顧澤之帶著宋雪迎去了一家西餐廳,因為他常來所以有個私人包間,還沒進門就有人來招待進去。剛坐下,服務員就過來遞上餐牌,顧澤之神緒淡然,示意把餐牌給宋雪迎,讓她選她想吃的。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvdVWULGczY
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宋雪迎怔了怔,本來第一次跟顧澤之外出已經又驚又喜,怕自己穿得不好看戰戰兢兢,現在顧澤之竟然主動讓她點菜,更是令她受寵若驚。38Please respect copyright.PENANAoOgdAXB2FR
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她小心接過,看了顧澤之一眼,才又低頭仔細地閱讀餐牌。38Please respect copyright.PENANANptF96X7Jo
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最後她選了一瓶紅酒,是顧澤之經常喝的那個年份和品牌。後面她又點了幾道前菜,兩份牛排,部位、品種、熟度,都是按照顧澤之的口味。38Please respect copyright.PENANAQXpEZwpXS3
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顧澤之聽著,挑眉。38Please respect copyright.PENANAHPYTG1PPF0
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等服務員走後,他才開口。38Please respect copyright.PENANAlC1AT70Zkb
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「讓你選你想吃的,怎麼還是選我喜歡的?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAZycqNz9fo2
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宋雪迎淺笑,「沒關係,你喜歡的我也都喜歡。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAq4komiFC4k
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顧澤之一頓,「我喜歡甚麼,你都知道?」38Please respect copyright.PENANA0zgsYGv1ZI
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「大部分吧。」她謙虛不敢邀功。38Please respect copyright.PENANAKmgNBEjIOD
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顧澤之挑了下眉,突然有些好奇,這女人是不是真的那麼了解他,「說來聽聽。」38Please respect copyright.PENANALY3K3N77sn
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「嗯⋯⋯」要說的有些多,宋雪迎不知該從何說起,猶豫幾番還是算了,決定想到甚麼就說甚麼,「你喜歡吃辣的,但不能太辣,有時候沒胃口,就會想吃點雞絲麵那種清淡的⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAFHCUROx8oE
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不知道是不是怕說錯,宋雪迎聲音有點輕,說的時候微微低著頭,視線釘在銀白的桌布上,兩隻手緊攏在一起,不敢看著顧澤之。38Please respect copyright.PENANA4uxz49yFS6
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「⋯⋯早上起來你一定要喝三杯美式咖啡,豆子要選淺培、日曬的,要是中午要開會不能吃飯,就要喝一杯用波蘭牛奶泡出來的拿鐵,配兩塊英國皇室御用品牌的餅乾,巧克力原味各一⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAlj60YXoSHp
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顧澤之靜靜注視著對頭的女人。38Please respect copyright.PENANAljYKvHVkNI
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她說的入迷,樣子很享受,如數家珍,彷彿只要是關於他的起居飲食,愛好習慣,她都能鉅細無遺,盡然訴說。38Please respect copyright.PENANAsbn7B6cQrk
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「⋯⋯七天裡面的領帶顏色不能重複,不能有花紋,深淺程度要配合整套西裝,近乎灰的黑色是首選,卡其色絕對不行,鮮色系的更加不行,繫領帶的時候只能八分緊,不然你的脖子很容易發紅⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAsHHRG0d2Rg
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說到細節處,她還會不自覺勾著笑,像是很欣慰自己沒有漏掉這些,也很在乎這些看似不重要的小事情。38Please respect copyright.PENANAtRu4dhTHOn
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她認真地數算,每一句都順暢不帶猶豫,像是個背熟了考題的孩子,早已複習過了上百萬遍。38Please respect copyright.PENANA843mKh0mhJ
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他們一起生活不過兩年,他自己也數不清的事,這個女人竟能觀察如此入微,還一一記在心裡。38Please respect copyright.PENANAmpXSCRK6Lh
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「⋯⋯大概就是這些吧。」宋雪迎說完,悄悄觀察了下顧澤之的表情,發現他有些走神,瞬間抱歉了起來,「對不起澤之,是不是我說太久了?我顧著說,沒注意到。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAHg1VjKJNd0
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顧澤之抬了下眼,這才回過神來,隨意應道,「沒甚麼,在想阮勛該跟你學習而已。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAp8wMZ7pHUI
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「怎麼會!」宋雪迎瞪大眼睛,急忙擺手,「我做的這些都是小事,誰都能做,但阮秘書不一樣,他要幫你打理公司,不是隨便哪個人就能代替的⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAIuv9cSq4Dw
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顧澤之垂眸,目光掃過垂下胸口的領帶,眼底溢出了點可笑的神色,用只有自己才聽見的聲線說,「是嗎。」38Please respect copyright.PENANABICPUKi2Kl
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沉默頃刻,他拿過酒杯,抬手,沒有多停頓就灌進嘴裡,杯裡是滿的。38Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZWOKTwE1Y
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宋雪迎驚了,伸手想阻止,但語氣不敢太重,「澤之⋯⋯你慢點⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAGBAiIf7FvH
