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一直以來,我所認識的女孩,是個倔強而理智的人。即使再累再辛苦,女孩的臉上從不缺笑容,也從不感到絕望。639Please respect copyright.PENANAmwA1SHlFvQ
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「生活中痛苦必然存在,但在痛苦之中也必然有能令你快樂的事情。與其讓悲傷染上高興的事,倒不如放大喜悅,讓它蓋過悲傷,」這是女孩以前常對我說的。639Please respect copyright.PENANA4iq3chL7tM
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「生活中痛苦必然存在,悲傷時就放縱自己盡情哭泣吧!只是,不能因為傷痛,就忽略一切身邊正在發生的、讓你感到快樂的事情。隨着時間過去,傷口總會逐分復原。因為,傷痛是過去,快樂是未來,而現在總是在拋離過去、邁向未來,」這是女孩現在常對我說的。639Please respect copyright.PENANA9eXBSW26GZ
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這是她的倔強,強大到讓我心痛。639Please respect copyright.PENANAJpxYhf64Dw
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而面對愛情,女孩一向自問理智。639Please respect copyright.PENANAPwN79UnH9n
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女孩會取笑友人與男友一星期約會足足七天。639Please respect copyright.PENANAp5Rf6usezl
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女孩會對別人才認識數天就在一起而感到不可思議。639Please respect copyright.PENANAVW763SV5In
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可是,這個認識才兩星期、現在把女孩擁在懷裏、女孩也回抱着的男孩,以最温柔的強勢,打破女孩對愛情的所有認知。639Please respect copyright.PENANAVZATDD9v5x
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但同時,卻又莫名其妙地毫無違和感。639Please respect copyright.PENANAKPjphySHaE
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第二天,男孩問女孩隔天想去哪兒玩,女孩一時興起,便說要去踏單車,男孩一口答應。639Please respect copyright.PENANAfeUMEuCVlJ
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其實女孩已經很久沒踏單車了,更遑論在哪兒租車行車路線起點終點……639Please respect copyright.PENANAUHlvmEGXqY
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於是,女孩第二天負責的,就只是把自己帶到男孩面前。639Please respect copyright.PENANAKs9mtLbJCa
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男孩帶女孩去租車驗車,跟老闆講數,一直在前帶路,又頻頻回頭確認女孩有跟上;639Please respect copyright.PENANAuKvhrYkHN7
男孩總愛炫耀自己能只用單手握著單車,伸出右手向身後的女孩猛揮;639Please respect copyright.PENANAbFCceh1icx
每遇大斜路男孩總是一溜煙地竄去,卻總會在下一個路口等著女孩;639Please respect copyright.PENANAt0H3twaBMu
男孩在碼頭上停下來與女孩聊天,因為他記得女孩說想彼此更了解;639Please respect copyright.PENANArrNoLJKroP
男孩帶女孩去吃酸芒果、吃豆腐花,說起每次踏單車最期待的就是吃酸芒果;639Please respect copyright.PENANAb91Aa6Rj2o
男孩和女孩坐在海旁的長椅,女孩把頭枕在男孩的肩上,用手機拍下了兩輛單車並泊在一起的照片。639Please respect copyright.PENANAHsbLvxyJ0y
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那張相,有一句標題。639Please respect copyright.PENANAb3NvQamEtK
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是那天男孩老掛在嘴邊的一句話。639Please respect copyright.PENANAiz7PFFcuCw
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坐太久了,差點忘了還車時間,男孩領著滿心懷疑的女孩,左穿右插地通過來程沒有走過的工廠區,趕在店關門前抵達。639Please respect copyright.PENANAqPRaYOfZeX
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還了車,男孩走在女孩前兩步,頭也不回地往後遞出了手。639Please respect copyright.PENANA77Bid32i06
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女孩淺笑着,卻壞心地沒有理會。639Please respect copyright.PENANAp5Sm9gmLJY
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男孩仍然沒有回頭,只又晃了晃已伸出的手。639Please respect copyright.PENANAzCRUx5isSF
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女孩第一次把手放上去。639Please respect copyright.PENANA6O87O72HEk
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男孩緊扣著女孩的手,走向巴士站。639Please respect copyright.PENANAO7UcNEjCqs
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「有人話,跟佢行就得。」639Please respect copyright.PENANAtSpmdXoZ7j
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女孩把相片連標題上載,是時候結束了,一切的糾纏使她筋疲力竭,她決定讓社交平台將自己說不出口的拒絕道出。639Please respect copyright.PENANACdO9fbmXZP
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這幅照片無疑是一顆讓宿舍眾人訝異的炸彈,除了極少數女孩信任得過的朋友,幾乎沒人想過那曲他們一直認為仍在高潮起伏的曖昧樂章,會突然奏到了終點。639Please respect copyright.PENANAJUV8HTZJ2C
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「你上載這張照片就必定惹來非議,」我告訴女孩:「前男友會指責你這麼快找到新男友,追你的男生和他的朋友一定會認為,你一直以來都只是在耍他,為什麼你不待過了和男生合作的音樂比賽後才告訴他實情?」639Please respect copyright.PENANAeBZuUv25lR
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「都是你的錯,」我罵女孩:「是你因為忙着完成論文一直逃避,放任事情到了無可挽救的局面。你活該被罵。」639Please respect copyright.PENANAVLJv4VBBdS
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「可是,」女孩反駁:「如果我任由這個錯誤再拖延下去,也只會變得更無可挽救。我不懂親口拒絕,我只能選擇用最迂迴而又實在的方式表達。對於那個男生,我是真的真的很抱歉,是我輕率地開始一段曖昧,卻不敢俐落地結束。」639Please respect copyright.PENANAy1peXzuQpw
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「至於別人會怎樣看我,」她補充:「我不在乎。我只在乎我在乎的人怎樣看我,而我永遠相信他們相信我。」639Please respect copyright.PENANATmzkwpA93E
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女孩也寫了給男孩的第一封信,把兩人相遇的幸運寫下,把自己一直以來的感受寫下,把男孩摟住女孩那晚的掙扎寫下,把男孩過於輕易就追到她的不忿寫下……