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No Plagiarism!2DdwA7Hr17J6nxjfvteAposted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy143Please respect copyright.PENANAosWX2nYEJB
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAbnBNP4pzUj 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection139PENANAbLJ70tBFSP 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection139PENANArPPA0kP0Zt 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAtp2czyZyyZ 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection139PENANATKJeucDVX8 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection139PENANAYkvIKu2jEp 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection139PENANAIwVHFy28gT 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection139PENANAHIV1H7VoVi 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection139PENANA41yPmFDQXm 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection139PENANA83l9kba812 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection139PENANARMOGKhw5Qg 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection139PENANAmvvutgyS5M 維尼
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection139PENANAFOGot900yG 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANADz1M6bM54o
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It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection139PENANAjEVxPCybiL 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection139PENANAQev28oVL5k 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection139PENANAQtnNmzIxc8 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAEO0eqgNdwk 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection139PENANADvGP69xt9t 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAcWUVZWTlKA 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection139PENANAXIb8UoQaC2 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection139PENANAv2C0XgF4iM 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection139PENANAhDE4JtYeBJ 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection139PENANAotghM25FGJ 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection139PENANAMvErhyNnSO 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection139PENANAMcjkeQYhNy 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection139PENANAODjFvou02W 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection139PENANAz099CAe780 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection139PENANA37tWMGUq5f 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection139PENANAoeuKAhiVnA 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection139PENANA2HZRQ7BmYX 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection139PENANAUv4MN89smK 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection139PENANAWDCyrS0FLm 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAamaNZXc14T 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection139PENANATsCdW5U8g0 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection139PENANAOuzn6peok3 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection139PENANAgIYjORvqKr 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGHFQpKTTzm 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAsNAuzLzqk3 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection139PENANA9XArWra6Bs 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection139PENANA0PK5mvlNDL 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection139PENANAQAVN497zYq 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection139PENANAZUGMrYAKPt 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection139PENANAmQmHO77TsE 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection139PENANAVMLXygz0OT 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection139PENANARsamWrd7n1 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection139PENANAVqhy0vr6RA 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection139PENANAL0KS3qZJ1v 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection139PENANAe0eGXpkr4Z 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection139PENANA62rPYah2Aq 維尼
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Son,8964 copyright protection139PENANAagVv1ZPjaf 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection139PENANA4fJytalW7e 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection139PENANAEMFCUtOHPe 維尼
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection139PENANAu3vrEXlYp1 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAewZVvHdbUr
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection139PENANAzwWQNWXKE8 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection139PENANAXnSorD6oZP 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAaIrePQVJga 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection139PENANAvzDt9oD953 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection139PENANAKm1v4WnkNR 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAdsrrxIG1fL 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection139PENANAzsX8WbIeVi 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection139PENANAkfa1eD6D7D 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection139PENANA6fjmzJq5gG 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAAzc0fjgsUS 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection139PENANAYyUGnIdce3 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection139PENANAXSrZX0WEJR 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection139PENANAZXdaLQb7np 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection139PENANAttE3PqW76I 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection139PENANAsgbd8TY2aJ 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection139PENANAk5y6gQ6QpG 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection139PENANAJnnWibeLvu 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection139PENANAdv9ZebH8OH 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection139PENANA7SSTBhnmqF 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection139PENANA2vkCRxJepE 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection139PENANABlJt3QP8qM 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection139PENANAa5hzbEWelO 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection139PENANAGYLZzouDk8 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAonE7vMHHkp 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection139PENANAuli1zSkYLE 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection139PENANAQJfn1TqmnO 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection139PENANAlb24zhtj1X 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection139PENANA1PG9clLiZW 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection139PENANALG1bl7Vuze 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection139PENANA7zSLhDcRTB 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection139PENANAV8yj9VmX2g 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection139PENANAR780Ov32nL 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection139PENANAONp0EZ2rgF 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection139PENANAOvIO4hTWKQ 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection139PENANAOyI35PZ55X 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection139PENANAI1zNEPkGQN 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection139PENANAOymePefkOw 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection139PENANAZYmrWa5oOw 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection139PENANALc58sMQqEV 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection139PENANAygh82HzJ9L 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection139PENANALujqSgw8Z0 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection139PENANAwu3liuWLsm 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection139PENANAEZ9a4kalMs 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection139PENANAu3dMx2apdK 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection139PENANA2JCMGtHkNH 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGz8Lk6uVJs 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAW4yopYrSU8 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection139PENANAjd9LWSpF9G 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection139PENANAQIUm1dqdB7 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection139PENANAMDhpadQUKa 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection139PENANA2zZgsmtqR0 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection139PENANAbrSgVw7gQN 維尼
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection139PENANAt9Ofdsd0B9 維尼
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection139PENANAJlOlYcolPc 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection139PENANAetoh8BPJ76 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection139PENANA63wrz1qzzu 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection139PENANA8nhfHeduZE 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection139PENANA9HTntedpOL 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection139PENANA4D6c7QqRdY 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection139PENANAuTZF7niUy9 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection139PENANAu69juV1iQN 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection139PENANAIyPWsKDdYx 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection139PENANAZCnMfYZmQG 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAD2IlIm0jgE