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一乾而盡,顧澤之猛地放下酒杯,發出響亮哐的一聲。他眼皮垂了垂,手背擦過嘴,呼出的都是酒氣。38Please respect copyright.PENANAg1djcqimJg
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宋雪迎看他好像喝太急嗆到了,一下著急了,站起來走到顧澤之那邊,匆忙倒了一杯水遞給他,「澤之,來⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAcODYBpajCj
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「宋雪迎。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA2BY8zAzsul
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她拿著水杯的手在空中一懸。38Please respect copyright.PENANAk0121qBdTF
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他低著頭,明明酒量比誰都要好,明明就喝了那麼一杯紅酒,緩緩吐出的聲音聽起來卻像是醉了。38Please respect copyright.PENANAcAL04Ucz8i
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「對不起。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ek06A6tiI
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宋雪迎僵了僵,手一滑,差點把水濺到顧澤之身上。她趕忙定住心神,收了手,小心放下杯,擦了擦桌面的水漬。38Please respect copyright.PENANAeOoJGBTEbj
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顧澤之跟她說⋯⋯38Please respect copyright.PENANArvgmJHQNGs
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擦著擦著,她的眼眶又紅了。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ5sjCBBDi
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「她的事,是我衝動了。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAzXzdho1ct1
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宋雪迎手一頓,眼眶的水氣一凝。38Please respect copyright.PENANADLsHERRasC
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手背被溫熱的手掌包著,她呆著偏頭,對上男人深海般的瞳仁,溫度是暖的,沒有半點混濁,淺白的燈如日光滑過。38Please respect copyright.PENANAdaoL5pgeN9
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他眼神很清晰,看不出剛才曇花一現的醉意。38Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ5UQwy37u
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宋雪迎怔住,思緒是飄的,腳底有些浮,好一會兒才勉強找回自己的聲音,「不是的⋯⋯澤之⋯⋯我明白你的心情⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.PENANAlRSmHNuo4n
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顧澤之的手握緊了,眼眸輕輕斂著,洩出幾分像夢境一樣的柔情,「那你能不能再給我一次機會?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAwHSypRhZHw
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宋雪迎徹底呆住,「甚麼?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAr5oLmtyea3
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顧澤之眉眼撐著,閉唇緊緊合著牙齒,好一會兒才極慢地扯起薄唇,很輕地拖出一句話。38Please respect copyright.PENANA33poaH9wQM
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「我們,重新開始,好不好?」38Please respect copyright.PENANANTTFyGfM1f
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她整個人都不鎮定了,侷促地吸了幾口氣,「為⋯⋯為甚麼?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAYrmTPMqGza
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明明前幾天他才⋯⋯他不是很恨她的嗎⋯⋯為甚麼突然間⋯⋯38Please respect copyright.PENANAb39kdtY8Mg
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宋雪迎怔住,不敢多想。38Please respect copyright.PENANApc9ljobm4N
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顧澤之移開視線,像是在自嘲,「我知道這聽起來很不像話,但我爸媽罵了我很多東西,我起初聽不進耳,後來冷靜了才發現他們是對的。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA7P7Nv0CnCm
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「你是我答應了要共度下半生的妻子,無論發生甚麼事,我都不應該輕易放棄我們之間的約定。」顧澤之說的不急不慢,語氣很緩,聽不出過多的情緒,「之前事情發生的太突然,我一時間消化不了,失了理智,傷害了你。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAbbgf6I8apH
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宋雪迎聽著,有些暗喜,但又有些不好受,心情突然複雜了起來。38Please respect copyright.PENANAbEPQXiciEC
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他⋯⋯不愛周雪瑩了嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAW9IXCfjblA
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顧澤之看得出她的猶豫,接著就說,「我很認真地想過了,我對她是愧疚,也是自責,只是因為害了她而心有不安。這些年過去,我跟她之間的感情早就沒了。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA9MnbfWhCTO
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他抿起唇角,壓抑不住的情緒聽起來像是氣音。38Please respect copyright.PENANAzc5rFDqRSM
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「現在我對你的感情,才是愛情。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAzZqKxjYCb1
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