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上班後的第二個周末,女孩的爸媽趁着暑假去旅行。隔天不用上班的星期六夜晚,女孩下班後放肆地帶着本來要給男孩的四個月紀念禮物、在書局買了本新書,吃過了飯,揹着背包,獨個兒在觀塘下車。619Please respect copyright.PENANAsAvV0NGLfz
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憑着記憶,走到了觀塘海濱花園。619Please respect copyright.PENANABHPMzc4udr
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地方依舊完美如昔。619Please respect copyright.PENANA4uBjxD8uB3
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女孩逐一走過二人有過回憶的設施,找了一張最暗的椅子坐下。619Please respect copyright.PENANAToqqbdhF41
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抱着膝,女孩幾乎立刻就哭出來,思念溢滿眼眶。619Please respect copyright.PENANAFdMlQVGMEZ
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「你回去吧。」619Please respect copyright.PENANAhS30pScyNI
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「我不要。」619Please respect copyright.PENANAtSiv0AeFVn
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「回去吧。」619Please respect copyright.PENANAWFaVRtNL6O
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「不要,你知道我為什麼要來的。只要能和你靠近一點點,我就很快樂了。」619Please respect copyright.PENANA1DKTrrHMjt
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女孩看著圍欄外的海,原來曾使男孩女孩沉醉得暈陶陶的愛海,早有當時誰也察覺不了的暗湧。619Please respect copyright.PENANA614PLU0BAm
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而男孩果然沒有來,這一點我到現在依然很感激。619Please respect copyright.PENANAILDxqxrwMa
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女孩哭哭停停、睡睡醒醒,早已沒有車可以回家,男孩早已睡去,只有香港的夜景還是那麼温柔地一直陪伴着她。619Please respect copyright.PENANAatC9DxvcsD
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回不去了,自愛上男孩的那刻起,女孩早已回不去了。女孩千遍萬遍地叫自己不要做這些蠢事,叫自己不要死纏爛打,但理智早如脫韁的淚水流走。619Please respect copyright.PENANA9BnU5BsgsS
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夜已冷得睡不下去,女孩從窄小的椅子起來活動手腳,帶着所有東西到了花園中間明亮的、像看台般的長椅坐下。619Please respect copyright.PENANAtgfhnzJNTJ
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專注地翻着小說,卻又有那麼一段段文字刺痛着女孩的心。619Please respect copyright.PENANA7vd2lIMdfl
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「愛不是理智上覺得自己應該喜歡誰,而是心情上到底繫在哪個人身上。唯獨這一點不能欺騙自己。試圖欺騙和背叛自己的心的話,不會得到幸福的。」619Please respect copyright.PENANA8H7YKCdsxR
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獨個兒坐了整晚,原本以為自己可以很灑脫地死心,卻總是沒辦法讓思念陣亡。619Please respect copyright.PENANAYpLR1HOlij
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那份禮物,女孩本身想留在那兒隨時間消滅掉,卻又捨不得地,又放到了男孩送她的俄羅斯娃娃旁邊。619Please respect copyright.PENANAsImC2VRkYn
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女孩開了個只有自己的whatsapp群組,名字是男孩的名字、照片是男孩的照片、內容是想和男孩分享的內容。619Please respect copyright.PENANAED0VCtUQK2
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這樣就能控制自己不要找男孩……那麼多。619Please respect copyright.PENANA6a9vUEN33s
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但女孩依舊控制不了偷看男孩的帳戶,我唸過她很多次,但當連難記的密碼都深印腦海,就不論登出多少次都不會有用。619Please respect copyright.PENANAsVsA4Fa3Lq
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日復一日,女孩看着與男孩新結識的女生在Facebook上的感情狀況回歸單身、看見男孩與她在inbox互道愛意……女孩仍然沉默,真的,只要知道男孩過得幸福就夠了。619Please respect copyright.PENANA1BrFuCCeII