1
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBzLApqBRc
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8DIga5l56
曾經…399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjYsG799Bf
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenUzrABAER
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喀嚓。碰。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUv2BcJmwM
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2GFimyBiN
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2TOtLQ9FD
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g2BygHYSL
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBV4uCGHVr
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X3K3GNJZ1
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmSm1jiCWC
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c66no9W2L
……怎麼回事？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf0G12ektC
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjZTNDdCRh
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1tI22X2Os
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98yhuAml4p
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CylpEFKj3
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSD9y5E8cC
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZqW2az2zs
那是大約三年前的事。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoKnq6KIiS
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZSQtBDNSZ
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldw7QWh6i3
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdK5607s1w
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOXwBltUsZ
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs8yXrErnV
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJDZcYxgah
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背後一陣劇痛。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcYtQ40Dse
我被刺了。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUafLwwV6B
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqVhxGuyJQ
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tttEiuE5r
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──是你！是你殺了我！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TxiPu7iTy
殺了我女友又殺了我！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOefhz9wB92
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjcBOpgeGA
無法原諒…饒不了你！！399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7XD3fobzL
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZGWSmF9fY
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEjZvG49gg
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoo2lE8UpK
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1PGMC0mZT
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc6NLC1oF2
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhfjYGGfas
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYECS3UoD2
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanQA98yvJe
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5Y1a8AsRR
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv7O4Fu1Gk
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11nJ3LQfXK
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9TtR2QbUW
……為什麼………399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOZu0ZlCcy
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ9QybzCCT
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPeAy0gmaZ
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBJ4GwXCXZ
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2yIDQwmbB
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6zC5pieL2
……請不要怕我，好嗎？399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug7L5j1aWU
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJE2awjJ0B
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhLzuJ8pn7
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『我愛妳……』399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPANYG0900H
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「汪嗚……」399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefria29MDN
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIhRz6qHz8
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUraYHAmUDw
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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