直到而家，我既電話都不停係度響緊，我知道，係阿琪既ＭＳＧ，但係，我而家無呢個心情去睇佢既ＭＳＧ。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSNCg0DDSj
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我陪媽媽坐左係露臺度，而家已經係天光，日出係我右手面射左ｄ陽光過黎，因為我既右邊係東邊斜少少。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNYJHGPk9A
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媽媽望住日出，再望一望老牛大人成日會企既位置，然後話：「平時，你阿爹會企係度，望住街果ｄ人行路、跑步……」眼淚又開始流出黎，阿媽亦都再講唔到落去。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp82KrP0T1y
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我抱實坐係我旁邊既阿媽，「……唔……唔好咁啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkVJHAVZGk
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靜默左一陣後，佢問我：「牛仔，你肚唔肚餓啊，你仲未食早餐啊。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTMx5dydwt
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「我……」我唔知點樣答阿媽，不過佢無等我既回答，就入左廚房整左個面我食，我拎住佢煮比我既面，望左好耐都無食度。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuENlXh9HZS
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因為，而家咁既情況，仲邊有心情食野。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPpDtzKC95
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「做咩唔食啊？」阿媽問我，而我，就將個面拎比我阿媽話：「不如妳食啦，妳都未食早餐。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrwJ6uTOb3
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「我……我食唔落……」又再哽咽，呢種感覺點解咁似曾相識。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEWbRZ81zD
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回想上次有呢一種類似既感覺，係失戀既時候，果陣又係呢個露臺，老牛大人搭住喊緊既我個勝頭話：「喊，係因為你覺得今次失去左一個好寶貴既野。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IM5l2f25W
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如果，同老牛大人講既一樣既話，今次既感覺比起上次失戀既更嚴重，係因為上次失去左可以搵得返，但今次失去左就無法返轉頭。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEjopNpMfE
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原來，仲有一ｄ痛比起失戀及得不到既愛戀更痛，不過而家最痛既果一個人一定係阿媽，因為，佢唔止無左親情既愛，佢連自己最愛既人都無左。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzMBPbccUB
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喊到累，阿媽終於訓左，而我，就食左果碗放凍左既面，食左幾啖後，我打開自己既電話，見到阿琪ｄ ｍｓｇ，其中一個係咁。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AMqkwxlyH
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阿琪：我好擔心你啊，你唔好唔應人啦，如果你咁我都唔知點做好，我只係想陪住你啊，你要知道而家有我係你身邊，我唔準你有事架，你有咩事都要話我知，快ｄ覆我啦554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNGAKTKger
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如果係以前既話，可能我一早就覆左阿琪，但係我而家連覆佢既動力都無，只係漫無目的咁開左電話ｄ ａｐｐｓ，又關左佢，開左，又關，開左，又關……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCKrRB9GdD
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直到，我開左ＦＡＣＥＢＯＯＫ，見到有新增朋友既要求，入去一睇，原來係先前老牛大人開始玩ＦＡＣＥＢＯＯＫ果陣，加左我做朋友，但係，我當時無ＡＣＣＥＰＴ。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZiLO4cnvn
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唔ＡＣＣＥＰＴ既原因，可能大家都會知道，就係唔想比自己屋企人知自己出面既私人野，但係而家，我有少少後悔。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyJV4oEPRR
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按下確認，見到老牛大人ｕｐｌｏａｄ 既相，原來，每當我陪佢既時候，佢都會偷偷地影一張相放上去。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40v0lRldh0
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陪佢去飲茶……偷拍我極樣袞既食相。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG8w088qnd
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陪佢去睇戲……佢拍低左戲飛尾放左上黎。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjciW67PHEg
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陪佢去晨運……我偷偷地訓既時候，比佢影左都唔知道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCGlbD9W3i
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我每次問完佢問題後佢都會打一ｄ字上去，係文字間，佢稱呼我做我家少爺，見到果下笑左笑，但係，本來向上彎既咀角慢慢變成向下。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusJzSVJAeK
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真係……忍唔住。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtJygKmfCt
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原來佢係咁珍惜我每一次陪佢既時間，但係……我呢……我有無花時間去陪老牛大人？我答唔出……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4B92w7M4z
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我望住老牛大人ＦＡＣＥＢＯＯＫ果陣ＰＲＯＦＩＬＥ 相，佢笑得好開心，呢一刻，我有一個衝動，我下載左老牛大人呢一張相，出左門，走左去沖曬店。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJh3Gde1jl
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「先生，有咩可以幫到你？」店入面既服務姐姐問我。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhk14CcHe6
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我深呼吸一啖，腦入面不停同自己講唔可以喊，然後同個服務姐姐講：「我……我想曬我爸爸……呢張相做……做……」我講唔出車頭相呢三個字，亦都忍唔住喊左出黎。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoUWxBYy2n
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而服務姐姐見到我喊成咁，都慌張左起黎，「你想曬ｄ咩？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WDQHzXqky
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我哽咽咁同服務姐姐講：「……車頭相。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0XVrTG9RD
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然後佢就一副好似明白我點解喊得咁勁，幫我處理老牛大人呢張相。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Bd7nybkz
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