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection139PENANAwBAHVcxqEk 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection139PENANAFvCzOGItBz 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection139PENANAgNcragVdSi 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection139PENANAD1KbRJjeEl 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection139PENANABGPBERMO3O 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection139PENANAawoTwTXYi8 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection139PENANAd1dYsJbXZA 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection139PENANARUsyHQb01O 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection139PENANAA34bxCIlTH 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection139PENANAraUse9E4Qy 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection139PENANAzlCikqdrhN 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection139PENANAjZwTq0gICz 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection139PENANA7OpmmvmJOo 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGtYbWliqcW 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection139PENANAt9GYH0ip69 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection139PENANA06kiuCbDbq 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection139PENANAJqxFVx7RRe 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection139PENANAQpOKGHdPlH 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection139PENANAK08e6TBhb0 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection139PENANAiFYV7krMm6 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection139PENANA5UWMXcTEeD 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGN6hOtQi4r 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection139PENANAjJV33ywwKz 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection139PENANA0kECc1GOPm 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAjPbOdWaAFf
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection139PENANAtR0LI93xc2 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection139PENANAIEHpR4negy 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection139PENANAn9F9lyu50A 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection139PENANACdvPCiD54F 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection139PENANAFtG4ShPDhI 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection139PENANAErRI3SCk4b 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection139PENANAnlB31e6GUF 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection139PENANA82nOIywAKC 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection139PENANA4Kl0WzNxNh 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection139PENANAaYB0aFwJnR 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection139PENANAdgvgREzpGK 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection139PENANAsVT2w4gmuh 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection139PENANAxSb17u6pyf 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection139PENANAxJCPys5Vgs 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection139PENANAMtChKwKGIM 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection139PENANAetTgsDUwyv 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection139PENANA34gIndMfPp 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection139PENANAf2aUmErOYq 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection139PENANAxRRwAbkfZX 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANARKM4VCRZO5
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection139PENANA6l6kxy6wqg 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection139PENANAT4HZ643I5T 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGdShWxqTro 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection139PENANAPgjxFW1xop 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection139PENANAYLrKmUfhLy 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection139PENANAeauDb8uWfp 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection139PENANAX5tK2aVPDS 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection139PENANAyUqYM9lNe2 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection139PENANAj838yaobZF 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection139PENANAkrQSqYj4CI 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection139PENANAKRlSEXCsXf 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection139PENANA19G7mYcypT 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection139PENANAPOdlcYmGgo 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection139PENANAKHGWs1Vy4c 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection139PENANAwL0SD823K0 維尼
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAj7BMuXn3F7 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection139PENANAbd0rSbrHs9 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection139PENANAD2z7Hh98Ff 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection139PENANApsEHVmlmAA 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection139PENANAhOImW1NAh7 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAY0bAD8LXTv 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection139PENANAUSbTPeDIIH 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection139PENANAzxTgi4rVE4 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection139PENANAZG6PvrAzLb 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection139PENANAMJhuONhTQB 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection139PENANAbnqiEyYz6m 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection139PENANAzWzLnTbHoS 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection139PENANA7k1Tfwsql3 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA79vFGLIPiX
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAoDwQJzhxPG 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection139PENANA5QsX3mKjlp 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection139PENANASzmhtzPJv5 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAYzCzsqPxLL 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection139PENANAa9vLDSFeG5 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAxUPyJfOugj 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection139PENANAhZm4TT3Nc3 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection139PENANAzkoCJj5Ce7 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection139PENANAT1TEK4Jv5V 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection139PENANAK3UT4ZXsiQ 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection139PENANAcDxhBNat4W 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection139PENANAROHj31rLhG 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection139PENANArd7oRmhovI 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection139PENANAaMae7swdl0 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection139PENANAwc9NVypYPt 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection139PENANA31JG48rEDT 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection139PENANAZyOvLWXN9v 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAQpfBDIYQGw 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection139PENANAgIgf4eUdAI 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAClCvfrhdpk
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAefOrzOMjd7 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection139PENANAAu5Tmv0TVm 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection139PENANA69GkIxUvju 維尼
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection139PENANAbuSSOwXAb1 維尼
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At night,8964 copyright protection139PENANAxUGlx7vFP9 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection139PENANAynKavc5kvq 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection139PENANACFspDmPyJb 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection139PENANAIh2ai8Z4Xr 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection139PENANAGhbj39PMqq 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection139PENANAsDc4XNMPVx 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection139PENANAjIbbsKak7f 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection139PENANAZLy9LenFwT 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection139PENANAPFdSoabZPR 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection139PENANASwIYxReE5z 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection139PENANA7VhdCYS6t7 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAAqtydqRfIc
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“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection139PENANAGGf6BTvJ2d 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection139PENANA8u0upejO61 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection139PENANAfYkdMpu1xu 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection139PENANAYqREGpE8tS 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection139PENANAcz2LqbeNoi 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection139PENANAa3kCkGvCn4 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection139PENANAwLWTYgIlq9 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection139PENANAfAkmyLMVjM 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection139PENANAA8pGXxJWhv 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection139PENANAuZjynalfHW 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection139PENANAUBZL8eZKkY 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection139PENANAGH7NL0TT2B 維尼
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